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Marian Carlyle | Rogue ([info]notmaidmarian) wrote in [info]somerealityweb,
@ 2020-08-20 14:40:00

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Entry tags:active: bruce banner, active: five hargreeves, active: freddy freeman, active: john allerdyce, active: kate pryde, active: remy lebeau

Klara and Old Lace are gone.

Probably for the best, I make a crappy mom.


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[info]freemanspeaks
2020-08-20 07:09 pm UTC (link)
That is not true. :(

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-20 07:46 pm UTC (link)
Not like I had a great example in my own life to draw from.

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[info]freemanspeaks
2020-08-20 07:50 pm UTC (link)
I am sorry. I had some crappy foster moms before Rosa.

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[info]embered
2020-08-20 07:38 pm UTC (link)
She didn't need You were a good guardian, that was what she needed. A friend and somewhere safe where she could just be herself. She was happy while she was here.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-20 07:44 pm UTC (link)
I hope you're right, and that she and Molly are okay in their world.

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[info]embered
2020-08-20 07:48 pm UTC (link)
It sucks and it's shitty and everything, but don't take it out on yourself.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-20 07:54 pm UTC (link)
I'd rather take it out on the entity, but it's not here for me to punch.

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[info]embered
2020-08-20 08:00 pm UTC (link)
That's probably a feeling a lot of people share. But I think that's why it stays away.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-20 08:05 pm UTC (link)
Yeah, you're probably right about that.

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[info]piracies
2020-08-20 07:44 pm UTC (link)
Shit.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-20 07:46 pm UTC (link)
Shit, fuck, and every other damn word you can think of.

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[info]sevenphds
2020-08-20 08:52 pm UTC (link)
She didn't think you were a bad mom and I think maybe her opinion is the one that matters here.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-20 10:29 pm UTC (link)
She didn't want a mom at all. Guess that was my mistake.

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[info]sevenphds
2020-08-21 01:13 am UTC (link)
She didn't but that doesn't mean you weren't a great one. She loved you, that's what's important.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-21 01:15 am UTC (link)
Yeah, I guess. I just wish I knew she'd be okay, her and Molly both.

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[info]sevenphds
2020-08-21 01:17 am UTC (link)
They're survivors. They've dealt with a lot of shit no kid should have to but they've made it just the same. If anyone will be okay, it's those girls.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-21 01:20 am UTC (link)
Probably, yeah.

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[info]kineticals
2020-08-21 12:06 am UTC (link)
Je suis désolé, petit.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-21 12:16 am UTC (link)
Merci. Je ne savais pas que quelqu'un pouvait me manquer autant.

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[info]kineticals
2020-08-21 12:20 am UTC (link)
Missing people is easy, petit. Living with it is hard.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-21 12:29 am UTC (link)
Got any tips?

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[info]kineticals
2020-08-21 12:33 am UTC (link)
Try to remember, but not wallow. Ain't no shame in finding a way to be happy, even if it's not with them. Best way to honour the missing is by carrying forward with their memories.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-21 12:42 am UTC (link)
Good things to try and remember.

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[info]kineticals
2020-08-21 12:46 am UTC (link)
You'll get through it, chère. Lean on your friends and remember she was happy while she was here.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-21 12:57 am UTC (link)
I'll try. Just gets hard and then things get all noisy in my head and sometimes I just wanna listen to hard to focus on getting by.

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[info]kineticals
2020-08-21 01:01 am UTC (link)
You gotta just talk about it, ain't like any of us are in this alone, chère.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-21 01:03 am UTC (link)
Right now I'd rather drink or make a bad decision or two. Anyone find any alcohol in this place?

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[info]kineticals
2020-08-21 01:11 am UTC (link)
Sadly the summer camp appears to stick to a strict tee-total rule. Unless someone has been making it in the bathtub, but I wouldn't recommend that at all.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-21 01:14 am UTC (link)
Great. I'm going for a swim.

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Rogue | Five
[info]jumps
2020-08-21 01:00 am UTC (link)
My mom was literally programmed to love me. You chose to care about Klara. You chose to give her and Molly a proper home. You didn't have to. You didn't have to take them off the kids floor. You didn't have to look into homeschooling. You didn't ave to do any of the things you did. But you did. No one's perfect, but I don't think you were crappy. I think you did a really great job in a shitty situation such as being pulled into an alternate dimension with very few familiar people and places. You gave them both a really great home.

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Rogue | Five
[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-21 01:04 am UTC (link)
Thanks for that, Five.

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[info]ofrivia
2020-08-21 12:04 pm UTC (link)
Ciri enjoyed you. Doubt you are a... 'crappy' mom.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-21 12:21 pm UTC (link)
I'm really starting to hate the entity. I would rather it had sent me back instead of the kids.

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[info]ofrivia
2020-08-21 12:26 pm UTC (link)
Better for them to have you than the alternative.

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[info]notmaidmarian
2020-08-21 12:27 pm UTC (link)
Yeah, maybe.

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