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Tweak says, "Feel the healin' beat!"

Lucien Harper (lucien_h) wrote in childofeden_rp,
@ 2014-03-22 19:02:00

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character: lucien harper, character: nate kingston, location: dewitt mansion, thread: complete, |week: 11

Who: Nate and Lucien
When: Week 11, Wednesday, mid-morning.
Where: DeWitt Manor
Why: Magic is not working for Lucien. So when he gets frustrated he has to reorganize his books, but there is a book out of place.
Warnings: Language, more to be added.

He could not get water to work for him. He had been reading and reading and reading for over a week on how to master controlling water and it was not working. He was so pissed and needed to calm down before he yelled at Nate. So he went to reorganize his books. Even though they were in perfect order it was something that soothed Lucien. Something that he could make sure was perfect.

He moved through his books and everything seemed to be in the right order and it started to make him calm down until he got to the Qs. He only had two books in the Qs and yet there was three. He took the offending book out and his angry rushed back to him. It was so stupid, just a simple mistake, but in the mood he was in Lucien could not let it go. He turned to where Nate was sitting by the window.

"I have told you so many times, Nate. Why can you not fucking put a book in the right spot?" He folded his arms. "Is it too much to ask of you do something right, other than fucking me?" He held the book out. It had a little 'the' in the title so that meant it belonged in the Ts. Again simple and silly, but Lucien had had it would the fucking world and how everything was not working out, how he was not good enough to learn something that children did. "This belongs in the fucking Ts, Nate, not in the fucking Qs!"

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lucien_h
2014-03-26 12:08 am UTC (link)

Lucien kissed back, tasting himself on Nate's on tongue, his hands going around his neck. "I just needed to kiss you. I just...I felt so much love at that moment that I just had to have you up here." He said, pressing one last kiss to his lips.

"I am really sorry, Nate. I am so sorry that I even said any of those things. And I love you so much for forgiving me so fast." He strokes his cheek. "But it still must have hurt."

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nate_kingston
2014-03-26 12:18 am UTC (link)

"Well I'm not going to argue about that" Nate replied sweetly, kissing him once more with tenderness. Nate liked that Lucien was overcome with such emotion, happy emotion that he wanted his lover to enjoy more often.

He nodded, "It hurts" he admitted honestly, "I know you love me and that you don't mean the words you say but, yes Lucien, it still hurts" after all Lucien was the only one who could hurt Nate, he didn't care about anyone else as he did Lucien.

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lucien_h
2014-03-26 01:40 am UTC (link)

"I am so sorry." He kissed his cheek. "There is nothing I can say that will take it all back." He said sadness in his eyes. "But...look at my ring." He said lifting it for them to see it. "The only man I have ever loved gave this to me. Even after he heard and saw everything that I am, he still loves me in spite of everything and I love him." He pressed a kiss to Nate's lips.

"I love him for everything he is, but he is not stupid or a slave. He is my lover, my boyfriend, and my soulmate. I will never forgive myself for everything I have ever said or probably will say, but one thing you can grip on to is that you know I love you so much and that will never stop."

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nate_kingston
2014-03-26 08:06 am UTC (link)

"It's okay, I know you love me. It's why I refuse to leave you even when you tell me to" Nate returned the kiss, sliding his hand between Lucien's fingers.

By the time Lucien finished speaking Nate found there were tears in his eyes and he gave Lucien a slightly watery smile, "Thank you Lucien. I love you, with all my heart, always" he said before placing a soft kiss on his lips.

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lucien_h
2014-03-26 09:06 am UTC (link)

"My Nate, forever in love, your Lucien." He said as their lips connected. He meant every word. His first reaction would always be one of a petulant child, at least for now. He was still learning how adults worked out problems. But he did love Nate. He always would.

"I love you, always. No matter what anyone, especially me, says. I know you have forgiven me, I just don't see how." He smiled gently. "Guess love is blind."

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nate_kingston
2014-03-26 09:12 am UTC (link)

Nate was so glad Lucien had liked the words from the rings inscription. He'd spent a long time choosing them and they were becoming almost like a mantra for them. One he was most happy with. He knew he meant every word as did Lucien. They had been lucky in finding each other.

"Not blind. I see you clearly and I love you entirely" Nate replied, "I just wish I could help you more. I see your frustration and anger and I feel helpless. I know there's nothing I can do no matter how much I wish there was" But Nate didn't know magic so had no idea where to begin in that sense.

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lucien_h
2014-03-26 06:39 pm UTC (link)

"You see everything and you still love me. That I would say is being blind." He said, nuzzling Nate's neck.

"I wish I didn't get so frustrated and I could let everything go like you do. I just have so much time on my hands that I can't figure out what to do with it all. Drinking took away so much time and while I love sex, we can't have it every second of everyday." But not for a lack of trying.

"Maybe we should do something just for us. Like...a date or something. I don't know where we could go, but something romantic. You know I have never been on a date before." he said, before kiss him.

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nate_kingston
2014-03-26 07:36 pm UTC (link)

"I would say that is appreciating a special man" Nate corrected, stroking his hair.

Definitely not for lack of trying, but Nate knew what he meant. He nodded thoughtfully, "You should come running with me in the mornings" he suggested, "Or we could go for walks"

He smiled, kissing back, "I think dates would be a lovely idea. I like the idea of being your first date. You'd be mine too" he added. He'd hung out with others before but never really dated, not properly.

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lucien_h
2014-03-26 08:36 pm UTC (link)

"Oh dear." He chuckled. "Nature. Whatever will I do out there?" He was a city boy and he didn't exercise really all that much, unless it was sex. "A walk might be nice. There is no way in hell you are getting me to run, though."

"Another first we can have together." He said, stroking Nate's face. "I didn't think there would be so many firsts left, but you make everything feel like the first time and I love that." He pulled him down for a kiss, running his hand through his hair. "I am ready to have you back inside me. Loving me. Making me glad that I have you."

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	nate_kingston 2014-03-26 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	Nate chuckled at that too, "Walks are nice, holding hands and all that kind of thing. I bet I could get you to run, with the right incentive" he teased using his fingers to tickle Lucien's side. "We'll keep finding firsts together, even years from now" Nate promised returning the kiss. "Good because I'm ready for that too" he said, "Very ready" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lucien_h
2014-03-27 06:26 am UTC (link)

"But it could kill me, then what fun would that be." he pouted, then giggled at Nate tickled him. "No fair, you know me too well."

He liked that they would still have firsts together. He had thought they were all over with, but now that the thought about it...there was so many firsts that they had had together already, who is to say there would not be more.

"Good." He smile up at him. "I am always ready." He reached over to get the lube that had made its home on the bedside table, no one else ever came into their room so it was not embarrassment. "How about you lean back and let me open myself for you, hmm? Would you like that?"

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	nate_kingston 2014-03-27 06:38 am UTC (link)
	Nate laughed at Lucien's response, he did know him well. Better than most he thought. And he definitely loved him more than anybody else in the world. "Like that? Baby that is far too much of an understatement" Nate said, voice low with lust as he stole another kiss before moving so he could watch Lucien prepare himself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

lucien_h
2014-03-27 06:49 am UTC (link)

He kissed back, hungrily before Nate got off of him. He got up and knelt over Nate, but facing away from him. He wanted Nate to get a really good view. He poured some the lube on his fingers and then reached behind, looking over his shoulder. "Like the view?" He asked pressing two fingers into himself, moaning low in his throat.

"Mmm, fuck. So good, but not as good as your's cock. Nothing ever is." He moved the fingers slowly in and out, opening himself up.

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nate_kingston
2014-03-27 08:10 am UTC (link)

Nate definitely had the most perfect view, Lucien's gorgeously pert bottom with that beautiful hole he knew so very very well. Nate got harder just looking at him, when he looked at Nate over his shoulder while inserting two fingers into himself Nate practically whimpered.

Reaching out Nate rested a hand on one of his cheeks, not interfering but needing to touch. How could he not when presented with such a thing of beauty.

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lucien_h
2014-03-27 08:28 am UTC (link)

Lucien knew he was beautiful, he had been told so many times by so many men, but feeling beautiful, only Nate made him feel that way. Only Nate could make him feel so loved and wanted by just a touch or a look.

"Mmm, knew you would like it." He pushed his ass back against Nate's hand as he pushed a third finger in. "You love my ass, don't you, Nate? Cause it fucking loves you." It was an awkward angle but he was able to brush his prostrate. "Oh yeah."

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nate_kingston
2014-03-27 08:37 am UTC (link)

That was Nate's intention, he wanted Lucien to feel loved and wanted whenever Nate looked at him. There was an instinct deep inside Nate which screamed at him to protect and care for this boy and he happily did so.

"Fuck yes, perfect" Nate said, hand tightening as Lucien pushed back against him. "Perfect and mine" he said, leaning forward to place a kiss near his hand, "Your ass craves my cock Lucien, just mine" he bit down then licked over the same spot.

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	lucien_h 2014-03-27 06:21 pm UTC (link)
	And Lucien was very happy that Nate took such good care of him. No one else had done that so it made it that much more special. "Ah!" Lucien moaned. "Fucking hell, Nate. Warn a man next time." He chuckled, stretching himself a bit more before pulling his fingers out. "Yes it craves your cock so much. Please baby I need it. Need it fucking me so deep." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

nate_kingston
2014-03-27 10:05 pm UTC (link)

Nate grinned against his skin, "Sorry darling" he said, though his tone indicated he rather enjoyed Lucien's reaction. He liked surprising his boyfriend.

He moved quickly when Lucien removed his fingers and begged for it. He took Lucien's lubed up hand and wrapped it around his cock. Guiding Lucien's hand he stroked himself a few times before lining up against that wanton ass. He put an arm around Lucien's chest as he slid home. Slowly but surely. When he was fully seated inside him he pulled Lucien back against him so his back was pressed to Nate's chest. "Fuck, I love you, so much" he said with such intensity behind it.

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lucien_h
2014-03-28 12:27 am UTC (link)

"Bulllshit." Lucien said, knowing very well that Nate got the response he was wanting. Lucien also liked it. He loved to be surprised by Nate, he had yet to find a surprise he didn't like.

He wanted that cock in his hand longer, well preferably he wanted it in his mouth, but he did want it is in his ass too. He was aching for it. Slowly he was pulled back on it, stretching him out more, but he didn't mind that, in fact he wanted it.

"Oh!" He grasped as he was pulled back into Nate's chest. He was so deep, so very deep. "I love you to, Baby. More than words can disdribe. I love you so fucking much." He gripped Nate's hand with his, his ring digging into his lover's skin, but he was not going to let go.

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nate_kingston
2014-03-28 08:13 am UTC (link)

He laughed, hopefully there would never be a surprise he didn't like.

Nate could feel how deep he'd gone and realised he really liked this position. He felt so connected to Lucien it was almost overwhelming but oh so good. He felt the ring digging into his hand but it felt good. Just another connection to his love,he gripped back just as tightly as he began to move. Pulling back before sliding in once more. Fuck it felt good. He kissed and sucked the skin at Luciens shoulder while he mumbled endearments and his name almost feverishly.

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lucien_h
2014-03-28 02:00 pm UTC (link)

Lucien moaned, so deep, so perfect. Nate was right where he belonged. He belonged here, with Lucien, always with Lucien.

"Oh god, yes." He cried out, leaning his head forward for Nate to get at his neck. He wanted all those marks. He wanted to look at them in the morning and know that this had been real, everything they had done had been real. "Don't stop, don't ever fucking stop, Nate. Please," He begged. "I would die without you."

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nate_kingston
2014-03-28 02:16 pm UTC (link)

Only ever with Lucien if Nate had it his way and the same for Lucien. Nobody else would touch his boy while he was able to stop it.

Nate took the invitation for what it was and bit Lucien's neck, sucking and licking until there was a red mark which would linger. Lucien would see it in the morning and remember everything they'd done, as would Nate. He'd found that seeing marks on Lucien's body which he'd put there previously were quite a big turn on for him. Just like seeing the ring on his finger was, Nate was possessive. But with Lucien he was allowed to be. "Never" he tightened his hold on his love, "Always with you. Always love you" He continued pounding into Lucien, feeling that intense feeling approaching and closed his eyes willing himself to last longer.

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	lucien_h 2014-03-28 04:59 pm UTC (link)
	Lucien groaned, loving this connection they had when they made love. He never wanted that to end. "Don't....please..." he said reaching behind him and grasping Nate's head, keeping him there. "Please, baby." He begged, reaching down to stoke himself. He didn't want it end but he also wanted to come so bad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

nate_kingston
2014-03-28 05:45 pm UTC (link)

Nate kept his arms around Lucien and his head against his neck where Lucien seemed to want him. Nate groaned as he watched Lucien touch himself, this angle was perfect to see his hand moving up and down his own erection while Nate continued thrusting. He was so close he could feel it but he was trying to hold off. However the sight and feel of Lucien was too much and he came with a loud cry of Lucien's name.

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lucien_h
2014-03-28 07:05 pm UTC (link)

Lucien came as soon as he was filled up. He loved to be filled and to be owned. "Nate!" He cried out, going slack in his arms but he still had his hand on his lover's head.

"If you even think about pulling out I will tie you to the bed when you are a sleep and never let you come again." But it was an empty promise, well the part about never letting him come again.