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Tweak says, "Do a little dance!"

glenn rhee (sillytalk) wrote in makebelievenet,
@ 2013-04-26 21:20:00

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darcy lewis, daryl dixon, duncan (total drama), glenn rhee, gwen stacy, rick grimes

Too bad I didn't grow a few inches taller when they gave me back my legs. That would have been cool. Jerks. Guess I should just be grateful to be human again though, huh? This place has a really bad sense of humor. Hope it lets me sit the next crazy bout out. Man. ~~Still better than dealing with walkers everyday.~~

Who's down for celebrating being human again?

Darcy/Duncan/Gwen
Hey. So. Update.

Darcy knows, but I was a satyr. Less cool. My group's been... pretty much thrown for a loop. Turns out we're fictional, too. Wanted to ask your opinion on something about it. You guys mind?

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Glenn

sciencenerd
2013-04-26 02:10 pm UTC (link)

Yes. Be a better man for her and just learn with her. That way you can honestly say you didn't know and you can work through it together.

I know. It's hard, I won't lie. I feel like I'll lose out on Peter and all that I could have done with my life. I feel like I have all of this potential and no one gets to see it. I don't know how to tell him. We're sort of taking it slow right now, trying to start over again, and I know I should tell him but I can't do that to him. But at the same time if he finds out from someone else, and then finds out I knew the whole time...would he think I was playing him? Trying to get him to be with me again without giving him the whole truth of the situation? Am I being selfish now?

I try to also just think about how he is able to move on and get married and stay safe. So at least he has that.

You don't think Maggie dies, do you?

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Gwen

sillytalk
2013-04-26 02:16 pm UTC (link)

Don't think I need any other advice now. Thanks, Gwen. Needed that.

I dunno if selfish is the right word. Shouldn't think about it like that anyway. People don't remember their time here when they leave, for one. Guess I'd be mad, but wouldn't last long. Wouldn't be 'cause you didn't say anything though.

You're crazy selfless, Gwen.

No.. no, no. She's not dead. I know that. Daryl just said they saved her from this crap guy. And I wouldn't like what I heard about it.

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Glenn

sciencenerd
2013-04-26 02:20 pm UTC (link)

I'm happy to help. I'm here if you ever need it.

So...if this happened to you and Maggie, you wouldn't be upset at her for keeping it from you? So, what if she did finally sit you down and tell you. What would make that talk easier for you? I mean, when would be the right time to do it? When you're just starting over or later down the road?

I don't know about that. But thank you.

Well, see! Then why are we having this conversation? If she's not dead, then it'll be alright. She was even saved. So if she wants to tell you, let her tell you. If she doesn't know, you can deal with it when she finds out. Just enjoy the time you have right now.

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Gwen

sillytalk
2013-04-26 02:23 pm UTC (link)

Goes both ways.

Nothing'd make it easier. No guy wants to hear their girl dies. Wouldn't be that I'd be mad at Maggie though. Sure I'd be a little pissed she kept it from me, but the real reason? Not being able to do a damn thing to change the outcome. Hate feeling helpless. Is there ever a right time for something like that?

Trust me, you are.

Yeah. I should be grateful she made it through whatever happened to her. We'll see. I'll talk to her.

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Glenn

sciencenerd
2013-04-26 02:32 pm UTC (link)

Technically he can do something about it. I'm killed because I was Spider-man's girlfriend. Not because I did something to Mr. Osborne. Just because I was with Peter. So in all technicality, if we weren't together, I wouldn't die. Which is sort of the whole point of our problem. My father made him promise to not drag me into this. I just told him it was my decision whether or not I was willing to be dragged in, but it was his decision whether or not he wanted to be with me. If I had told him up front what will happen, I'm sure he would have pushed me away again.

Hence how I'm being selfish.

Good. Keep me updated, OK? I'm sure you two will be fine.

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Gwen

sillytalk
2013-04-26 02:47 pm UTC (link)

Superhero staple, push away the people you love. I dunno though, Gwen. I read comics, but you guys aren't just pictures on a page. You're real. Can't say what he'd do. If I knew Maggie died because of me... yeah and leaving her would prevent it? Yeah, I'd leave her. She'd kick my ass for it though.

But, maybe the real point is that none of that matters while we're here. Can't happen here.

I will.

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	Glenn sciencenerd 2013-04-26 03:05 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, I know. I just...I think I'm going to wait. See how it goes with us before I start putting more pressure on him. Smart girl. True. But he still seems to think he has to protect me here too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gwen sillytalk 2013-04-27 03:36 am UTC (link)
	Nothing wrong with waiting. Can't be that smart, she's dating me! Heh. Is it a bad thing? To want to protect your girl? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Glenn sciencenerd 2013-05-03 09:00 pm UTC (link)
	I hope not. Don't sell yourself and her so short. She's a smart girl and I'm sure she knows what she wants and when to walk away if she needed to. ~~Can be.~~ I guess no. But, there is a fine line between being protective and being a bit over-bearing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Gwen sillytalk 2013-05-05 02:40 pm UTC (link)
	She does. For sure. Man.. complicated stuff. I'm never gonna figure out when I've crossed that line. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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