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Tweak says, "Sorry, Dudes, my bad."

Abigail Keener (dancingdinos) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2020-08-21 06:35:00

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abbie keener-- 013
My name is Abbie. Not Abby. If any of you cared like you pretend to, you would know that. But you don't care. None of you care, because none of you contacted me or tried to find me to let me know about MY BROTHER before you put it out for the entire world to see. You let me find out that the only family I had here is gone over a public forum, then only one of you thought to reach out to me. Fuck all of you. I want nothing else to do with your so called family, because family doesn't treat each other like that and doesn't let them be hurt like that, and I'm moving to the kids floor.

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dancingdinos
2020-08-21 03:14 pm UTC (link)

You gave me a home because I'm Harley adjacent. If you wanted to keep him, you had to take me. We established that very early on, but I don't blame you for forgetting. You so desperately need to be needed that you claim anyone who gives you a sense of being some big damn hero. But you don't stop and think. You are a grown man who still allows his id to guide him. And you claim to care, but you still put yourself and what you want and feel first. You liked that he called you dad, but you're not that to everyone, and the fact that you posted about it before you talked to me speaks volumes about how you care. Because your feelings came first, and never mind that I'm now here without the person who raised me and knows me better than anyone. Never mind that you know all about my anxiety and exactly how I would react to something like this. No. You had to get your feelings out to the world first. You had to let me see it on these stupid fucking comms and then deal with it on my own. You're the adult and should've known better, Tony, no matter what you're feeling, you should've known better.

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	Abbie \| Tony notyourplayboy 2020-08-21 03:17 pm UTC (link)
	Right. You are exactly right. You are not, but you won't see past your own pain. Also, this is the second time you accused me of "collecting" people. How very dare you. I love these people. They are not toys. You know where I am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Abbie | Tony

dancingdinos
2020-08-21 03:27 pm UTC (link)

You are too self-centered to realize it. I was little, and I saw it. You don't give a shit about anyone's thoughts and concerns if they contradict your own desires. You make decisions, then rather than run it by other adults in charge of kids before doing it, you voluntell them that they're coming along.

You say you love them, Tony, but you love that they make you feel needed. You love that they run to you with their problems. If you actually loved them, loved me like you pretend to imply, then you wouldn't put your feelings before theirs. You wouldn't have let me find out about Harley over the network because you had to tell people to leave you alone.

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