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Tweak says, "And what do we say to death?"

Samir Marcus (night_song) wrote in compass_network,
@ 2013-01-08 02:36:00

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The fuck's going on?

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maryanne_walker
2013-01-09 11:24 am UTC (link)

I'm not asking him to grieve Annie, or Mitchell, or even show any emotion toward it at all. All I'm asking is for him not to be an asshole. Not for Mitchell, or for Annie, but for me. Because I don't need him to be an asshole, I need him to be my friend.

Because I'm trying my damnedest to keep it together for my friend, and I'm having a really really hard time with it. I need someone to pretend for five seconds that they care enough for me that they can lie to me and fucking tell me it'll be okay. Even though it's not.

I don't need someone to tell me I'm weak, that I couldn't stand up on my own if I wanted too. To act like that... I'm only worth so much dog shit on his boot. When up to this point that I've given and given and given, and not asked for anything in return.

I'm just asking, now, to lend me some strength because I'm running out. I'm not asking for the world.

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