Dr. Maurya Chambers (diggingdeep) wrote in zenithrp, @ 2016-03-14 19:56:00 |
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Entry tags: | #day 025, avram, maurya |
Who: Avram and Maurya
When: After the 'party'
Where: Kitchen
As the 'party' fell apart, Maurya had begun to feel embarrassed about her outburst. She had spoken quite harshly, and that really wasn't her nature. It wasn't precisely the first impression she would have chosen to make with the others, but it was what it was. It was done. After everyone started to retreat, it seemed like the least she could do would be to volunteer on clean-up duty. The cooks shouldn't have to clean, and she didn't even know who the cooks had been, really. She didn't have names associated to faces yet.
So she lingered, and it was only once she was in the kitchen did she actually start picking at the food. She was trying to package the leftovers to be put away, and in between she kept taking bites of her own slice. This felt better. Calmer. Normal. Nothing had felt normal since she'd woken up yesterday. She'd just been one walking anxiety attack.
The anxiety was still there, to be sure, but she was getting the feeling she was just going to have to learn to live with it always there, lurking in her stomach or over her shoulder. Much like the cameras.