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Ruby kills for fries. (wedoitmyway) wrote in colligo_network,
@ 2011-10-22 16:05:00

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claire winchester, dean winchester (end!verse), jade, juno weasley, ruby, sam winchester

Lilith is gone. I don't know how, and I don't really care, but she is.

Good riddance.

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fireinthesoul
2011-10-23 03:11 pm UTC (link)

I know.

Just, I know it's hard, but try to relax? Caden is my son, and I will protect him with everything I have, and everything I am.Ruby feels the same. I'm not saying he'll never get hurt, I won't put him in a plastic bubble so there's a good chance he will get hurt from time to time, but that's normal. But trust me, when demons like Lilith are roaming the city, he's a hell of a lot safer here with me than not.

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	sacredvessel 2011-10-23 03:22 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not arguing, Sam. I'm glad you guys got through okay. I should probably say hi to Dean now that he's back, I haven't gotten to talk to him much yet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2011-10-23 03:42 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, okay. I think we're all under a lot of stress right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Sam

sacredvessel
2011-10-23 04:18 pm UTC (link)

I feel like I'm the one that's in a bubble. Or maybe outside of the bubble. I mean, Ruby and I have talked a little, but you guys are a family, and I'm the odd one out now. Ruby's friends don't even know who I am, and I was here before Ruby ever came along.

Maybe that's just the way it's supposed to be. You know. Growing up. Moving on. Things aren't going to be like they were, so maybe I shouldn't try to make them be.

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Juno

fireinthesoul
2011-10-23 04:25 pm UTC (link)

I want you and Ruby to be friends, it's important to me and for Caden. But the two of you are never going to travel in the same circles, so of course her friends don't know you and they're quick to defend her because she's gotten shit from every direction for a very long time.

Growing up is a good thing. I want Caden to have a relationship with you, Juno, but it's got to be on the level of friendship. You're a pretty special person, and when he's old enough to understand he's going to know all about it. But for now, I just need you to be our friend.

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	Sam sacredvessel 2011-10-23 04:37 pm UTC (link)
	I am your friend. Or I was. Now I don't know what I am. I didn't say anything against Ruby, so there was no reason to defend her. And if her friends are going to assume that I'm out to get her, then I don't know if I should even bother trying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Juno fireinthesoul 2011-10-23 04:42 pm UTC (link)
	You are my friend, Juno. Don't ever doubt that. I see where you're coming from, I see where Jade's coming from. There's no easy solution. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Sam

sacredvessel
2011-10-23 05:08 pm UTC (link)

Everything's changed and I'm still learning where the boundaries are. I miss coming over to study, it just doesn't feel right to intrude anymore when every month that passed for you was like a year for me. I don't know how fast or slow I'm supposed to be adjusting.

I'll try to be more careful what I say, I guess, but I just hate feeling like I have to walk on eggshells. I'm not trying to be Caden's mom, but I don't want to be left in the dark either. I'm not a sixteen year old high schooler anymore. And I'd rather you and Ruby came to me if I upset you than be criticized by a total stranger. And you can show my messages to Ruby, that's cool. I know she's doing her best to make a fresh start just like all the rest of us.

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	Juno fireinthesoul 2011-10-23 07:47 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe you could come over and study. It might be good for all of us. You and Ruby should spend more time together, and all that. I don't want anybody feeling out of place, or walking on egg shells. That's not good for anybody. We'll figure it out, Juno, we always do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam sacredvessel 2011-10-23 11:35 pm UTC (link)
	I'd like that. As long as Ruby doesn't mind. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Juno fireinthesoul 2011-10-24 01:10 am UTC (link)
	I'll talk to her. I should to talk to her before I make and decisions. I've got to put my family first, you know that. I'm still getting used to that family unit stuff myself. Sit tight. I'll let you know what she says. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Sam sacredvessel 2011-10-24 01:23 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, like I said. I'm not really family anymore, am I? Maybe I never really was. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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