theresetbutton (theresetbutton) wrote in supernextdoor, @ 2011-10-01 00:59:00 |
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Entry tags: | 09.08.11, becky, becky and cathair, cathair |
Do you like me, like me?
Who: Cathair and Becky
What: Conversations about feelings
When: Thursday Night
Where: Cathair's House
Warnings: TBD
Becky really only intended on going out to get some milk like she'd told Colin she was going to do. Why she ended up on Cathair's doorstep was all his fault she believed. The question was already in her head and now she couldn't seem to get the wondering off her mind. Did Cathair like her like that? Was there any chance that there was a possibility? She had to know. She wanted to know if there was any possibility that a man could find her attractive even with her tears and depression. Even with her overprotective brother and her baby girl. Could a man really have any sort of interest in her with all her baggage? More importantly, could Cathair like her like that?
So she stood there on his porch for a good three or four minutes before she finally mustered up the courage to knock on the door. She would have rang the doorbell but she was pretty sure that Sadhbh was sleeping at that point. When Cathair opened the door, she didn't give him a chance to say hello or even get a word out. "I'm sorry for showing up so late and on your doorstep without any notice. I really should learn to call before I just show up unannounced but see my brother has this date thing tomorrow that's not really a date, but is a date but anyway he got me thinking because he put this thought in my head and now I can't seem to get it out of my mind." she breathed.
"I know this sounds stupid, but I just want to know if there's any possibility that you like me you know... like that? I feel like such an idiot for even asking. I can't believe I'm resorting to being ridiculous and showing up and asking stupid questions. Oh god I'm so stupid." she said, putting her hands over her mouth for about a half second before pulling them away again. "Can I just walk away now and pretend I didn't just make a fool of myself or is that completely impossible?"
Taking a deep breath her eyes found his and she waited for him to speak. Dear god please let him not think she was completely insane.