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Tweak says, "Bip Bop is my best friend!"

Liv Moore (dieless) wrote in marinanova,
@ 2015-07-14 20:16:00

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carol peletier, damon salvatore, lyle dylandy, nathan harris, olivia moore

Day 332 [Action | Open][Videos | Closed]
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[On today's episode of "adventures in being a zombie" Liv is attempting to order brain from the Vampire Blood Shack without anyone noticing that going down. Watch as the extremely pale girl attempts to be chill and subtle as she checks out the bar and waits for it to miraculously empty so she can work on this craving thing before it's a problem.]

[Voice | Closed to Carol]
I'd ask if you're planning to tell anyone, but from what I remember I guess I should be asking if you're planning to kill me. [Hi, Mom. Miss me?]

[Voice | Closed to Natey!]
...Hey.

[Voice | Closed to Lyle]
[Saved the hardest for last.] Most relationships start off with dinner and a movie. We didn't even exchange names. [But she knew it. Everyone was right. This place does get stranger.]

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	[Closed] questionofwhen 2015-07-15 01:56 am UTC (link)
	I guess so. [He already sounds disappointed. In the spirit of sharing, though:] I think about killing people and I was locked up because I'm crazy. That's real. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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dieless
2015-07-15 01:59 am UTC (link)

[He was actually going to believe that! She should let him. She really, really should and yet, he sounds all disappointed and yesterday he was her brother and she can't tell her own brother.

And why is she feeling guilty about lying to a kid who just admitted he thinks about killing people?

Maybe because she has killed people? Maybe because her last brain was too sympathetic? Whatever it is...] Fine. It was real with me too, but you can't tell anyone.

What are you doing for it? Your thoughts I mean. Is there some kind of therapy here? They at least pretend they're into rehab, right?

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	[Closed] questionofwhen 2015-07-15 02:07 am UTC (link)
	I won't, I promise. [Maybe there's a residual family bond there, because he means it. Or maybe zombies are cool and you don't betray zombies who trust you with their zombie secrets.] Doing? Nothing, I guess. Not really. I was talking to someone, but she left. I have a collar from the wardens that makes it so it'd hurt if I tried to do anything to anyone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] dieless 2015-07-15 02:13 am UTC (link)
	[Both of those are very solid points.] Oh. I guess I didn't pick that info up yesterday. [Lots of holes the wardens didn't bother to fill in securely.] I didn't realize they cared if people got hurt or not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] questionofwhen 2015-07-15 02:30 am UTC (link)
	They don't. [Still mad at the wardens for letting the killer flood happen.] I had to ask for it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] dieless 2015-07-15 02:42 am UTC (link)
	For someone who wants to kill people it's like you really don't want to kill people. [Which she can kind of related to. Not that she wants to normally, but when she's full-on zombie mode...] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] questionofwhen 2015-07-15 02:57 am UTC (link)
	I don't. I mean, I do, sometimes, but it's complicated. I'd feel really bad if I did. Do you kill people? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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dieless
2015-07-15 12:40 pm UTC (link)

[She doesn't really know what to do here. Lies make mroe sense, right? But she misses having Ravi around and this kid is so far from being Ravi, but at least she doesn't feel like he judges her and she gets enough of the judging from herself.] I.........have. They were trying to kill me. I didn't want it to be like that.

I even tried to do it once. Another zombie. Except he was killing people for their brains and selling them to the other zombies he created so he could have a market. I had the shot, but I couldn't do it. [Even with a sniper brain in her telling her how and saying it was necessary she couldn't pull the trigger and Lowell and those kids Major watches out for paid the price.]

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	[Closed] questionofwhen 2015-07-15 11:48 pm UTC (link)
	[He might be more interested in hearing about murder and mayhem than she's comfortable with, but no, there's not going to be judging.] So you're a good zombie... or you try to be. [Or does not wanting to kill make her a bad zombie?] That's why you wanted to know where the morgue is? So you could have brains without killing people? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] dieless 2015-07-15 11:59 pm UTC (link)
	I'm trying to be a good person who happens to be a zombie. [It sounds good. What he said was probably more accurate. So much of her life is now lived around what she is instead of who she is. He gets a nod.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] questionofwhen 2015-07-16 12:14 am UTC (link)
	Is it hard? I mean, it's hard for me not to do things, sometimes, and I don't even eat brains or anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] dieless 2015-07-16 12:47 am UTC (link)
	They stocked the Blood Shack with brains for me, so it's all pretty easy. [Unless you mean life as a zombie or actually going to the shack and awkwardly order.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] questionofwhen 2015-07-16 01:51 am UTC (link)
	No, not that. Being a zombie, doesn't that make you... y'know, want to zombie things, like kill people? I get that you don't, but don't you ever want to? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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dieless
2015-07-16 12:55 pm UTC (link)

[As his sister from yesterday, she has some idea of why he's asking such a question. He wants to relate. Someone else with unwanted, uncontrollable instincts. It's probably why she goes into it as much as she does. She almost feels like she ate the brains of his sister.]

Not when I'm like this. Not when I'm me. And I can only stay me with a steady diet of brains. If I go too long, then it's harder to think straight. You get a little stupid and food becomes the priority. It can also get set off if I'm attacked. I call it full-on zombie mode.

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questionofwhen
2015-07-16 07:09 pm UTC (link)

[That's it exactly, even if being a zombie and being a sexual sadist with a compulsion to kill people aren't remotely similar. He listens very, very intently.]

But you're okay if you get enough brains and no one tries to hurt you. [That is simultaneously good and disappointing.] You're not really dangerous. M—Carol knows that, right?

[In retrospect, their family was kind of strange.]

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	[Closed] dieless 2015-07-16 11:31 pm UTC (link)
	[She heard that slip, Natey. She gets it.] Yeah, she said she wasn't going to kill me. Which is probably still what she would have said if she wanted to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] questionofwhen 2015-07-17 02:37 am UTC (link)
	I could talk to her. I mean, she doesn't have any reason to listen to me, but I can tell her you're okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] dieless 2015-07-17 03:45 pm UTC (link)
	[It's not that she doesn't appreciate it, but] ...Do you think you're safe around her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] questionofwhen 2015-07-17 09:14 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I don't want to hurt her or anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] dieless 2015-07-17 09:16 pm UTC (link)
	Uh, no, I meant it the other way around. I don't know if it's just zombies. It could be anyone she thinks is dangerous. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] questionofwhen 2015-07-17 09:25 pm UTC (link)
	Oh. [That. That hadn't occurred to him, and his collar wouldn't let him fight back if she did go after him.] I guess it feels like she should still care, y'know? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] dieless 2015-07-19 12:46 am UTC (link)
	[Great situation all around.] Maybe she does. ...It seems like that could happen. [She still cares some even though she should probably not, right? Or maybe it's just being new and alone.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] questionofwhen 2015-07-19 03:15 am UTC (link)
	Even if that's not how it works, she can't kill you just 'cause you're a zombie and you could hurt someone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Closed] dieless 2015-07-19 03:19 am UTC (link)
	[Are you worried about her, little bro?] We can't really die here, right? Or we can't stay dead. It wouldn't make sense for anyone to do it anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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questionofwhen
2015-07-19 03:28 am UTC (link)

[It's hard not to worry about someone who was family yesterday and could potentially be killed by someone else who was also family! He might also be projecting some of his own issues onto her.] No, you're right... it'd be stupid, since killing someone probably won't make them go away.

But you won't do anything to make anyone think they need to kill you, so it's okay.

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