There are so many things to love about this fic, but these are some of my favourites...

And then later I went to New York. I had no idea what missing someone really meant until I lived in New York. I was happy there but I longed for Brian.

Things were different between us by then. We didn't really talk about it, but we were together like we hadn't been before. And yet apart. It was great and it sucked.

And

And then suddenly one day we were back together. It seemed like a big deal to our friends and family, but to us it was just the place we always knew we were heading.

That didn't however diminish the thrill I felt at being able to touch him whenever I wanted. At being fucked by him whenever I needed.

Um, guuh. And;

And then the push, the pressure of the widest part of his hand, opening me up more than ever before. Coming inside me. It was exactly what the fantasy had always been, that feeling of being pushed to my limits. I think maybe I heard him moan once he was in, but it was hard to tell because everything was starting to blur. At first he was still, but then I felt his hand move. It was like a whole new thing, not like fucking at all, but instead this completely different place that I had never been before. It felt like electricity inside me.

He talked to me the way I knew he would. He told me that he had never done this to anyone else. Besides fucking raw, which we had been doing for a few months, I didn't get to share too many sexual firsts with him.

And a perfect Brian line, and nice moment.

We slept for a while

"You had your hand inside me."

"You noticed."

I couldn't keep the smile off my face, but neither could he.

Perfect season 1!!!

I found him, sitting on the edge of my bed, wearing only those little white briefs of his, toy drawer open in front of him, staring at this huge fucking butt plug that is no doubt the cause of his huge fucking hard on.

The little shit is pretty adventurous and completely insatiable. Which may be two of his best qualities.

The entire last Brian part is genius, but I just adore your final line:

His orgasms are beautiful and almost scary in their intensity. Sort of like him.

Thank you for writing this fic!