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stillnotkatie (stillnotkatie) wrote in providence_rpg,
@ 2008-11-15 13:51:00

Who: Kate and Jason
Where: Jason’s apartment
When: backdated to bit after her break up with Jamie
What: Kate tells Jason how she feels
Rating: TBA

Kate really couldn’t believe what was happening, the past week had kind of happened all in a blur. First she ended up kissing Jason and realizing that she was in love with him, still in love with him but she didn’t have the nerve to tell Jamie about it right away. Kate wasn’t sure why, part of her wanted to stay with Jamie because he was safe. What they had going was a good thing, she knew that he cared about her and she cared about him, too. Kate was still unsure of how Jason felt about her, even though she distinctly remembered him saying that he would always love her, but who knew what kind of love he meant? Besides the initial burst of tears that Kate had right after Jason left her dorm that day, she managed to act pretty normal for the rest of the week when around her friends and Jamie. Then Jamie invited her to a celebration dinner Kate went, but it was a little bit harder for her to act normal because Nicole was there. Kate’s feelings about Nicole were very conflicted. Generally she liked the girl, she was nice and had never done anything personally mean to Kate, besides date Jason and now suddenly strike up a friendship with Jamie. Kate’s jealousy over Jamie and Nicole becoming friends confused her even more, and prolonged Kate’s ability to make up her mind or even decide when or what she wanted to tell Jamie.

And then Jamie and Kate were back in her dorm in her bed room and it didn’t take long for them get start getting physical, and that was when Kate realized, or just let it pop out, that she was still in love with Jason and couldn’t be with Jamie. He took it a lot better then Kate thought he would, she even wanted him to be angry with her, to yell at her because she felt so bad, but he did the complete opposite, which just proved how great of a guy Jamie really was.

By the time all of that was sorted out and Kate as alone again and not crying it was getting close to two in the morning, but she needed to talk to Jason and she needed to talk to him now. After throwing a sweater on, Kate ran full speed down to her car and headed to Jason’s apartment, not even taking into consideration how late it was and that he was probably sleeping. She sped the entire way to Jason’s house, parked in visitor’s parking and then ran up to where his apartment was, knocking on the door when she arrived. Kate fidgeted in front of his door and when he didn’t answer right away she knocked again, but harder. When he didn’t answer for a second time Kate practically pounded on his door, attempting to catch her breath at the same time but not doing too well at it.

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stillnotkatie
2008-11-17 10:26 pm UTC (link)

Kate couldn’t help but notice how hard Jason was, and it only made her grin at him. She was completely comfortable with being half naked around him, it had been so long but once the two of them got into the swing of things again things just fell back into place. One of the main reasons why Kate had gotten on birth control as soon as she could was because of that scare she had with Jason on the island. The two of them had freaked out and Kate didn’t want to go through that again. She wasn’t planning on sleeping with anyone when she first came to Brown, obviously since she was still with Jason, but her plan was so that she could be completely ready for him when they did get to see each other again. She didn’t want condoms to get in the way, so the pill was the way to go. Unfortunately Kate and Jason didn’t see each other again after that and she didn’t sleep with someone else until quite a while later. It was still reassuring that she was prepared, and it was certainly going to come in handy now that she was with Jason again.

When Jason’s arms wrapped around her Kate made sure to wrap her arms around him, kissing him back and letting him lead her to his bed. It was dark in his room and she was sure she wouldn’t know where the hell to go if she was on her own. She grinned when he lifted her up and placed her on his bed, and she leaned back against her elbows, kissing Jason back. Kate pointed her toes and then let one of her feet help pull down Jason’s pants, grinning at his now naked body in front of her. She lifted her hips as Jason tugged down at her panties, backing up a bit on the bed so that she was close to the center of it. Kate laid down flat on her back as Jason climbed down on the bed and covered her body with his. She continued kissing him as he spread her legs, groaning a bit when his hand went between her legs. She definitely was ready for him, her body was aching to feel him inside of her again and she tried to show Jason that through her kisses and by wrapping her arms around him. The kiss was broken when Jason pushed himself inside of Kate, and she couldn’t help but lean her head back a bit and groan as well. It felt so fucking good to have him pressed into her, it had been so long and something that Kate fantasized about constantly. Her breathing instantly started coming out harder and Kate tilted her head back towards Jason, pulling his body closer to hers and letting her nails run across his skin. “I love you, Jason,” Kate said before she let her lips press against his again.

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jmurph
2008-11-17 11:08 pm UTC (link)

Kate's arms around him and her lips against his were enough to drive him insane all by themselves, but together all it was doing was making him go absolutely crazy. He loved the way her body felt against his, and it had been way too long since he'd felt her bare skin against his. It was a feeling he'd never gotten used to before, and Jason didn't think he'd ever get used to it, no matter how often he felt it. And he really hoped he felt it often. Really often. He never wanted her to leave. Running his hands up her body, Jason pressed his lips roughly against hers, deepening it right away as he slid his tongue into her mouth, massagging it against hers and letting his hands run over her chest. He loved how smooth and soft her skin was, it felt amazing under his fingertips. Jason wanted to touch and kiss every inch of her skin, but there was always time for that later. Right now, he just needed to be inside of her. He needed it more than he had ever needed anything.

Pushing inside of her, Jason groaned loudly against her lips. He stilled his hips for a few moments before he started moving them, and he started out slow. The sensation of thrusting inside of her, without the condom, was almost too much for him to handle, especially after she'd been stroking him like she was. But Jason focused and pushed all thoughts out of his brain, and ust focused on making Kate feel amazing. His hands moved to push into the mattress on either side of her as he thrust with his hips, his speed picking up. His breathing was already getting heavier and his heartbeat was quickening, and he'd only been inside of her for a few moments. Jason wasn't prepared for things to be this intense, but he wouldn't change a thing. Opening his eyes and looking down at Kate as she spoke, Jason gave her a smile and nodded his head. "I know you do. I love you too. More than anything," he groaned out, his lips meeting her halfway and pressing against hers. He kissed her with all the passion and emotion he had built up for her over the past while, surprising even himself with the intensity of the kiss.

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stillnotkatie
2008-11-18 01:12 am UTC (link)

Kate groaned at the roughness that Jason kissed her with, and returned the kiss with the same passion behind it. Her hands explored his back, arms, stomach and chest. Kate let her nails run along her skin as her tongue massaged Jason’s. She arched her back a bit as Jason’s hands ran along her chest and she kissed him even deeper, sucking and nipping at his bottom lip when she could. In a way, Kate still couldn’t believe that she was back with Jason. After a full year of dreaming, wanting and fantasizing it was actually happening. She went from thinking she would never be able to touch Jason again, never be able to feel his lips on her mouth and his hands on her skin to having him naked and on top of her on his bed. Kate was waiting for her to just snap out of it and wake up from an amazing dream she was having, but that wasn’t happening and Jason’s ands on her skin felt as real as ever. Her heart felt so grateful that she was back with Jason, being able to kiss him again and knowing that he loved her just as much as she loved him. Her arms wrapped around him and held on to him like she never ever wanted to let him go.

Once Jason had pushed inside of Kate, her hands slid down to the small of his back and hips, shifting her own hips a bit as his stayed still. Once he started thrusting them into her Kate’s own hips found a rhythm with his immediately. They started out slow, but as soon as Jason’s hips started to pick up the pace Kate’s did the same with him. She kept her arms around Jason, letting one of her hands slide down his arm as it was pressed to the mattress beside her. Her own breathing was getting harder as well, thinking that it was extremely intense as well. She looked up at Jason and grinned at him, kissing him hard and feeling the passion and intensity behind his kiss. Kate couldn’t help but moan against his mouth as their hips moved together, and soon enough Kate bent one of her legs and wrapped it partially around Jason’s hips. Her lips moved from his mouth to his jaw line then to his neck, trailing kisses all over his skin and pulling herself closer to him. She groaned against his skin before having to lean back against the bed again, each thrust from Jason feeling more and more intense then the next. Her hands were gripping at him now and her breathing was harder then ever. “Jason,” Kate moaned.

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