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hope mikaelson (baculum) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2020-08-15 00:15:00

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~~Fuck this shit, are you serious?~~ In case you're wondering if the woods have wolves, there's at least one that's going to be there until this whole thing is over.

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Hope | Lizzie

baculum
2020-08-15 04:21 am UTC (link)

People leave. They leave here and they leave at home, and they never come back at home and sometimes they don't come back here either. I know that. I accept it. I'm upset they're gone, but that's... normal. It's manageable. I know how to move so the shards of my broken heart don't cut me. And I appreciate what you and Josie did, I really do. It was exactly what I needed ~~except that someday you'll both leave again and I think I'll be stuck here when you are and you might not come back~~ and I know I don't deserve either of you.

I hate that I can't trust myself. I hate that I was happy—which is very fucked up, I know that—and I let myself be happy and I wasn't prepared to lose them. I should have known better. I keep forgetting.

I don't know how to be around other people when it gets like this, you know me. You know I don't have experience with ... sticking around. And I don't think trapped in a communal living space is the best time to learn. I could mess something up and lose more people, just in a different way. ~~Again~~

The woods aren't that far. I'll be able to keep watch.

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	Hope \| Lizzie firstviolin 2020-08-15 04:29 am UTC (link)
	You're going to meet me for breakfast and lunch and dinner. Because you may be able to turn into a wolf, but you don't have to eat like an animal. Find a stupidly scenic and photographic spot, and we'll meet there. Just to eat. And I'll bring you a God awful uniform and see if I can jazz it up to have that Hope Mikaelson flair of Eh You Tried you wear so well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hope \| Lizzie baculum 2020-08-15 04:35 am UTC (link)
	I can do that. Bring all your ridiculous camp gossip. That's how these things work, right? The closest I got to camp was summers on campus. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hope \| Lizzie firstviolin 2020-08-15 04:41 am UTC (link)
	With everyone living in one giant room and likely sharing all the bathroom space, there's bound to be gossip. I'll try to get video and pics, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hope \| Lizzie baculum 2020-08-15 04:44 am UTC (link)
	You're really selling the woods hard. I hope they're prepared to share a bathroom with your products. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hope \| Lizzie firstviolin 2020-08-15 04:47 am UTC (link)
	At least I'll have toilet paper and air conditioning. If they aren't prepared, that's not my problem. They can go talk to their entity about its poor planning skills when it comes to bathroom storage and space. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hope \| Lizzie baculum 2020-08-15 04:51 am UTC (link)
	~~You're really not ready to hear how werewolves deal with that urge~~ ~~The entity doesn't give a shit about any of us.~~ How long do you think this is going to last? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hope \| Lizzie firstviolin 2020-08-15 05:02 am UTC (link)
	I'm the last person who'd know the answer to that. But it's already August, and don't schools start soon? It can't be that long. If it is, I'm starting a betting pool on who murders who first. My biggest guess is it'll come down to Marvel vs Star Wars or Marvel vs DC. But there's some Dark Horse around, so it could be anyone's guess. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hope \| Lizzie baculum 2020-08-15 05:06 am UTC (link)
	If murders start happening, you're both coming out to the woods. One day you're going to embrace your inner nerd. Also, the entity doesn't care about school, we got pulled out for all kinds of things last year. I don't know how I graduated. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hope \| Lizzie firstviolin 2020-08-15 05:11 am UTC (link)
	Duh. I'm grabbing Josie, and we're running. Hair products be damned at that point. My inner nerd is an outer nerdy vampire named MG who is a terrible influence. Honorary, pity diploma for it being a jerk to you and everyone else? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Hope \| Lizzie baculum 2020-08-15 05:15 am UTC (link)
	Maybe your inner nerd should embrace that outer nerd, too. Some day. I know you love to hate Landon but there's something really nice about someone who loves you flaws and all. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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