This was fucking brilliant.

it kinda makes me all mad and stuff but then i can't be mad because OMG, it's so beautiful, Justin always wanting to push the envelope, and showing us from each POV it happening, TWICE... and the way it progressed, from season one, and a large(ish) plug to thinking about fisting, to seeing fisting, to TALKING with brian about fisting to the actual act which is just love, and beauty and great big things like trust and commitment and a first for both of them...and you know, fists.

just.... GAH, and GUH, at the same time.