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Tweak says, "Demons I get. People are crazy"

james buchanan barnes (whatthebucky) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-04-13 11:07:00

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bucky barnes / winter soldier (ph), gwen stacy (ph), jake stone, johanna mason (au), natasha romanoff / black widow (mcu), sam wilson / captain america (616), steve rogers / captain america (mcu), tina cohen-chang

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So I have a drinking problem. I realize this. Normally it's not an issue because most of the time, it doesn't really make a dent in my inhibitions, but things changed when we got access to unlimited amounts of alcohol and the elf wine. I drink to cope with other issues that I'm having. That doesn't help those issues or make them better, it just makes me forget them for awhile. Most of the time, it makes them worse.

After my behavior at the party last night and the way I woke up this morning, someone helped me realize I needed to do better for the people that I consider friends and family, as well as myself. So I'm going to actively work on this, to try to stop drinking.

I'm not going to be at Team America house while I work on drying out. I'm going to remove all the booze I have hidden away in my room and the public areas, but I won't touch anything that doesn't belong to me or is in your bedrooms.

I don't know how long this is going to take, but I wanted to give you the head's up.

[ ooc; Forwarddated to tomorrow afternoon! ]

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	whatthebucky 2018-04-30 02:32 pm UTC (link)
	Gotta admit that I was one of those people these past few years. Whatever jacked up version of the serum I got prevented me from actually getting drunk, so I can't have a drinking problem, right? Wrong. I really had my head up my ass. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cowboygenius 2018-04-30 02:39 pm UTC (link)
	I think that's called 'hitting rock bottom'. Never been myself but I know someone who we're still waiting for them to hit it. Now you got solid ground to boost yourself up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-04-30 02:42 pm UTC (link)
	I'm thankful for the help people are providing. I definitely wouldn't be able to do this on my own. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cowboygenius 2018-04-30 03:00 pm UTC (link)
	Well, you got another person if you need it. I'm not afraid to smack someone over the head either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-04-30 03:16 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, I've heard the bitching from Ezekiel about that. But thanks, I appreciate it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cowboygenius 2018-04-30 03:28 pm UTC (link)
	He's making me feel old, he has it coming. You're welcome. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-04-30 03:34 pm UTC (link)
	You're all babies in comparison to my old ass, so just remember it's all comparative. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cowboygenius 2018-04-30 03:37 pm UTC (link)
	Man, I know an immortal knight of the round table that makes your ass look like a baby, so join the club. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-04-30 03:39 pm UTC (link)
	What is even your lives? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cowboygenius 2018-04-30 03:47 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think anyone knows. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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