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Sirius Black (padfoot_dh) wrote in dhmaster_rpg,
@ 2007-09-20 21:39:00

Entry tags:

action scene, complete, harry potter, nc-17 scene, remus lupin, sirius black

Action Scene: Padfoot runs from himself only to find the past isn't ever far behind
OOC: NC-17 rated scene contained within. If you are underage, stay away.

Sirius left Lily alone, thinking about all he'd said to her, and wondering if he'd gone round the twist or not. Remus has always been the sane one, the calm, cool and collected one and now, was he actually trying to fill those world weary shoes? Did Harry even need either of them any longer?

Groaning, he rubbed his face and sighed as he looked to the heavens and did the one thing that had always calmed him in the past. He shifted into Padfoot, shaking his fur and turning his nose to the sky. He inhaled the late afternoon scents and looked around the grounds. Taking off at a dash, running full out and hard, he tried to exhaust himself and his mind. Things were so much easier as a dog.

Skidding to a stop and panting, he spotted a figure in the distance. He sniffed the air, snuffling softly as he recognized the scent. He loped closer and changed back, leaning against a tree and breathing heavily as he closed his eyes.

"Come on out, I know you're there."

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	fear_the_moon 2007-09-21 04:59 pm UTC (link)
	Remus couldn't contain a quiet moan as he let Sirius's tongue and teeth work the kind of magic that certainly hadn't been taught at Hogwarts. "What are we going to do?" he breathed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

padfoot_dh
2007-09-21 06:24 pm UTC (link)

Sirius tightened his fists in Remus's robes, pulling him tighter against him. If Moony could still think, he obviously wasn't doing this right or fast enough. He rubbed against him, groaning softly as their bodies came into closer contact. "Right now... we're going to kiss again," he panted.

He bit at Remus's mouth fiercely this time, sliding his tongue along side of Remus's before sucking it back into his own mouth.

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fear_the_moon
2007-09-22 01:48 am UTC (link)

Remus gasped as his body immediately responded to Sirius's movements. An intense, pleasant heat rushed through every inch of him, most prominately to the one place that would be hardest for him to hide or ignore. He groaned and didn't resist, moving his tongue against Sirius's, a faint metallic taste mingling from where his lip had been bitten.

He still wanted to know what was going to happen, where they would go from here, how the hell he was going to deal with this. He knew it would be foolish to believe for a second that he could go back to the way things were now that he'd tasted Sirius again. But then... his marriage. His child.

But damnit, Sirius felt so fucking good. And as much as he knew he had to figure those things out, he decided as his tongue brushed the insides of Sirius's mouth and their bodies moved against each other's that he did not need to decide them right now.

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padfoot_dh
2007-09-22 03:04 am UTC (link)

Sirius moaned and let go of the back of Remus's robes, sliding his hands between them to fumble with the buttons on the front and slipping them out of their fasteners. He thrust his hands inbetween the cloth and moaned as he touched Remus's warm skin for the first time.

Merlin, how long had it been since he'd done this? He didn't even want to think about why he hadn't been able to do so. Splaying his hands along Remus's sides, he stroked his skin, tracing the scars reverently. "Fuck, you feel so bloody good," he panted as he leaned in and nibbled on Remus's neck, still rubbing up against him steadily all the while.

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fear_the_moon
2007-09-22 03:39 am UTC (link)

Remus shivered as Sirius's soft fingers brushed his skin and over his scars. He'd long ago gotten past the self-consciousness about his damaged body, at least when it came to Sirius. Now the touches brought only pleasure, warmth, and intense, coursing desire. He tilted his head, shutting his eyes as Sirius's lips attacked his neck and his body pressed in tighter.
"Sirius..." he gasped out. The hands moving along his skin tingled and burned, and Remus was overcome with the sudden aching need to touch Sirius in the same way, just skin and no cloth barriers.

He reached out and unfastened Sirius's robes. As soon as they were undone, he wasted no time in slipping his arms around the slim waist and running his hands along Sirius's back, up to his shoulder blades and then down again.

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	padfoot_dh 2007-09-22 04:11 am UTC (link)
	"Fuck, Moony..." Sirius groaned, pressing his back into Remus's hands. His fingers scraped at Moony's belt, pulling the leather through the buckle and ripping at his trouser snaps. "Need to feel you. Been so long, Moony." He slipped his hand inside and wrapped his fist around Remus's prick. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

fear_the_moon
2007-09-22 06:12 am UTC (link)

Remus nearly stopped breathing. Oh God, oh God, oh God, it *had* been too fucking long. Sirius's hand was on him, gripping him, and then there was nothing except that hand and skin and the feeling and "Bloody hell, Padfoot," he clenched his teeth as another ripple of ecstasy rushed through him. "Fuck, Sirius... fucking hell..."

He fought to breathe in and finally succeeded. With the rush of air, however, came a rush of reality. "Sirius, wait..."

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	padfoot_dh 2007-09-22 06:20 am UTC (link)
	Sirius shook his head and squeezed Remus, stroking him gently. He ran his thumb over the tip of Remus's cock and licked his throat. "I've waited too long and I don't want to now." He moaned softly against Remus's skin. "Don't make us wait any longer." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fear_the_moon 2007-09-22 06:27 am UTC (link)
	Remus bit his lip and held on to reality, given what Sirius was doing to him. It was proving to be a nearly impossible task. "...Sirius... if we do this... there is no going back. I can't... I don't want..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

padfoot_dh
2007-09-22 06:40 am UTC (link)

Sirius gave a strangled groan and rested his forehead on Remus's shoulder. He didn't let go of Remus though, just cradled him in his palm, savouring the weight of him and trying to memorize the feeling once more.

Sirius squeezed and stroked him again. "I told you to tell me no and this wouldn't happen. So make up your mind, Moony. You obviously can do this. What is it you don't want?" He murmured and pressed a kiss to Remus's shoulder.

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fear_the_moon
2007-09-22 07:09 am UTC (link)

It was a difficult question to answer, especially under the circumstances. He reached up and slid his fingers into Sirius's hair, hoping to at least make it clear that it wasn't *him* he didn't want. "I just... if we do this, I... I want it for real. I don't want to have to lie, to have to hide, to have to feel like what we're doing is wrong. Not when it's the only bloody thing in my life that's ever... ever been *right*."

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padfoot_dh
2007-09-22 07:50 am UTC (link)

Sirius looked up at him, searching Moony's face for a moment, the words he said only partially registering through his fogged brain. Remus had never felt better or more alive than he did right now in the palm of his hand. But it was more than that, because he could sense Moony, everywhere around him, inside of him, and the feeling was so thick, it was almost palatable. He had to have it.

He squeezed Remus gently and leaned forward, brushing their lips together. "You're right," he murmured quietly. "But this is for real. You have me and if it's always been right, why do you keep stopping us?" he growled softly.

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fear_the_moon
2007-09-22 05:16 pm UTC (link)

"Because..." Remus gasped at the light pressure of Sirius's hand and the touch of his lips. 'Focus, Remus, focus...' He pulled away, completely away. "I'm married, Sirius. I have a child. Think what happens if we do this. I go back home and fulfull my duties to my family... then sneak off at night with one weak excuse or another to be with you. But we're always looking over out shoulder, always forcing ourselves to look away when in the same room, always wondering when the other shoe will drop," he paused, then continued quietly. "Tonks is already depressed out of her mind, and I'm certain she's already suspicious of you. Eventually, she realizes her fears are confirmed, and that last thread she's hanging on by snaps. I lose Teddy. He grows up without a father, most likely hating me, resenting me for what I did to his mother and family. I just... I can't do that to them, Sirius. And I can't let us be the thing that causes so much pain."

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