this is special and different and hot in a unique way that is brian and justin:

"This quiet intimacy we're sharing, this breath we're sharing. Our foreheads still pressed together, our hands still stroking in perfect rhythm, getting faster and faster until I feel my toes curling, feel my orgasm building. Feel it moving through my body like a wave of heat until it finally pours out of my cock and into Brian's hand. Feel his, a minute later, as his body tenses and his hot come spills onto my fingers.

justin's thoughts continue and demonstrate just how intense his feelings are and that it isn't all about fucking:

"I think about all of it, and none of it as good as a mutual hand-job with Brian."