Ella (kindwithcourage) wrote in madisonvalley, @ 2017-05-07 00:37:00 |
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WHO Ella + OTA (Open to Multiples)
WHAT Settling back in at home
WHEN Anytime on Sunday (just put the time in the header please)
WHERE Ella & KIt's house
WARNINGS tbd, but lots of guilt and self distaste, definitely depression. Ella's not in the best of places at the moment
STATUS Open | Incomplete
[ooc: please note, instead of flooding the comms, i figured this could serve as logs for people to come check up on Ella. She won't be using the networks much, so she'd likely only respond to direct pings and hours after the fact.]
Ella was unwell, but it was no more than what she deserved. After being rescued, the wound on her neck had been tended to and she'd been thoroughly checked over by Doctor Carson. She'd smiled her way through it all, though it did not reach her eyes, and allowed for Ms Sonya to drive her and Kit to their home. She was nearly silent, speaking only when spoken to, and begged off to bed as soon as she could.
When she woke the next morning, it was at dawn. She needed nourishment for the sake of her child, though how she could possibly be a mother was beyond her. It had been her fault that Molly had been taken, that Captain Rogers and Sergeant Barnes had known pain of missing a child. If she could not be trusted with another's child, how could she be trusted with her own? Ella felt lost in her thoughts entirely as she went through the motions of tea and toast.
She intended to spend the day curled up on her sofa with a book. Perhaps she would be allowed some escape from her situation in that way.