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Cisco Ramon is an anomaly (onlygoodvibes) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2020-02-13 16:33:00

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active: lizzie mcguire, active: tony stark, inactive: george weasley

~~maybe I'll finally open that scotch I got for Christmas..~~ not sure which is the good entity or the bad anymore. So there's that happy thought.

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	George onlygoodvibes 2020-02-14 01:26 am UTC (link)
	Yeah I know, I'm just in a mood myself, never mind me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cisco halfthere 2020-02-14 01:27 am UTC (link)
	Talk to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Cisco \| George onlygoodvibes 2020-02-14 01:35 am UTC (link)
	I just worry about adding to your burden. I don't want to do that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Cisco \| George halfthere 2020-02-14 01:39 am UTC (link)
	Don't. I feel like you are keeping shite from me when you do that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Cisco | George

onlygoodvibes
2020-02-14 01:46 am UTC (link)

I guess I am. I'm not okay with canceling. I'm sorry it makes me seem like the world's biggest asshole but I don't particularly want to stay home and mourn the loss of my boyfriends future daughter in a world I don't even get to be with you in. And now here I don't get to be with you either? Or maybe I do but you don't want to do anything, I don't want to push you and so we're at an impasse and I feel like the world's worst boyfriend ever.

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Cisco | George

halfthere
2020-02-14 02:02 am UTC (link)

You are allowed to be upset.

...I don't stop being your boyfriend when I'm dealing with stuff, Cisco. No, I don't really feel up to doing much after that emotional madness and my kid getting sent home, but that doesn't mean I don't want to be around you. Relationships are about communication and I think today we are both hungover emotionally. Makes talking harder, yeah?

I'm sorry you are struggling so much with this.

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	Cisco \| George onlygoodvibes 2020-02-14 02:16 am UTC (link)
	Doesn't seem like it. Every damn time I get just a little frustrated over someone I care about in this place, I'm the asshole. So you'll just have to forgive me saying bah fucking humbug to this whole weekend and entity thing then too right now. Yeah. I just can't wrap my head around this and all I kind of want right now is a drink. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Cisco \| George halfthere 2020-02-14 02:27 am UTC (link)
	Cisco, you aren't. ... I'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Cisco \| George onlygoodvibes 2020-02-14 02:28 am UTC (link)
	I don't want you to be sorry. That's why I didn't want to say anything.. It isn't just about this weekend, it's..I don't know how I'm supposed to react. It's your daughter from someone else? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Cisco \| George halfthere 2020-02-14 02:31 am UTC (link)
	... .... Maybe just be there for me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Cisco \| George onlygoodvibes 2020-02-14 02:33 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, okay. I never didn't plan to I'm just..confused myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Cisco \| George halfthere 2020-02-14 02:43 am UTC (link)
	I can't help that I have a kid in the future, but this isn't the future, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Cisco \| George onlygoodvibes 2020-02-14 02:44 am UTC (link)
	I know that..and I know I'm being unreasonable, I'm sorry too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Cisco \| George halfthere 2020-02-14 02:52 am UTC (link)
	Then keep remembering that. I'm going to spend some time with my brothers, alright? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cisco \| George onlygoodvibes 2020-02-14 02:55 am UTC (link)
	I'll try. Yeah. Maybe later we can just spend some time together? I do want to be there for you too. I just think I need to get some air. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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