InsaneJournal

This place confuses me greatly. It really does. And I know I'm not the only one that feels this way. Everything is very confusing around here. Every day something different happens that makes you just sit back and think "What the hell?" People dying every time you turn around, it feels like. Those who aren't dying seem to be falling in love. Or they came here already married and with child.

But I think what has me the most confused is....why was I brought here, told that I'm a witch, given a wand at Christmas time and then denied any type of education on how to use it? Why bother? Why should I be told that I have this magical power if the information has no use to me at all whatsoever? I just don't understand. I was better off at home living a useless life of mediocrity.