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Tweak says, "Bring me...a shrubbery!"

Lucien Harper (lucien_h) wrote in childofeden_rp,
@ 2014-03-22 19:02:00

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character: lucien harper, character: nate kingston, location: dewitt mansion, thread: complete, |week: 11

Who: Nate and Lucien
When: Week 11, Wednesday, mid-morning.
Where: DeWitt Manor
Why: Magic is not working for Lucien. So when he gets frustrated he has to reorganize his books, but there is a book out of place.
Warnings: Language, more to be added.

He could not get water to work for him. He had been reading and reading and reading for over a week on how to master controlling water and it was not working. He was so pissed and needed to calm down before he yelled at Nate. So he went to reorganize his books. Even though they were in perfect order it was something that soothed Lucien. Something that he could make sure was perfect.

He moved through his books and everything seemed to be in the right order and it started to make him calm down until he got to the Qs. He only had two books in the Qs and yet there was three. He took the offending book out and his angry rushed back to him. It was so stupid, just a simple mistake, but in the mood he was in Lucien could not let it go. He turned to where Nate was sitting by the window.

"I have told you so many times, Nate. Why can you not fucking put a book in the right spot?" He folded his arms. "Is it too much to ask of you do something right, other than fucking me?" He held the book out. It had a little 'the' in the title so that meant it belonged in the Ts. Again simple and silly, but Lucien had had it would the fucking world and how everything was not working out, how he was not good enough to learn something that children did. "This belongs in the fucking Ts, Nate, not in the fucking Qs!"

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	nate_kingston 2014-03-24 11:12 pm UTC (link)
	"I'm going to love and worship your body" he told Lucien, there would be no taking out of anything. "And I already forgive you my Lucien. Of course I forgive you" he added kissing his lips then his jaw, neck, slowly making his way down stopping only to rid Lucien of his shirt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucien_h 2014-03-24 11:21 pm UTC (link)
	He did wish that Nate would take it out on his body, but he also knew that he wouldn't do it. "I wish I could forgive myself." He whispered, still touching Nate as he moved down his body, only stopping when his shirt was pulled off. "I want your shirt off too." He begged. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nate_kingston 2014-03-24 11:25 pm UTC (link)
	Nate would never be able to do something which in his eyes would be hurting Lucien. He had no reason to take anything out on him, Naye understood that he couldn't deal with the anger and frustration which built up inside him. At the request Nate sat back on his heels and removed his shirt before moving back to continue his path down Lucien's body. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucien_h 2014-03-24 11:43 pm UTC (link)
	Lucien wished that he could deal with every damn emotion that he had. It would make everything easier if he could. "Yes, baby." He licked his lips as he ran his hands down Nate's back. "I should be the one doing this. I should be worshiping your body. Thanking you for not leaving when I told you to." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nate_kingston 2014-03-25 08:03 am UTC (link)
	Nate shook his head, "You need me. I'll never leave when you need me" he said resting his chin briefly on Lucien's stomach as he spoke. He wanted Lucien to have the reassurance of Nate touching him, loving him. "Besides seeing and feeling your reactions is more than enough thanks for me" he kissed his stomach as he slid his hands down to Lucien's thighs. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lucien_h
2014-03-25 08:34 am UTC (link)

"Yes. I need you. I always need you." He said, looking down at him when he stopped. Nate knew what Lucien needed even if he didn't know. "I love every time you touch me." He smiled then gasped as Nate continued.

"Still should, mmm, still should thank you properly." He moaned reaching down to thread his fingers through his hair. "Should be on my knees sucking your gorgeous cock. Letting you fuck my throat. Ah! I need my pants off, baby. I want your hands on my skin."

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	nate_kingston 2014-03-25 08:58 am UTC (link)
	"If you insist on thanking me you can do so by giving me your gorgeous cock to love" Nate replied, undoing Lucien's trousers swiftly and pulling them off him along with his underwear. His hands returned to those creamy white thighs as he nuzzled at Lucien's cock and balls. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lucien_h
2014-03-25 04:50 pm UTC (link)

"Ah, yes, please." He begged, throwing his head back. "I do want you mouth on my cock, please, baby. Your the only one, no one else." It could have meant that Nate was the only one that could touch him, and while that was true, he meant that Nate was only one to have done it. To worship his body and cock like this.

"Please baby." he panted, gripping his hair a bit more than he meant. "I love your mouth. I'm jealous that other men have felt it before."

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nate_kingston
2014-03-25 09:38 pm UTC (link)

Either way it was meant Nate was pleased with both meanings, he wanted to be the only one allowed to touch him from now on and he had to admit the possessive part of him was happy to think he was the only one who had worshiped Lucien like this.

"Never with the love I feel for you my darling Lucien" Nate told him before licking the head and taking him into his mouth.

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	lucien_h 2014-03-25 10:37 pm UTC (link)
	"Ah!" He arched up into Nate's mouth. "Yes, like that, baby." But he still did feel jealous. He might be with Nate now, but other men had been with him. Granted he had been with so many men that it made Nate's seem like nothing. "God, thank you, Nate. Thank you for everything." He moaned looking down to see his lips wrapped around his cock. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nate_kingston 2014-03-25 10:56 pm UTC (link)
	There was nothing Nate could do to control Lucien's jealousy except try and show him that his previous partners meant nothing compared to his love for Lucien. Nate hummed around his cock, eyes looking up and locking with Lucien's as he sucked and licked the cock he loved so much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	lucien_h 2014-03-25 11:15 pm UTC (link)
	Lucien looked into his eyes. At that moment he loved Nate more than he could ever say. He needed Nate's lips on his, this lover's body pressing his into the bed. "Baby, later. I need you up here. Please." He begged even though his body wanted Nate to continue. His heart was over ruling his body. He pulled at Nate's shoulders. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	nate_kingston 2014-03-25 11:30 pm UTC (link)
	When Lucien begged him something in Nate knew this was not a time to tease. Pulling his mouth off he moved up the bed and gathered Lucien close before kissing him soundly. "Alright babe?" Nate asked in concern, stroking his hair back from his face and letting his hand rest against Lucien's cheek when they pulled apart to breathe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lucien_h
2014-03-26 12:08 am UTC (link)

Lucien kissed back, tasting himself on Nate's on tongue, his hands going around his neck. "I just needed to kiss you. I just...I felt so much love at that moment that I just had to have you up here." He said, pressing one last kiss to his lips.

"I am really sorry, Nate. I am so sorry that I even said any of those things. And I love you so much for forgiving me so fast." He strokes his cheek. "But it still must have hurt."

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nate_kingston
2014-03-26 12:18 am UTC (link)

"Well I'm not going to argue about that" Nate replied sweetly, kissing him once more with tenderness. Nate liked that Lucien was overcome with such emotion, happy emotion that he wanted his lover to enjoy more often.

He nodded, "It hurts" he admitted honestly, "I know you love me and that you don't mean the words you say but, yes Lucien, it still hurts" after all Lucien was the only one who could hurt Nate, he didn't care about anyone else as he did Lucien.

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lucien_h
2014-03-26 01:40 am UTC (link)

"I am so sorry." He kissed his cheek. "There is nothing I can say that will take it all back." He said sadness in his eyes. "But...look at my ring." He said lifting it for them to see it. "The only man I have ever loved gave this to me. Even after he heard and saw everything that I am, he still loves me in spite of everything and I love him." He pressed a kiss to Nate's lips.

"I love him for everything he is, but he is not stupid or a slave. He is my lover, my boyfriend, and my soulmate. I will never forgive myself for everything I have ever said or probably will say, but one thing you can grip on to is that you know I love you so much and that will never stop."

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nate_kingston
2014-03-26 08:06 am UTC (link)

"It's okay, I know you love me. It's why I refuse to leave you even when you tell me to" Nate returned the kiss, sliding his hand between Lucien's fingers.

By the time Lucien finished speaking Nate found there were tears in his eyes and he gave Lucien a slightly watery smile, "Thank you Lucien. I love you, with all my heart, always" he said before placing a soft kiss on his lips.

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lucien_h
2014-03-26 09:06 am UTC (link)

"My Nate, forever in love, your Lucien." He said as their lips connected. He meant every word. His first reaction would always be one of a petulant child, at least for now. He was still learning how adults worked out problems. But he did love Nate. He always would.

"I love you, always. No matter what anyone, especially me, says. I know you have forgiven me, I just don't see how." He smiled gently. "Guess love is blind."

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nate_kingston
2014-03-26 09:12 am UTC (link)

Nate was so glad Lucien had liked the words from the rings inscription. He'd spent a long time choosing them and they were becoming almost like a mantra for them. One he was most happy with. He knew he meant every word as did Lucien. They had been lucky in finding each other.

"Not blind. I see you clearly and I love you entirely" Nate replied, "I just wish I could help you more. I see your frustration and anger and I feel helpless. I know there's nothing I can do no matter how much I wish there was" But Nate didn't know magic so had no idea where to begin in that sense.

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lucien_h
2014-03-26 06:39 pm UTC (link)

"You see everything and you still love me. That I would say is being blind." He said, nuzzling Nate's neck.

"I wish I didn't get so frustrated and I could let everything go like you do. I just have so much time on my hands that I can't figure out what to do with it all. Drinking took away so much time and while I love sex, we can't have it every second of everyday." But not for a lack of trying.

"Maybe we should do something just for us. Like...a date or something. I don't know where we could go, but something romantic. You know I have never been on a date before." he said, before kiss him.

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nate_kingston
2014-03-26 07:36 pm UTC (link)

"I would say that is appreciating a special man" Nate corrected, stroking his hair.

Definitely not for lack of trying, but Nate knew what he meant. He nodded thoughtfully, "You should come running with me in the mornings" he suggested, "Or we could go for walks"

He smiled, kissing back, "I think dates would be a lovely idea. I like the idea of being your first date. You'd be mine too" he added. He'd hung out with others before but never really dated, not properly.

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lucien_h
2014-03-26 08:36 pm UTC (link)

"Oh dear." He chuckled. "Nature. Whatever will I do out there?" He was a city boy and he didn't exercise really all that much, unless it was sex. "A walk might be nice. There is no way in hell you are getting me to run, though."

"Another first we can have together." He said, stroking Nate's face. "I didn't think there would be so many firsts left, but you make everything feel like the first time and I love that." He pulled him down for a kiss, running his hand through his hair. "I am ready to have you back inside me. Loving me. Making me glad that I have you."

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	nate_kingston 2014-03-26 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	Nate chuckled at that too, "Walks are nice, holding hands and all that kind of thing. I bet I could get you to run, with the right incentive" he teased using his fingers to tickle Lucien's side. "We'll keep finding firsts together, even years from now" Nate promised returning the kiss. "Good because I'm ready for that too" he said, "Very ready" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lucien_h
2014-03-27 06:26 am UTC (link)

"But it could kill me, then what fun would that be." he pouted, then giggled at Nate tickled him. "No fair, you know me too well."

He liked that they would still have firsts together. He had thought they were all over with, but now that the thought about it...there was so many firsts that they had had together already, who is to say there would not be more.

"Good." He smile up at him. "I am always ready." He reached over to get the lube that had made its home on the bedside table, no one else ever came into their room so it was not embarrassment. "How about you lean back and let me open myself for you, hmm? Would you like that?"

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	nate_kingston 2014-03-27 06:38 am UTC (link)
	Nate laughed at Lucien's response, he did know him well. Better than most he thought. And he definitely loved him more than anybody else in the world. "Like that? Baby that is far too much of an understatement" Nate said, voice low with lust as he stole another kiss before moving so he could watch Lucien prepare himself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)