InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "It's legal in Sweden. "

amandameyerson (amandameyerson) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-03-13 20:28:00

Entry tags:

!open, kytana montrose

This place confuses me greatly. It really does. And I know I'm not the only one that feels this way. Everything is very confusing around here. Every day something different happens that makes you just sit back and think "What the hell?" People dying every time you turn around, it feels like. Those who aren't dying seem to be falling in love. Or they came here already married and with child.

But I think what has me the most confused is....why was I brought here, told that I'm a witch, given a wand at Christmas time and then denied any type of education on how to use it? Why bother? Why should I be told that I have this magical power if the information has no use to me at all whatsoever? I just don't understand. I was better off at home living a useless life of mediocrity.

(Read comments) - (Post a new comment)

	notdarthrevan 2013-03-14 04:44 am UTC (link)
	There seems to be a shop that has books that aren't specifically about people. I mean there are people in them but there are also DIY books. Perhaps there would be a good start? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amandameyerson 2013-03-14 06:32 am UTC (link)
	I guess, though I doubt there is a DIY magic book in there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notdarthrevan 2013-03-14 08:04 am UTC (link)
	You never know, unless you look. I would offer to do so, but I do not know anything about magic. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amandameyerson 2013-03-14 02:02 pm UTC (link)
	I'm afraid I could end up blowing something up or doing some real damage if I try to learn by myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notdarthrevan 2013-03-15 02:04 am UTC (link)
	You could do it off in the woods, or in an area where there isn't anyone around. I have faith in you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amandameyerson 2013-03-15 02:06 am UTC (link)
	Well, that makes one of us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notdarthrevan 2013-03-15 03:26 am UTC (link)
	You are capable of doing anything you wish, so long as you have faith. My midichlorian count is only slightly higher than the average Jedi. It is not anything remarkable. Yet I am able to bend the force however I need, because I believe I can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amandameyerson 2013-03-15 03:30 am UTC (link)
	No one has ever believed in me. ~~especially myself~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notdarthrevan 2013-03-15 04:17 am UTC (link)
	Whoever hasn't is proving rather foolish in doing so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amandameyerson 2013-03-17 06:57 am UTC (link)
	I'm afraid I have to include myself in that group of foolish people. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notdarthrevan 2013-03-17 07:35 am UTC (link)
	You shouldn't. When everyone else around you doesn't believe is when you should believe the most in yourself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amandameyerson 2013-03-17 07:44 am UTC (link)
	It just seems a wasted effort to believe in myself when I've been nothing but a shop girl my whole life. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notdarthrevan 2013-03-17 08:01 am UTC (link)
	It's not a waste. Ever. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amandameyerson 2013-03-17 02:07 pm UTC (link)
	But I'm nothing special. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notdarthrevan 2013-03-18 03:23 am UTC (link)
	Of course you are. Even though you have no training, you have something that no one else on this island has. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amandameyerson 2013-03-18 03:44 am UTC (link)
	You seem to have a better opinion of myself than I do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	notdarthrevan 2013-03-18 04:27 am UTC (link)
	Perhaps, but it is one you should have of yourself. You could go very far with it. (Reply to this) (Parent)

(Read comments) -