Lissa (queenvasilisa) wrote in zombieslogs, @ 2013-09-15 23:20:00 |
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Entry tags: | claudia donovan, lissa dragomir |
Who: Lissa and open
Where: Prison yard
What: Making charms
When: Tomorrow
Warnings: Probably not, will update if necessary
As much as she hated to admit it, the break from her spirit Rose had made her agree to while they stayed at the inn had been good for Lissa. She'd been on a rollercoaster of emotions ever since the chaos had started to erupt all over and she didn't know which way was up. She attributed it to starting at the impromptu meeting Dick had "arranged" when he'd kidnapped Eric, but if Lissa was honest it probably had started before then. She wasn't able to pinpoint exactly when, but she'd spiraled out of control ever since. She'd been using a lot when the witches first arrived and people were going out getting themselves hurt. The love spell had taken its own toll on her too.
There had been rage and then the downfall of depression. Christian had tried to help her by taking her away for a few days, and it had helped, but when they'd come back everything had blown up in their faces and was never truly going to be put back together again. She'd found an obsession with finding the mole and then the disaster with Caleb. The moment Jill went missing though, she felt a little like herself again. They'd gone to the inn and maybe it was getting away from everyone's thoughts and grief that had helped. Whatever it was, the quiet had done her some good and once Dimitri was feeling better they were able to get back to the prison and try to move on if that was even possible anymore.
The bargain had been to not use spirit while she was at the inn so now that they were all back at the prison, Lissa was only getting back into using her ability slowly. Now that she was more clearheaded, she knew she couldn't use it as much as she had been recently. The doctors were there for a reason and they could tend to the injured unless it was absolutely necessary for her or Adrian to intervene. She'd not taken an official shift down in the infirmary, but had walked through to see if anyone needed immediate attention. Thankfully everyone seemed to be on the mend for the most part.
Azazeal had brought her a few silver rings and other pieces of jewelry as he often did and so Lissa decided to use the opportunity to make a couple of charms. She wanted to make sure to give a fresh one to Jill after all that had happened. She thought about giving one to Julia and hoped that the spirit could help her in some small way. Sookie probably could use one too. Lissa struggled enough seeing and feeling the grief in everyone's auras, but Sookie could read their thoughts. Adrian was inside somewhere with Jill, so Lissa took a spot at his tree and held one of the silver bracelets in her hand. These little exercises were helpful in tuning her ability, but it also kept the yearning to use it at bay. The last thing Lissa wanted was to be put on medication again, so if she could make charms for people in the prison to help out then that's what she was going to do.