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Tweak says, "U must think Im outta my mind"

Feathers (Kururu) (roadtothesky) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-07-17 19:05:00

Entry tags:

!days 250-259, claude c. kenni, kiryuu zero, nakayama yayoi, rabi, raenef, sumeragi kururu, syaoran, watanuki kimihiro, {howell jenkins}, {rapunzel}, {{{heiwajima shizuo}}}, {{{orihara izaya}}}

Who: Feathers, Syaoran, a fish
Where: The river south of Lyvus
When: Day 254, morning, while the game ends
What: Meanwhile, back at the ranch . . .

[Even waking late, it's not . . . too long a walk to Pyxis and Cygnus. Just to make sure they weren't left behind.]

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	Re: [Heading home] carpedemon 2011-07-23 06:08 pm UTC (link)
	Completely! Everyone's back, so we don't need to worry about that game anymore. [hugs :U] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Heading home] roadtothesky 2011-07-23 06:24 pm UTC (link)
	Last time it went on and on. I'm glad. [Relaxing, bit by bit, even if she casts the odd wary glance toward their door.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Heading home] carpedemon 2011-07-23 06:34 pm UTC (link)
	We were pretty lucky. [squeezes her hand] I need to ask... What do you want to do about her piece in you? Has it bothered you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: [Heading home]

roadtothesky
2011-07-23 06:52 pm UTC (link)

[The fingers of her free hand curl, moving painfully up to rest over her heart.]

She hasn't. Not once in all the days we've been together. She hasn't hurt me, she hasn't even tried to hurt other people through me.

. . . when I . . . when Storyteller's game happened, and Zero . . .

She was the last thing with me, when everything went dark. And the first one there when I woke up. All the times I've been most alone . . . all she's ever done is be there.

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	Re: [Heading home] carpedemon 2011-07-23 07:32 pm UTC (link)
	I see... that's good. [poor Feathers 8(] There's no need to get her out, or hurt you to get her out. People think it's dangerous, but unless she harms you or you want her out, no one should make you do something about her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Heading home] roadtothesky 2011-07-23 07:55 pm UTC (link)
	Apple . . . what are they going to do to me? I've . . . I've already died. I promised Poofy I'd always protect myself, but I couldn't . . . and nothing changed. But even if Cepheus can fix Syaoran, Zero . . . What happens if he kills me and she's still there? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Heading home] carpedemon 2011-07-23 08:03 pm UTC (link)
	Fix Syaoran? Was something wrong with him? Zero... He must think you're really in danger if he wants to go that far. But this isn't the right way! I'll try to talk some sense into him, okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Heading home] roadtothesky 2011-07-23 08:20 pm UTC (link)
	Claude said one of Mirror's eyes was left in his heart. That . . . this game, he tried to play the highest cards, and wanted to hurt Cepheus when they said no. He even stabbed himself to hurt Watanuki. Something's wrong with where his feelings are. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Heading home] carpedemon 2011-07-24 01:42 am UTC (link)
	I don't know him but no way does that sound like anything Cepheus would do normally. If it's Mirror's doing, they need to get that out right away. ...Aren't you worried she might do something like that to you? I mean, maybe not now, but she hasn't had the greatest track record. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: [Heading home]

roadtothesky
2011-07-24 02:08 am UTC (link)

[Starts to pull away.]

She doesn't need to do anything. She never wanted to hurt me, or Pavo . . . she wanted Cepheus and Lacerta and Hydra and Vulpecula. What she did to Link was the same—it was to get to Allen.

She could have done anything to me, Apple. She's a judge. But she chose this. Whether it's something she did just try and see what living is like, or whether it's a trap for those teams if they try to tear her out . . . I'm not going to condemn her for harm that she's never done me.

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	Re: [Heading home] carpedemon 2011-07-24 02:14 am UTC (link)
	[lets her pull away, but tugs her blanket NO DON'T GO AWAY. he listens carefully and nods] ...If anyone's a good influence, it'd be you, Feathers. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Heading home] roadtothesky 2011-07-24 02:18 am UTC (link)
	[Doesn't really go far—just shifts to lay her head in his lap.] . . . do you know I was the first person who ever asked if I could hug her? All her life . . . all her many lives . . . I don't think there's ever really been anyone who's cared about her. Not that she remembers. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [Heading home] carpedemon 2011-07-24 02:20 am UTC (link)
	[combing his fingers through her hair, finding the ends that were cut off oddly... :\|a] She wasn't around back then either, was she? I think. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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roadtothesky
2011-07-24 02:25 am UTC (link)

[There's more than a few, shorn straight through.]

She wasn't.

She's not like the others. She didn't even have a name of her own. And Surgeon was her father, but no one's ever said that she had a mother . . . I don't think she did.

She's never seen the sky, Apple. She was born here underground and she's trapped with all of us, without even memories of a world somewhere else.

	Re: [Heading home] blankwithrage 2011-07-24 01:44 am UTC (link)
	[BACK FROM TRYING TO KILLINATE IZAYA and also bringing the mattresses back to Orion] ... ... Oi. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)