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Tweak says, " Crazy is cool"

Sarah Sully (sarah_sully) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2019-02-03 23:24:00

Entry tags:

!open, katherine lokadóttir, miguel o'hara, sarah sully, sunila sully

It's been a week, it's hard to believe it's been that long. It still hurts. Hurts like someone came a long and ripped off something vital and left me bleeding.

I can't help but wonder, was it all for nothing? Did we get some of our friends killed for nothing? Did I help break our home and it accomplish nothing? Will this never stop?

I can't dig myself out of this bad place.

I'm sorry if this makes things worse for anybody. I'm just sick of losing my family, I thought fighting Him was going to keep them safe.

I think I've entered stage two.

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sarah_sully
2019-02-06 08:10 am UTC (link)

There's to many variables. Everybody would have to agree to some form of monitoring, and then we just wait. Wait for one of them to disappear. And I don't know about you, but I can't do that. Because what if it's Miguel? What if it's Harri, or Henry? Or Rhys, or Loki? Could you sit and wait, and watch the data flow in while one of them left your life?

Not to mention the invasion of privacy that sort of monitoring would take.

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	daddyissues_ 2019-02-06 08:20 am UTC (link)
	I would use whoever left us to prevent the next one from leaving us. What if you had made a discovery upon your Mum vanishing that could have kept Rachel here? If my Dad were to vanish, then I would do anything to protect my Mum. What would you have to do for it that it would invade someone's privacy? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

sarah_sully
2019-02-06 08:35 am UTC (link)

As painful as feeling her leave was, I still wouldn't do this. This means you aren't part of their lives anymore because you can't be. You would have to monitor data. All the time.

You would have to somehow monitor every single thing about them. Down to every single breath. Heartbeat, change of air pressure against their skin. Down to the moisture of the surface of their eyeballs.

It's too much to ask anyone to allow, and it's too much to witness.

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	daddyissues_ 2019-02-06 08:49 am UTC (link)
	Why don't you record the data? If you think all of this is necessary, start with me. I'll give my last breath protect my loved ones. Their life means more than my privacy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_sully 2019-02-06 08:54 am UTC (link)
	Because you'd have to witness it when someone vanished to be able to tell the difference from all the rest. It couldn't be just you. It would have to be everyone. You might never disappear. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddyissues_ 2019-02-06 09:06 am UTC (link)
	Humans have sent unmanned probes into the sky and they were able to draw many conclusions. I don't say I know things better than you I am just trying to understand. But isn't one person better than none? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_sully 2019-02-06 09:18 am UTC (link)
	They were looking for rocks and water. Signs of life. This is minute changes in the way a hair twitches. It cannot be unmanned. One is useless. This is not possible Kat. Even if it were, I'm not willing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddyissues_ 2019-02-06 10:05 am UTC (link)
	That's okay. I will find a different way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sarah_sully 2019-02-06 10:38 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry. I've got to spend whatever time I have left with the people I love, otherwise, no matter what happens in the end, it's not worth it. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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