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Tweak says, "The Rock's name is DWAYNE??"

Brynhild Ingouf (brynhild_ingouf) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2020-05-29 15:24:00

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!open, brynhild, dan foster, edward kenway, jacob frye, johnn redel, kelan, miguel o'hara, thor, zatanna

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I have an odd request: Many humans offered their blood to me last time and the response brought me to tears. Are there any nonhumans that would offer the same?

Here is why I ask: A friend brought up the idea that I do not have to outlive everyone, that my 'immortality' could go away, for the lack of better words. Another seems to think this may end my life, but brought up a loop hole when I told him of the way I know of to remove my vampirism, to stave off of human blood. And I hope my self-loathing will be enough to open a door close to the time before I killed my Master so that I might do it again.

The reason I need to feed, and can't just go without blood all together, is I will lose selfcontrol. I will be come a ravenous beast, and that is not something I ever want to be, let alone on a floating island.

For those of you that are finding out about my vampirism this way, I am sorry. I did intend to be more delicate with it but opportunity did not present itself.

I am tired of being repulsive. I'm tired of outliving everyone I love, but I am not ready for an unnatural death.

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	backwardstalk 2020-05-30 05:15 am UTC (link)
	It seems you'll have plenty of volunteers but if they don't work out I can create, and heal, as many rabbits as might be useful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-30 05:29 am UTC (link)
	Thank you. I may take you up on that offer. The only person I've ever had that was not human~~, was a thunder god,~~ so I don't know how often I will have to feed. I am hoping it will be like feeding on a human. So giving any volunteer a break, would be nice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	backwardstalk 2020-05-30 05:53 am UTC (link)
	Sure, just let me know. Is it safe for you to take in so much non-human blood? I've known a few vampires in my world who would try to exclusively drink metahuman or sometimes even Martian blood because they thought it would enhance or give them different powers, they weren't wholly wrong but it drove them a little insane in the long run. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-30 06:16 am UTC (link)
	It is addictive. But I have the same reaction, without the insanity, so far. I am very careful and only take what I absolutely need. I fed of the same being for two years, and his blood... gave me a heartbeat, and I was able to blush. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	backwardstalk 2020-05-30 06:33 am UTC (link)
	I wish you luck then. And if you need anything else, please don't hesitate to ask. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	brynhild_ingouf 2020-05-30 07:07 am UTC (link)
	I will, thank you Zatanna. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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