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Tweak says, "Nina, if you see this I love u"

Sarah Sully (sarah_sully) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2019-02-03 23:24:00

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!open, katherine lokadóttir, miguel o'hara, sarah sully, sunila sully

It's been a week, it's hard to believe it's been that long. It still hurts. Hurts like someone came a long and ripped off something vital and left me bleeding.

I can't help but wonder, was it all for nothing? Did we get some of our friends killed for nothing? Did I help break our home and it accomplish nothing? Will this never stop?

I can't dig myself out of this bad place.

I'm sorry if this makes things worse for anybody. I'm just sick of losing my family, I thought fighting Him was going to keep them safe.

I think I've entered stage two.

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Miguel

sarah_sully
2019-02-06 06:02 am UTC (link)

I have the urge to be very destructive. But I can't work out how to be, without hurting someone, something, or myself.

A distraction might be nice, instead. It'll stop the explody thoughts.

I wouldn't chance time-travel again. I don't want to be displaced from here, with this being a paradox of timelines it's really hard to get back to the right one... I kind of was playing around with time-travel before Tommy was. Back on the island.

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Sarah

miguel_ohara
2019-02-06 09:04 pm UTC (link)

Please don't hurt yourself. I'll web you to the ceiling if you even consider that.

Distraction time. I have two sets of samples in the lab. I'll hand them over to you, next time we're both down there. Both donors are human, but that's all I'm telling you. I want you to tell me everything and anything you can find out about the donors.

Shocking hell, I guess he had to get it from somewhere.

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	Miguel sarah_sully 2019-02-06 10:15 pm UTC (link)
	I promise I won't. Not on purpose. I wouldn't do that to you and the kids. Okay, that seems simple enough. How much of a sample will I have to play around with? Yeah, I guess I might have planted that seed. I love you, Miguel. You're the bit of light that keeps all this from sucking me down. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sarah miguel_ohara 2019-02-06 11:28 pm UTC (link)
	Good. Thank you. Standard set of bloods and cheek swabs. I love you too, mi corazón. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Miguel sarah_sully 2019-02-07 07:39 am UTC (link)
	I'm not the suicidal type anyway. So you'll never have to worry about that. And I'm totally getting over my klutzy type. Sort of So I have to be picky about my tests. Got ya. Thank you for sticking with me through these last few crappy months. Being beside me. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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