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Rosalind Elena 'Lena' Rainmayr ([info]sat_by_the_fire) wrote in [info]nevermore_logs,
@ 2014-04-18 23:05:00

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Entry tags:jameson kemp, lena rainmayr, monique reppyi, saint anthony, thomas kemp

WHO: Lena, Jamie, Anthony and Thomas
WHAT: A rescue
WHEN: Friday
WHERE: Their home, demon place, their home
WARNINGS: Drug use, talk of sexual assault and the effects of abduction



Lena believed she just might pace a whole in the floor. She knew Anthony was working as hard as he could, but she wanted to know where her fiance now. Yesterday. Three or four days ago when he had apparently gone missing and somehow Lena hadn't even noticed.

Guilt and fear twisted knots in her stomach, and she hardly noticed she hadn't eaten since Sappho called. She'd been surviving on coffee and nerves. Still, she made Jamie a sandwich, because it seemed important that he eat. Then, rather unceremoniously, she sat it in front of him before looking back to Anthony to watch him working.


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[info]sat_by_the_fire
2014-04-20 01:11 am UTC (link)
Lena continued to bathe Thomas, trying not to think about the fact that she was going to have to do this for him when the Huntington's had claimed him. And just maybe that had been another reason why Beelzebub had done what he had done to incapacitate Thomas the way he had. Fucking demon.

"Washing sensitive bits! Whoop! And we're done," Lena said, trying to lighten the mood a little. She laughed when Thomas jumped a little and started chuckling.

"And let's hope that's the last time you do that when Jamie's here," Thomas murmured, amused.

"No promises! Okay, I'm going to drain this while I go get you something to eat. You're just going to throw it back up, but I figure you might as well eat anyway, hmm? Jamie, come with me? I'll be right back, Thomas."

Lena pulled the plug and then she gently herded Jamie out of the bathroom, closing the door behind her. "He's not wrong. This is probably going to get ugly."

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[info]flare_star
2014-04-20 02:29 am UTC (link)
"Jamie really hopes that too," Jamie said, smiling slightly. It cheered him slightly that his father was laughing at least a little, and he would try his best to remember that once the withdrawal kicked in.

"Yeah, sure," Jamie said, following Lena out of the bathroom. He sighed once the door was closed behind them. "Yeah, I sort of figured," he said. "Given how many puncture marks there were. But when you say 'ugly'...how bad are we talking?"

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[info]sat_by_the_fire
2014-04-20 03:38 am UTC (link)
Lena located a can of tomato soup and figured that would probably be better to throw up, and she handed it to Jamie. "Can you make this for him please? It's going to come back up, so something simple is best. And ugly-"

Lena sighed and rubbed her forehead. "Heroin withdrawal hurts like a bitch. Muscle aches and pains and spams and you can't control your movements. And since he's been tied up like that for days it's going to be worse. It's like-" Lena groaned, "it's like Beelzebub was trying to give him a preview of what he's in store for and I could kill him."

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[info]flare_star
2014-04-20 03:55 am UTC (link)
Jamie opened the can of soup, then poured it into a dish and popped it into the microwave. He leaned against the counter as Lena talked, not liking a single word of what he was hearing.

"Is there anything we can do to help him through it?" he asked. "Something to make the symptoms less awful for him?"

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[info]sat_by_the_fire
2014-04-20 04:00 am UTC (link)
"He's going to throw everything up, so pain killers won't really have time to absorb. He just has to get through it until he's sweated the drugs out and- And we're probably going to have to lock him in his room because he's going to want to try to get more. Anything to make it stop." Lena gave Jamie a tired smile then, "but I'm right here, okay?"

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[info]flare_star
2014-04-20 04:13 am UTC (link)
"So he needs to stay hydrated then, right?" Jamie asked. "Since he's going to just keep throwing everything up. But yeah, if that's what it takes, then...that's what it takes." He sighed, dropping his chin onto his chest.

He raised his head after a moment, smiling faintly at her. "Yeah, I know," he said. "You might have a Jamie-shaped shadow until all of this is over, just FYI."

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[info]sat_by_the_fire
2014-04-20 04:23 am UTC (link)
"Good to know," she said, kissing Jamie's hair. "And yeah, we'll give him a lot of water. And he can get more from the ensuite bathroom if he needs some. I'm going to go dry him off and get him dressed. Will you bring the soup when it's done?"

Lena headed back into the bedroom and through to the ensuite. Thomas was waiting in the tub as the last of the water drained out. "Good timing," he mumbled to her and he attempted to give her a tired smile.

"I'm pretty good," she replied, moving towards him with a hug towel. "Muscles feeling any better?"

"Eve'ything hurts," Thomas acknowledged. "But I think I can stand up. Kinda." With Lena's help, she got him up and out of the bath and into the bedroom. Once Thomas was on the bed, she helped dress him in something loose because he was probably going to rip it off later.

"I warned Jamie about how bad this could get. I-I think it's probably best if we lock you in when the worst f it comes." She shooed him back into the bed and covered him with the blankets.

"Prob'ly," Thomas nodded. "Hungry."

"Jamie is bringing in some soup." Then she leaned forward and kissed him slowly, running his fingers through his hair. "I love you so much. I'm so sorry we didn't come sooner."

"Home now. Love you too." Even though he sounded weak, she could still feel the intent behind his words.

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[info]flare_star
2014-04-20 04:42 am UTC (link)
"Sure, of course," Jamie said. The microwave beeped a few minutes after she'd left, and he carefully grabbed hot dish and set it on the counter. He took one of the smaller bowls from the cupboard and ladled some soup into it.

Sticking a spoon into the bowl, he took that in one hand, and a glass of water in the other, and headed for the bedroom. "I come bearing food," he said, sticking his head around the door. "Such as it is."

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[info]sat_by_the_fire
2014-04-20 04:50 am UTC (link)
Thomas smiled wearily and Lena patted the spot beside Thomas on the bed so Jamie could just crawl up. She took the bowl and fed a bit to Thomas, who had apparently gotten over his embarrassment at needing help.

After swallowing a bite, Thomas said, "'suppose this answers the myst'ry of who was druggin' me. Still don't know why though. He didn' say. Just...said shitty things and shot me up."

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[info]flare_star
2014-04-20 05:27 am UTC (link)
Jamie folded himself up next to his father on the bed, sitting quietly for a moment as he ate a few bites of soup. "How are you feeling?" he asked, for lack of anything else to say.

"I don't think he really needs a reason," Jamie said tiredly. "I think they just do it because they can, because it's fun for them. Because demons are complete and total assholes."

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[info]sat_by_the_fire
2014-04-20 05:44 am UTC (link)
Thomas sighed and ate another few bites of soup. "I feel very upset," was the best Thomas could really do to sum up his emotions on the matter of being abducted and drugged. "And ever'thing hurts."

"We were pretty upset too," Lena said with a sigh. "Thomas? When you said Beelzebub did other things beyond drugging to you, was that just- Was it just him saying terrible things?"

"No," Thomas said and when Lena tried to feed him more soup, he turned away from the spoon. "Don't think Jamie needs to hear?"

Lena felt her stomach sink then, because she had a pretty horrible idea she knew where this was going.

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[info]flare_star
2014-04-20 06:22 am UTC (link)
"I think that's an understatement," Jamie said. "My brain felt like a live wire, just...never shut up about potential worst case scenarios. It's really unhelpful like that."

Jamie felt dread sink its claws into his stomach, but that didn't mean he was going to run away. "Dad, if you can stand to listen to what happened to me, then I can be here for you, if you want me to."

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[info]asterismos
2014-04-20 07:00 am UTC (link)
Lena reached out to squeeze Jamie's shoulder while Thomas struggled with how to explain what had happened to him.

"I- I don't-" and then Thomas burst into exhausted and traumatised tears. "I didn't want to, but I was so- He untied me for it. He said Jamie didn't and so I- Said if I didn't cooperate, he'd do worse to Lena. Held my hair, and- Fucking- Gave me twenty dollars afterwards. Slipped it into my pocket."

Lena didn't even have words to react to that.

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[info]flare_star
2014-04-20 07:14 am UTC (link)
Jamie could feel all the color drain out of his face. He couldn't even process all the emotions he was feeling, he felt like he was going to throw up.

Very calmly, he got up and walked out of the room. He stood staring at his bedroom door, before pulling his arm back and punching it as hard as he could. "Motherfucker," he choked out on a strangled sob, cradling his throbbing hand next to his chest. The fact that that shithead of a demon had done that too his dad-rage and guilt were warring within him right now, he couldn't even find words to say what he was feeling right now.

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[info]sat_by_the_fire
2014-04-20 07:23 am UTC (link)
Lena watched Jamie leave, but for the moment she stayed with poor Thomas. She leaned down and kissed Thomas' cheek, cradling his face in her hands. "You're safe now, love. Hmm? And we're going to burn those clothes and the money along with them. You're okay, sweetheart."

Tears still slipped out of the corners of Thomas' eyes, but he nodded. "Can- Can you check on Jamie please?"

"I'll be right back, okay. I love you." Lena rose and headed out of the bedroom to find Jamie, and when she found him, she felt like her heart was shattering even more, if that was possible. "Jamie-" she said, her voice betraying her heartbreak. "Jamie. You-you hurt your hand."

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[info]flare_star
2014-04-20 07:42 am UTC (link)
"Fuck my hand," Jamie said in a hollow voice, even though it really did hurt, and he'd split open one of his knuckles. "I'm sorry I walked out, I just-I couldn't-"

He ran out of words, sinking slowly onto the floor, crying softly. "He did that to Dad because I wouldn't," he said, barely able to form the words. "This is so fucking fucked up, and I feel so bad for him."

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[info]sat_by_the_fire
2014-04-20 07:49 am UTC (link)
Lena crouched down beside him too, gently taking Jamie's hand into her own. "We can bandage this up in a moment." It was probably going to hurt tomorrow. "Jamie, that demon didn't do this because of you. He did it because he's an asshole." She held out her arms for him if Jamie needed to lean on someone. She had never really seen Jamie react to something in this way, but it was hardly surprising considering what he was reacting to. "I feel bad for him too."

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[info]flare_star
2014-04-20 08:00 am UTC (link)
Jamie curled into her, gently resting his injured hand in hers. "Dad's just such a great person, he didn't deserve that," he said, resting his head on her shoulder. "I mean, no one does, but I just-I hate to think of him having to go through that."

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[info]sat_by_the_fire
2014-04-20 08:14 am UTC (link)
Lena wrapped her arms around Jamie and she kissed his head. "Me too. I just-" Lena sighed heavily. "Poor Thomas. Why do those awful demons have to go there all the time? Just- I hate them. I hate them so much." Lena started to cry too, but she kept quiet as she did so. "I hate them."

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[info]flare_star
2014-04-21 06:03 am UTC (link)
"Because they like to go for the jugular, metaphorically, anyway," Jamie answered. "It's the things you keep buried, the things you don't tell anyone about, they get hold of them and they use them like weapons. The mind-reader and shapeshifter who was with him while he had me, she just...got so far deep inside my head, waded through my memories, and then he had that to use later whenever he wanted. They poke at the open wounds, because it gets the best results. And I really fucking hate them for it."

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[info]sat_by_the_fire
2014-04-21 06:20 am UTC (link)
"We'll figure out a way to keep them from us," she said, pressing a kiss to Jamie's forehead. "Come on, we need to bandage you up. And I think Thomas could use the company until things...until things get bad." She rose, and held out a hand so she could pull him up with his good one. "I can wrap this up on the bed. I mean, if you're ready to see him?"

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[info]flare_star
2014-04-21 06:55 am UTC (link)
"Yeah, alright," Jamie agreed, pulling himself up with his good hand. "It wasn't that I couldn't be around him, I just-I didn't want to shout or make him feel like I was angry at him, or something. But I'll stay with him til things start to get shitty."

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[info]asterismos
2014-04-21 07:24 am UTC (link)
"I think he would understand," she said, walking him back towards the bedroom. When Jamie entered the room, Lena ducked out for a second to grab the first aid kit, giving father and son a chance to talk alone.

Thomas was still crying, but he sniffed hard and gestured Jamie closer with his head. "Jamie," he said sadly, "you hurt yourself."

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[info]flare_star
2014-04-21 08:45 am UTC (link)
One corner of Jamie's mouth quirked upward in a tiny, self-deprecating smile. "Nothing that won't heal," he said, sitting back down next to his father. "Sorry I just...walked out like that. Apparently I needed to have a meltdown."

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[info]asterismos
2014-04-21 09:03 am UTC (link)
Thomas reached out to pull Jamie in for a hug, burying his face in Jamie's hair. "Can't really blame you for that," Thomas said, voice still cracking a bit with emotion. He was feeling a bit like having a meltdown himself. Had he been himself he never would have done it, but with Jamie in his arms, the tears started coming thick and fast. Unable to hold himself back, he openly sobbed into Jamie's hair while he clung tightly to his son.

Lena re-entered the room, the first aid kit in her hands. When she witnessed the heartbreaking scene in front of her, however, she froze and put a hand over her mouth to try to keep her own emotion in.

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