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Tweak says, "My feet hurt."

Shigure Sohma // Rain(bow) (but_a_wolf) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2010-11-24 17:18:00

Entry tags:

!days 190-199, albert de morcerf, amami riku, dean winchester, edward elric, gokudera hayato, johnny rayflo, kanda yuu, kurosaki tasuku, lelouch lamperouge, sawada tsunayoshi, yoi-te, zexion, {charles j. krishund}, {gaara}, {haruki}, {jack harkness}, {jack/tyler durden}, {mireille bouquet}, {mitsume}, {narumi l. anju}, {rose tyler}, {sohma rin}, {sohma shigure}, {tokitoh minoru}, {{{heiwajima shizuo}}}, {{{toboe}}}

Who: Rainbow, people maybe you.
Where: By the lake
When: Day 195, afternoon
What:

[One Hydra is by the lake carving wood. He has a couple of freshly fished fish and mostly seems to be killing time]

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	but_a_wolf 2010-11-25 04:39 am UTC (link)
	Not really. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonuva_gun 2010-11-25 04:41 am UTC (link)
	All right. [back to. idk whatever he was doing. :<] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	but_a_wolf 2010-11-25 04:44 am UTC (link)
	... [loud sigh] Look, I'm... protective and territorial, it's not something I can help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonuva_gun 2010-11-25 04:48 am UTC (link)
	And I'm not looking for forgiveness. I think we're good on that end. It's not like I can talk about being being over-protective. Can't say I wouldn't go outside my head crazy if someone hurt me and mine either. So. Like I said. [shrugs] No reason to try to force that kind of talk here. Hell, if I were you... I wouldn't wanna deal with me either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	but_a_wolf 2010-11-25 04:56 am UTC (link)
	Could you spare me the martyr speech? I wouldn't feel bad if I had to bring down your team in a bad game, I'd own up to it and let you hate me, but I wouldn't hate myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

sonuva_gun
2010-11-25 05:02 am UTC (link)

Yeah, well, you're not me. And despite what you may think, I'm just fine with you hating me. Whatever. I can't do anything to change it or make it better.

For the record, just because I can say I feel sick and hate that I did something like that doesn't mean I'm not owning up to it. I did it. I went with the choice and I carried out the deed. I already admitted to it. I'm not sure what you're expecting here, though. What? I'm supposed to not feel bad? Supposed to feel justified for some misgiven reason? Like every other team in this place does? Newsflash: I don't. Sorry if that makes me a martyr, but it's not like I'm offering to chop my own fingers off to appease anyone either.

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but_a_wolf
2010-11-25 05:13 am UTC (link)

Would you calm down? I'm not attacking you, I'm saying if you do what you really think it's best, if you truly believe you're making the "least bad" choices in situations in which everything sucks, then there's no reason to feel bad about it. It's not about feeling justified on chopping someone's finger, it's about doing the best you can on a bad situation.

If you beat yourself up over every bad game and every forced bad choice, you're going to wear yourself out and give up.

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	sonuva_gun 2010-11-25 05:16 am UTC (link)
	[snorts] Like hell. You don't gotta worry about that. Just focus on your team and your side of things and I'll worry about mine. Sound good? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	but_a_wolf 2010-11-25 05:22 am UTC (link)
	[YOU ARE SO DUMB] Sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonuva_gun 2010-11-25 05:24 am UTC (link)
	... what's got you trying to talk to me anyway? You're the one who said I screwed everything to hell to begin with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	but_a_wolf 2010-11-25 05:27 am UTC (link)
	Shit happened, it's really a bad time to be fighting among ourselves. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonuva_gun 2010-11-25 05:28 am UTC (link)
	... Royal talked you into it, huh. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	but_a_wolf 2010-11-25 05:29 am UTC (link)
	Royla talked me into not taking it out on you during games. Give me some credit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonuva_gun 2010-11-25 05:40 am UTC (link)
	[nooot gonna point out how you are not the majority of your team] ... why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	but_a_wolf 2010-11-25 05:50 am UTC (link)
	I'm gonna hazard a guess and say it's 'cause Hydra is fucking ruthless and he cares about you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonuva_gun 2010-11-25 05:52 am UTC (link)
	No, I know why Royal would do it. I'm not getting your angle of things here. Why bother? Except to keep good relations with Lynx. Then yeah, I get that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	but_a_wolf 2010-11-25 05:55 am UTC (link)
	To prevent things from scaling. It's happened before and it's annoying and stressful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonuva_gun 2010-11-25 05:58 am UTC (link)
	Corvus isn't going to scale anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	but_a_wolf 2010-11-25 06:11 am UTC (link)
	You say that now, but try having three bad games in a row. Things scale. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonuva_gun 2010-11-25 06:13 am UTC (link)
	Dude, I was killed two games in a two, and one of them involved all but three of my partner team and my team's deaths after three teams decided to let us take a fall. I'm not letting anything scale on our end. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	but_a_wolf 2010-11-25 06:17 am UTC (link)
	It's different to have a couple of bad games by accident than to have a couple of bad games because you're being targeted. But it's a moot point anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonuva_gun 2010-11-25 06:22 am UTC (link)
	We already know we're gonna be targeted because we're the newest teams with little attachments with other teams, anyway. But yeah, whatever. We'll see. I'm not gonna let it happen if I can help it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	but_a_wolf 2010-11-25 06:32 am UTC (link)
	Yes, yes, no scaling, no problems, everyone is happy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sonuva_gun 2010-11-25 06:42 am UTC (link)
	I never said no problems or everyone's happy. Don't put words in my mouth. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	but_a_wolf 2010-11-25 06:49 am UTC (link)
	[JFC. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?] Dean, would you calm down? I am talking like I normally do, I am not attacking you, I am not implying anything about you. I am not secretly planning your bloody demise. Seriously, it'd be too much work to be pissed at you, life sucks, I'm tired, I'm not looking for trouble. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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