Sometimes the worst thing about being alone is that the past runs too deep inside,and you often wonder if you are in the past or reality. There are so many things I want to say,but I do not know where to start. This feeling of missing puzzle pieces in my head is taking its toll. I want to feel whole. And to remember the dark parts in my head. There is too many shadows,jumbled faces and things out of focus. Just wish I had trust of those I know who are here. I hate feeling alone eve though I am not...