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stillnotkatie (stillnotkatie) wrote in providence_rpg,
@ 2008-11-15 13:51:00

Who: Kate and Jason
Where: Jason’s apartment
When: backdated to bit after her break up with Jamie
What: Kate tells Jason how she feels
Rating: TBA

Kate really couldn’t believe what was happening, the past week had kind of happened all in a blur. First she ended up kissing Jason and realizing that she was in love with him, still in love with him but she didn’t have the nerve to tell Jamie about it right away. Kate wasn’t sure why, part of her wanted to stay with Jamie because he was safe. What they had going was a good thing, she knew that he cared about her and she cared about him, too. Kate was still unsure of how Jason felt about her, even though she distinctly remembered him saying that he would always love her, but who knew what kind of love he meant? Besides the initial burst of tears that Kate had right after Jason left her dorm that day, she managed to act pretty normal for the rest of the week when around her friends and Jamie. Then Jamie invited her to a celebration dinner Kate went, but it was a little bit harder for her to act normal because Nicole was there. Kate’s feelings about Nicole were very conflicted. Generally she liked the girl, she was nice and had never done anything personally mean to Kate, besides date Jason and now suddenly strike up a friendship with Jamie. Kate’s jealousy over Jamie and Nicole becoming friends confused her even more, and prolonged Kate’s ability to make up her mind or even decide when or what she wanted to tell Jamie.

And then Jamie and Kate were back in her dorm in her bed room and it didn’t take long for them get start getting physical, and that was when Kate realized, or just let it pop out, that she was still in love with Jason and couldn’t be with Jamie. He took it a lot better then Kate thought he would, she even wanted him to be angry with her, to yell at her because she felt so bad, but he did the complete opposite, which just proved how great of a guy Jamie really was.

By the time all of that was sorted out and Kate as alone again and not crying it was getting close to two in the morning, but she needed to talk to Jason and she needed to talk to him now. After throwing a sweater on, Kate ran full speed down to her car and headed to Jason’s apartment, not even taking into consideration how late it was and that he was probably sleeping. She sped the entire way to Jason’s house, parked in visitor’s parking and then ran up to where his apartment was, knocking on the door when she arrived. Kate fidgeted in front of his door and when he didn’t answer right away she knocked again, but harder. When he didn’t answer for a second time Kate practically pounded on his door, attempting to catch her breath at the same time but not doing too well at it.

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stillnotkatie
2008-11-17 11:46 am UTC (link)

Kate wasn’t one to give someone shit for smoking, but she couldn’t help but joke around with what people called cigarettes. Jason was a grown man who knew what he was doing when it came to smoking, and sometimes Kate couldn’t talk because when she was stressed or drinking she once and a while caught herself stealing a quick drag from someone every once and a while. “Yeah, cancer sticks. That is what my room mate calls them,” Kate mumbled as she continued to touch him, and have him touch her. It had been so long since they could be like this together, but Kate knew that the two of them would be able to hit each other’s spots and make each other moan in no time. You just didn’t forget that kind of stuff when you cared about someone so much, no matter how long it has been. “How about we are both sexy. We are both sexy beasts who can’t take their hands off of each other,” Kate said with a grin before her lips were pressed to Jason’s again. She couldn’t help but let her hands run all over his chest and stomach again while she let her kiss deepen in passion.

Once her shirt was off and Jason’s hands were cupper her Kate grinned at him. She had never noticed if her chest grew at all, but then again she was on birth control now and she heard that some birth control could make your breasts bigger. “God, that would be so awesome if they did,” Kate said back with a grin. She continued to kiss him, smiling against his lips as she heard him moan from her hips grinding against him. Kate really had missed making Jason moan, just being able to please him in any way possible. As soon as Kate asked her question, Jason grabbed her hand and placed it on his crotch and Kate immediately felt that he was getting hard. Her hand instantly started rubbing him, and as soon as Jason’s hand moved off of hers she took it away, licked it and then slid in under Jason’s pants, grasping him and then stroking him. Kate’s mouth was on Jason’s again and she felt him going to the waist band of her jeans. As soon as they were unbuttoned and unzipped Kate couldn’t help but take his hand with her free one and slid it against her crotch. She broke the kiss to let out a small gasp before speaking, “I want you so badly, Jason. I am already so wet for you.” Kate’s mouth was on his again as she continued to stroke him, letting her thumb focus on his tip, only taking her hand out to let more saliva on it before moving it back under his pants and stroking him more.

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jmurph
2008-11-17 12:09 pm UTC (link)

Smirking, Jason nodded. “Okay, we’re both sexy. We’re both incred-“ he started, but was cut off by her mouth on his. He snickered against his lips, the fact that they two of them couldn’t keep their hands or mouths off each other was slightly amusing to him. They’d gone over a year without touching one another like this, and now that they knew they were allowed to again, there was no way anything could get in their way. It was like they couldn’t wait another minute, they’d waited so long already. Jason’s kisses deepened right along with hers, and he groaned softly, her hips grinding down on him were driving him absolutely crazy. She had to be able to feel what she was doing to him, there wasn’t much covering him up right now. Those pants he was wearing were so thin, he could feel everything, and he was positive she could feel all of him too.

Snickering at her response to his question, Jason nodded. “I think they did,” he told her, his hands moving over her breasts again, feeling them in his hands and giving them a squeeze before he let his hands move along the rest of her skin. After Jason directed her hand to his crotch, then let go, Kate pulled her hand away and then slid it into his pants, grasping him. Jason let out a low moan, his head falling back slightly as he let himself get used to the feeling of her hand stroking him. “Oh, fuck,” he cursed softly, his hands blindly feeling for her waistband. Once he felt the button, Jason lifted his head to watch what he was doing, unbuttoning them and pulling the zipper down. As soon as the zipper was down, Kate grabbed his hand and slid it into her pants, and Jason could immediately feel what she was talking about. She really was so wet, the feeling made him moan again as his fingers searched for her clit. Once they found it, he pressed against it, rubbing it slowly at first and then harder. “I think you can already tell how badly I want you,” he told her, giving her a smirk as her hand kept stroking his now hard cock. “You’ve got your hand wrapped around my proof,” he told her, sucking in a breath as her thumb ran over his tip and he gasped slightly. Jason’s free hand moved to slide into the back of Kate’s jeans, grasping her ass and holding onto it while his finger on his other hand kept moving over her clit.

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stillnotkatie
2008-11-17 07:39 pm UTC (link)

Kate definitely couldn’t keep her hands off of Jason. She remembered how she felt all of those nights alone after she had moved away from the island when all she wanted was Jason, she had dreamed and fantasized about this moment and a year later it was finally happening. Now that Kate was allowed and could be physical with Jason she was going to take full advantage of it. She had missed him so much while they were apart, and even worse when Jason was at Providence but they couldn’t do anything. Being with out Jason was absolute torture, and Kate was pretty sure that year without him really did show Kate how much she did love Jason. She always knew that she loved him a lot, but she didn’t think it was possible to feel the pain she felt when they were apart. Kate didn’t think it was possible for anyone to make her feel that way, but she missed Jason so much that it hurt and only complete love could cause that. All Kate knew was that now that she had Jason she would not be able to survive through that pain again. It hurt so much and Kate didn’t think she was strong enough. She was never letting Jason go again.

When his hands moved over to her breasts again, Kate gave him a grin liking the idea that her boobs possibly got bigger, or even that Jason thought that they did. Her grin widened when she heard the curse come from Jason, and she continued to stroke him from under his pants at a steady pace. Once Jason’s fingers found her clit Kate let out a slight gasp, closing her eyes for a second as she made sure to keep her hand moving on Jason’s cock even though his hand on her clit felt amazing. She let out a moan when his fingers increased in speed, resting her forehead against his as her hips instinctively rocked into his hand. She grinned at him when he told her that her hand was wrapped around his proof, and she then nodded her head. Kate loved what her hand was wrapped around, and she loved the reaction she was getting out of Jason even more. Kate’s free hand then moved to her back, attempting to unclasp her own bra with one hand. It was difficult to do considering how distracted Kate was. After a few moments of fumbling, Kate got it and shrugged it off, only taking her hand out of Jason’s pants for a second. Her mouth then went to Jason’s again, kissing him deeply and her hand did its work in his pants. “Fuck Jason…I missed you so much,” Kate breathed against his skin. Her free hand went to rest against the back of the couch, keeping her body supported and her hips rocked into his hand and her hand was slid in his pants.

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jmurph
2008-11-17 08:18 pm UTC (link)

Being without Kate was something that Jason definitely wasn't prepared for. He wasn't prepared for it when she left to go to Providence, even though he tried as hard as he could to prepare himself for it. And then he definitely wasn't prepared for it when she called him and broke up with him. That took him completely by surprise, and it broke his heart more than he cared to admit. He loved her with all his heart, and he didn't really realize how deeply his feelings for her ran until there wasn't the possibility to be with her anymore. That killed him, and he didn't know if he'd ever get over her. He thought he did, but that was only because he hadn't seen her in so long. As soon as he saw her again, all those feelings came rushing back, and he knew he couldn't live without her. It just took him awhile to admit that to himself. Jason didn't like being dependant on someone else, but he was completely dependant on Kate whether he wanted to admit it or not. And now that she was his again, he was never going to give her up again.

The moans that were pouring out of Kate's mouth made Jason's breath hitch ... that was a sound he never expected to hear again. And it was still just as hot now as it was back then. He had always loved hearing her moans, they were like music to his ears. He loved knowing that whatever he was doing to her was enough to illicit a moan, or a groan, or anything like that from her. It made him feel good. His fingers continued working against her clit, his breathing quickening as her hand continued stroking him inside his pants. When she removed her bra, Jason smirked at her and nodded. "Definitely bigger," he stated, his eyes moving to her face as she kissed him. Returning her kiss, his fingers pressed against her a little harder until she broke the kiss, and he rested his forehead against hers. "I know, I missed you too," he breathed. After a few more moments, Jason reached down and stilled her hand, his hand stopping at the same time, and he took a few breaths, trying to calm his breathing. He leaned up and kissed her softly, then trailed kisses to her ear as he pulled his hand out of her pants. "I want to be inside you," he growled softly, his teeth nipping at her earlobe.

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stillnotkatie
2008-11-17 09:06 pm UTC (link)

Kate’s breathing was getting pretty hard as Jason’s finger continued to move against her. It felt good to be topless in front of Jason again, and she couldn’t help but grin again when he said that she was definitely bigger. If her boyfriend thought her boobs were bigger then she was happy, but she was determined that they were the same size as the last time she was topless in front of Jason, which was unfortunately too long ago. Her hand stopped when he reached up and stilled it, and her breathing started to calm down a bit when his finger stopped rubbing against her clit. Kate kept her face close to Jason’s and kissed him back when his lips pressed to hers again. She slowly slid her hand out of his pants as his lips moved to her ear, and she nearly groaned right then and there when he said that he wanted to be inside of her. Her own mouth went to his jaw line, letting her teeth graze across his skin when she could before speaking into his ear. “I want to feel you inside of me, so why don’t we check out the inside of your bed room?” Kate said with a husky voice. She had seen his room before, but when he was giving her the tour of his house the two of them didn’t dare actually go inside of it together. Now all Kate wanted to do was see and be inside that personal space of his apartment.

After letting her mouth tease that part of Jason’s skin, and when both of their hands were out of each other’s pants, Kate slowly slid off of Jason’s lap and stood up in front of him. She then slid her jeans off, stepping out of them and then taking her socks off as well, just leaving them on the floor where she was. Kate was surprised how comfortable she already was with standing with just her panties on in the front room of Jason’s apartment, and she ran a hand through her hair before offering it to help Jason up and off of the couch. “Oh, and I got on birth control so we don’t have to use a rubber,” Kate pointed out with a grin. That was the one downfall that Kate and Jason had when being together on the island, they always had to use a condom and it got to be a big pain in the ass. Sex was much better without condoms, and besides their drunken night that one Halloween, Kate was looking forward to sleeping with Jason without one for the first time. Once Jason was up Kate grinned at him before she started walking towards his bed room, remembering exactly where it was. Once she reached the door frame she waited for him, leaning against it. Kate then leaned up and pressed her lips to Jason again, walking backwards into Jason’s bed room and towards his bed.

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jmurph
2008-11-17 09:47 pm UTC (link)

Smirking as she told him that she wanted to feel him inside of her, Jason nodded. "Mmhmm. I'm game with moving to the bedroom," he told her, his hands moving up her thighs over her jeans, grasping her ass as he kissed her again. He let her slide off his lap, and sat there for a minute, collecting his thoughts. He was so hard, he was almost poking through the hole in his pajama pants, since he never bothered to button it. Licking his lips as he glanced back up at her, Jason watched as Kate slid her jeans down, then pulled her socks off, and he smirked at her. He let his eyes roam her body, the body that he loved so much, and he let out a shaky breath. Kate reached her hand out to him and he took it, letting her help him off the couch. Glancing down at her as she told him she was on birth control, Jason couldn't help the smirk that spread across his lips. "Fantastic," he mumbled, following her towards his room.

He remembered what had happened the last (and only) time he and Kate had slept together and forgot a condom. She had a pregnancy scare, and they were both massively freaked out. Jason didn't want to let that happen to them again, and so he made sure to always have condoms in his room, and he kept a few in his wallet, just incase. But now that she was on the pill, or whatever form of birth control she was taking, Jason didn't have to worry about that anymore. And it would make sex with her so much more amazing. Jason couldn't forget how amazing their sex was, he thought about it all the time. Smirking at her as she stopped and turned once she reached the doorframe, Jason walked up to her and didn't even bother to stop walking. He pressed his lips to hers and wrapped his arms around her, guiding her backwards towards his bed. His covers were still all messed up from when he had been sleeping when she showed up, but he didn't care. He threw back the blanket and then lifted Kate up, setting her down gently on the bed. He leaned in to kiss her again, his hands moving to the waistband of his pants and pushing them over his hips, lettin them fall to the floor. That had been his last article of clothing, and as soon as it was off he reached for the waistband of Kate's panties, pulling them down and tossing them down with his pants. Climbing onto the bed, he covered her body with his, spreading her legs with his knee. His hand moved down between her legs, and he smirked when he felt how wet she was ... she was more than ready. Grasping his cock, Jason guided himself into her again, and he broke the kiss, letting out a low moan at the way it felt to be inside of her again.

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stillnotkatie
2008-11-17 10:26 pm UTC (link)

Kate couldn’t help but notice how hard Jason was, and it only made her grin at him. She was completely comfortable with being half naked around him, it had been so long but once the two of them got into the swing of things again things just fell back into place. One of the main reasons why Kate had gotten on birth control as soon as she could was because of that scare she had with Jason on the island. The two of them had freaked out and Kate didn’t want to go through that again. She wasn’t planning on sleeping with anyone when she first came to Brown, obviously since she was still with Jason, but her plan was so that she could be completely ready for him when they did get to see each other again. She didn’t want condoms to get in the way, so the pill was the way to go. Unfortunately Kate and Jason didn’t see each other again after that and she didn’t sleep with someone else until quite a while later. It was still reassuring that she was prepared, and it was certainly going to come in handy now that she was with Jason again.

When Jason’s arms wrapped around her Kate made sure to wrap her arms around him, kissing him back and letting him lead her to his bed. It was dark in his room and she was sure she wouldn’t know where the hell to go if she was on her own. She grinned when he lifted her up and placed her on his bed, and she leaned back against her elbows, kissing Jason back. Kate pointed her toes and then let one of her feet help pull down Jason’s pants, grinning at his now naked body in front of her. She lifted her hips as Jason tugged down at her panties, backing up a bit on the bed so that she was close to the center of it. Kate laid down flat on her back as Jason climbed down on the bed and covered her body with his. She continued kissing him as he spread her legs, groaning a bit when his hand went between her legs. She definitely was ready for him, her body was aching to feel him inside of her again and she tried to show Jason that through her kisses and by wrapping her arms around him. The kiss was broken when Jason pushed himself inside of Kate, and she couldn’t help but lean her head back a bit and groan as well. It felt so fucking good to have him pressed into her, it had been so long and something that Kate fantasized about constantly. Her breathing instantly started coming out harder and Kate tilted her head back towards Jason, pulling his body closer to hers and letting her nails run across his skin. “I love you, Jason,” Kate said before she let her lips press against his again.

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jmurph
2008-11-17 11:08 pm UTC (link)

Kate's arms around him and her lips against his were enough to drive him insane all by themselves, but together all it was doing was making him go absolutely crazy. He loved the way her body felt against his, and it had been way too long since he'd felt her bare skin against his. It was a feeling he'd never gotten used to before, and Jason didn't think he'd ever get used to it, no matter how often he felt it. And he really hoped he felt it often. Really often. He never wanted her to leave. Running his hands up her body, Jason pressed his lips roughly against hers, deepening it right away as he slid his tongue into her mouth, massagging it against hers and letting his hands run over her chest. He loved how smooth and soft her skin was, it felt amazing under his fingertips. Jason wanted to touch and kiss every inch of her skin, but there was always time for that later. Right now, he just needed to be inside of her. He needed it more than he had ever needed anything.

Pushing inside of her, Jason groaned loudly against her lips. He stilled his hips for a few moments before he started moving them, and he started out slow. The sensation of thrusting inside of her, without the condom, was almost too much for him to handle, especially after she'd been stroking him like she was. But Jason focused and pushed all thoughts out of his brain, and ust focused on making Kate feel amazing. His hands moved to push into the mattress on either side of her as he thrust with his hips, his speed picking up. His breathing was already getting heavier and his heartbeat was quickening, and he'd only been inside of her for a few moments. Jason wasn't prepared for things to be this intense, but he wouldn't change a thing. Opening his eyes and looking down at Kate as she spoke, Jason gave her a smile and nodded his head. "I know you do. I love you too. More than anything," he groaned out, his lips meeting her halfway and pressing against hers. He kissed her with all the passion and emotion he had built up for her over the past while, surprising even himself with the intensity of the kiss.

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stillnotkatie
2008-11-18 01:12 am UTC (link)

Kate groaned at the roughness that Jason kissed her with, and returned the kiss with the same passion behind it. Her hands explored his back, arms, stomach and chest. Kate let her nails run along her skin as her tongue massaged Jason’s. She arched her back a bit as Jason’s hands ran along her chest and she kissed him even deeper, sucking and nipping at his bottom lip when she could. In a way, Kate still couldn’t believe that she was back with Jason. After a full year of dreaming, wanting and fantasizing it was actually happening. She went from thinking she would never be able to touch Jason again, never be able to feel his lips on her mouth and his hands on her skin to having him naked and on top of her on his bed. Kate was waiting for her to just snap out of it and wake up from an amazing dream she was having, but that wasn’t happening and Jason’s ands on her skin felt as real as ever. Her heart felt so grateful that she was back with Jason, being able to kiss him again and knowing that he loved her just as much as she loved him. Her arms wrapped around him and held on to him like she never ever wanted to let him go.

Once Jason had pushed inside of Kate, her hands slid down to the small of his back and hips, shifting her own hips a bit as his stayed still. Once he started thrusting them into her Kate’s own hips found a rhythm with his immediately. They started out slow, but as soon as Jason’s hips started to pick up the pace Kate’s did the same with him. She kept her arms around Jason, letting one of her hands slide down his arm as it was pressed to the mattress beside her. Her own breathing was getting harder as well, thinking that it was extremely intense as well. She looked up at Jason and grinned at him, kissing him hard and feeling the passion and intensity behind his kiss. Kate couldn’t help but moan against his mouth as their hips moved together, and soon enough Kate bent one of her legs and wrapped it partially around Jason’s hips. Her lips moved from his mouth to his jaw line then to his neck, trailing kisses all over his skin and pulling herself closer to him. She groaned against his skin before having to lean back against the bed again, each thrust from Jason feeling more and more intense then the next. Her hands were gripping at him now and her breathing was harder then ever. “Jason,” Kate moaned.

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