|Joss Salvage || Badr al-Budur (sultana) wrote in bellumlogs,|
@ 2010-06-28 22:56:00
|Entry tags:||scheherazade, sultan's daughter|
Who: Sherri and Joss
What: Breakdowns, Epiphanies, and Catching Up
When: Directly after this
Warnings: Umm, whining, crying, swearing, mentions of mature themes, and all that fun stuff.
Joss let Sherri lead her out of the lobby, past the other residents and the crazed paramedics. They seemed to move in a blur around her and though she vaguely realized she wasn't the only one crying and screaming, she couldn't spend much thought on them. She never could - she had always been the most important thing in her mind and even with the pained realization that this had fucked things up before, she couldn't get over it.
She sniffled as they moved up the stairs, a word or two slipping out every now and then - "I'm sorry-" - "Idiot-" - "Screw-up-" - "Vase-" - "Dead-" but most of her mumbling at this point was incoherent. By the time they got in 205, she was no less of a wreck but at least she wasn't screaming - just shaking badly as she slumped on Sherri's floor, not even bothering with moving a few feet beyond the door.