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Brynhild Ingouf (brynhild_ingouf) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2020-05-29 15:24:00

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!open, brynhild, dan foster, edward kenway, jacob frye, johnn redel, kelan, miguel o'hara, thor, zatanna

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I have an odd request: Many humans offered their blood to me last time and the response brought me to tears. Are there any nonhumans that would offer the same?

Here is why I ask: A friend brought up the idea that I do not have to outlive everyone, that my 'immortality' could go away, for the lack of better words. Another seems to think this may end my life, but brought up a loop hole when I told him of the way I know of to remove my vampirism, to stave off of human blood. And I hope my self-loathing will be enough to open a door close to the time before I killed my Master so that I might do it again.

The reason I need to feed, and can't just go without blood all together, is I will lose selfcontrol. I will be come a ravenous beast, and that is not something I ever want to be, let alone on a floating island.

For those of you that are finding out about my vampirism this way, I am sorry. I did intend to be more delicate with it but opportunity did not present itself.

I am tired of being repulsive. I'm tired of outliving everyone I love, but I am not ready for an unnatural death.

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	Bryn/Katherine daddyissues_ 2020-05-30 06:47 am UTC (link)
	Did you tell him that? If my guess about what it entails for him is correct, then it's a big offer. Before he'd do that, he would make sure it works and he can make sure it works. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Katherine brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-30 08:01 am UTC (link)
	No, it's only a newly thought up plan, I have to get the human blood out of my system, so I thought I'd ask about that first. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Katherine daddyissues_ 2020-05-30 08:09 am UTC (link)
	Knowing Dad, I don't think that comes across to him. Dad's brain likely went: "she does not even care to ask me about her concerns. Clearly, my offer is worth nothing to her and she has no faith in my abilities." He's quite agitated right now and even the possibility of having to talk to his father again brings out feeling unworthy and out of place in him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Katherine brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-30 09:21 am UTC (link)
	I'll have a talk with him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Katherine daddyissues_ 2020-05-30 11:30 am UTC (link)
	Okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Katherine brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-30 11:53 am UTC (link)
	The plus side, I have talked to Thor this time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Katherine daddyissues_ 2020-05-30 12:17 pm UTC (link)
	I'm glad you have. Zu will be very relieved. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Katherine brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-31 03:29 am UTC (link)
	I know she will be. So there will be no more avoiding Little Agard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Katherine daddyissues_ 2020-05-31 03:54 am UTC (link)
	It will be nice to see you around the house again. I've missed you. It's sad that you are not my aunt anymore. You were a good aunt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bryn/Katherine brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-31 04:36 am UTC (link)
	I've missed you too. And you are never not my favorite niece. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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