Parvati Patil (baubleprincess) wrote in fourteenshades, @ 2013-04-22 01:30:00 |
|
|||
Entry tags: | x-alphard black, x-parvati patil |
Who: Parvati Patil & Alphard Black
What: Parvati's sad.
When: Sunday night
Where: Her super lonely cottage
Rating: Low?
In two days she would be twenty-four. In two days. Of course that meant she couldn't be happy. Had it been some sort of punishment? Was she not being good enough? Parvati knew all of those things weren't true, but she couldn't help but feel like it was because of something she did. Zacharias still wasn't properly talking to her, but that was all pushed out of her head at the realisation that she was quite alone. She was more alone than she could recall. It was like all those dreams she'd had after the war was over. Waking up and Padma being dead. Only she wasn't dead, just home. Just gone. Just...gone.
There weren't that many people she let in when she was upset, but Alphard was Alphard. Lavender would be allowed, too, if she wanted to. She was sitting on her couch, holding a bottle of vodka. She didn't care about glasses because they were clearly useless. Why delay the process. Two lamps and the coffee table had been broken in the original surge of her anger. She was still debating whether she cared enough to clean it up. At the moment, she was more interested in drinking the majority of the alcohol in the bottle she was holding. Maybe Alphard would fix it for her.
She felt lost. That was the most prominent feeling. Lost. She was a twin and twins were supposed to be with twins. They weren't supposed to be separated and broken. She refused to let her thoughts rest on the Weasley twins. She didn't want to think about it, about that. It could be worse, she knew it could, but right now, it felt awful.