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Theodore Nott ([info]booksmart_devil) wrote in [info]wished,
@ 2010-06-21 22:38:00

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Entry tags:!2003: 06, !incomplete, gregory goyle, theodore nott

WHO: Gregory Goyle and Theo Nott
WHAT: Another visit from Greg
WHERE: St Mungo's
WHEN: Monday
WARNINGS/RATING/STATUS: Unbalanced Theo/R/Incomplete



Theo had woken without Greg and he'd really thought it had just been a dream. The memory stuck but the details slipped from his mind like sand through a hole in the ground. The salve had lost its potency but the burning sting had dulled to an almost forgettable throb, and he walked with only a faint limp from the way his muscles hadn't been used to the way he'd used them yesterday.

He was crouched low on the floor, scrawling pictures that, if he had his wand, would cause fires. He was a little preoccupied with burning, not that he was aware of it. He lapsed from shapes and lines to words, Latin words for protection and silence. He was a little obsessed with that too - these spells had never worked for him, no matter how exact they were.

The door opened and he didn't bother looking up because he knew those steps. He let the orderlies take hold of him, lift him up and carry him bodily away; he was so light that one could have carried him, but they always sent to, and a doctor to watch. He knew where he was going. He hadn't been eating and they were going to make sure he wasn't going to waste away. He didn't bother to struggle, because it never helped; just hung from their arms while his mind went somehere else completely and utterly away.


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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-21 10:23 pm UTC (link)
Theo had been forcibly fed and they'd given him a potion to stop him from throwing the food back up; he felt full and sick and heavy inside but the more he dissociated from it the less it bothered him. He stumbled into his room, let loose into it like a dog being ushered into a kennel; it wasn't that they were abusive to him, not really. After a while, it was just difficult to see the patients as people, easier to forget and think they were objects.

He saw Greg but didn't believe it when he did, ducking his head back down, letting his hair shield him away. He went back to his corner and curled up there, rubbing his finger against the waxy marks of crayon on the wall, his other hand rubbing his stomach,t rying to soothe it.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-21 10:34 pm UTC (link)
Greg had seen them coming with Theo, and he had immediately frowned at the way he watched the orderlies handle Theo. His friend didn't see him as they moved past him, at least Greg thought that at first, and he followed behind. When they'd sort of shoved Theo into his room and turned to go, Greg was standing in their way, his arms crossed across his chest with an incredible scowl on his face.

"Next time, I best see you handle him a bit gentler," and his eyes shifted from one man to the other, "Am I right?" and they both looked nervously and nodded, and slipped past Greg who had not budged, making their passageway difficult. He let his shoulders drop as soon as they were out of the room, and he shut the door carefully and turned to look at Theo, across the room in the corner.

"Hey there," he said, smiling brightly, "Theo? It's Greg. Told you I'd come back," he said, as he approached his friend, to take a seat on the bed. His hand went into his pocket to pull out the large bag of sweets he had bought the day before. He turned to face Theo, "Look what I've brought to share with you," he said, rattling the bag slightly and reaching in to pull out a hard wrapped toffee. He held it out to Theo, "I got a mix. You want this one?" he offered.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-21 10:51 pm UTC (link)
Theo hadn't really had hallucinations this bad, this real before. He was even seeing the orderlies see him and he knew that couldn't be right. He watched the not-person walk into his room, introduce himself and sit on the bed... Greg? "But it couldn't be." he murmured just before the man offered him, oh merlin, more food. Theo put a hand over his mouth, dug his nails so hard into his face that he would have drawn blood had they not been forcibly cut down to be blunt and inefficient, shaking his head in a panicked manner.

He wanted to be sick. He wanted to throw up what they'd forced into his stomach, but he couldn't and he felt fevery, dizzy, completely crushed. He lay down sideways on the floor and put a hand over his face, waiting for it to disappear like it did so many times before.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-21 11:04 pm UTC (link)
"Theo!"

Greg watched in horror as Theo looked like he was going to vomit. He let go of the sweet and the bag on the bed and moved to Theo's side, sitting on the floor next to him. Reaching a hand out, Greg moved to touch the back of Theo's hand, "Is this how it's got to be everytime? Don't you remember me love? It's Greg, Theo. I'm Greg," he said, as he took Theo's hand and put it on Greg's chest.

He moved to help Theo sit up, and putting his knee up behind him, Greg made a well of sorts and leaned Theo against his leg. He used his free hand to rub up between Theo's shoulder blades and moved Theo's hand across his own chest, "I'm here, Theo. I've come back, again," he added, looking doubtful for the moment. He thought Theo'd love the treats; he didn't realize he'd been so far off the mark.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-21 11:16 pm UTC (link)
Okay, so hallucinations didn't usually move him the way this one was doing. "No, no, he's practising Quidditch." Theo said, clearly confused and yes, once again lost in the past and unaware of who the familiar stranger was. It had taken him 3 months to get used to his room at St Mungo's, and even longer to feel completely sure of it. Now it was just the things outside he doubted. "He rides that wooden horse across, creates the thunder then comes down for me. He comes down and breaks me apart then puts me together." he tried to explain as Greg propped him up, looking back and up at the boy's face. "Back again?" he queried gently.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-22 03:46 am UTC (link)
"I'm not practicing Theo. I'm right here," Greg said, a sad note hanging on his words as his face fell more, "I break you apart?" he added with some confusion, and then shook his head slightly, "It's okay, Theo," he added, squeezing his friend's hand but not letting it go.

"So, you don't remember that I was here yesterday? You don't remember us sitting on the bed, sleeping together? You seemed so tired," he added, giving Theo a small encouraging smile, "And I told you I would come back. I saw Headmaster Snape yesterday. And Draco. I've got great news, Theo. Things are going to work out for us. I've got a job."

He swallowed and looked at Theo, "If I can to it, if I can swing it, do you want to come live with me at Hogwarts? In the caretaker's cottage? I bet we can get some thestrals for you and everything."

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-22 06:38 pm UTC (link)
Seeing the stranger before him telling him that he was there confused him, because Theo knew that, he could see. He didn't remember what the man was telling him; he remembered Greg, that they'd been lying in his bed together, but he'd woken up back in this little room.

Oh, with Greg.

"You mean Professor Snape." he pointed out, lying in against Greg comfortably, back in his Hogwarts frame of mind where he seemed to spend most of his time. "Are they letting you get a job so young? If you need money, you know I can... I..." he stammered to a halt because some dark thing was tugging at his mind, telling him no, he couldn't.

"Oh, I'm not allowed." he advised softly, his eyes faraway for a bit until he realised that Greg was old and speaking of strange things and...

"Thestrals." He almost looked and sounded like himself for a moment then. "I miss them." he said, looking up. There was no window to his room, the light emanating from some magical glow fixed into the ceiling. "I miss thestrals." he said again, the longing stark and pain-filled in his voice.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-22 07:23 pm UTC (link)
"You're not allowed to what? Come live with me? What if I could swing it? Get you sort of assigned to you? I'd be responsible for you, baby," Greg said, his hand letting go of Theo's hand and smoothing the hair from Theo's forehead instead. He gave Theo a wry smile, "It's 2005. And I am Greg, a man now, and I'm afraid my dad has gone and spent almost all of the Goyle money. So, baby, I'm broke. Snape offered me the job and fuck yes I took it."

He moved his hand across Theo's shoulders, and gave another sigh. They were going to have a time of this, if Theo kept going round and round with things. Greg was going to drill some main ideas in that head of his, if he had to say the same things over and over every time they met.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-22 07:39 pm UTC (link)
Theo nodded as Greg tried to clarify, leaning into Greg's touch a littleas the truth went straight over his head. He mewed a little relaxing sound at the feel of Greg's hands across his shoulders, enjoying the touch the way a cat would at being petted.

"I can't leave." he said, rubbing at his sore tummy absently as he spoke. "I can't survive outside my head." he put his free hand flat against the wall, smoothing it up and down the cool surface. "Here inside my head. here you visit. I can't go outside here, you know I would die."

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-22 07:47 pm UTC (link)
"That's it," Greg said as he watched some of Theo's tension leave but Greg noted the hand go to Theo's stomach and he frowned slightly. Never mind Theo's petting of the walls, like it was a cat.

"Bullocks. This bloody place isn't your head. It's a bloody room with gits who yank you out and do all sorts of things to you," he said, not meaning to get cross. He corrected his tone, "You won't be dying with me about, remember? I'm your shield. But come one now, let me have a look at that sore tummy of yours. I can rub it for you? Kiss it all better?"

Greg didn't move at first, but then rose and put his hands down to Theo, ready to help him up to lie on the bed.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-22 07:55 pm UTC (link)
Theo jumped at the sudden sharp tone and the hand against the wall curled in, coming to his mouth where he nursed at his fingers, the tone making him feel even more sick, tense, afraid and aggressive at the same time until it just became one big mess of feeling that he didn't understand or want. He wasn't sure what to say to the reassurances that came on the heels of anger, but he still lifted his hands to meet Greg's, even if he didn't make a move to move. "I can't leave." he said again, his voice hesitant and unsure in a way it had never, ever been at Hogwarts.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-22 08:02 pm UTC (link)
Greg saw his effect on Theo and he felt immediately bad. He lifted Theo to his feet and leaned in, to wrap his arms about Theo, trying to convey more comfort, "Oh baby, I didn't mean to scare you. You know me. I'm Greg, the damn rhino in the china cupboard. I've got bullocks for brains sometimes, love," he said as he gave him a hug. He leaned back, and then scooped up Theo, to lay him gently on the bed.

"Okay, Theo, love, Greg wants to have a look at your tummy. You going to raise your shirt so Greg can kiss it all better?"

He didn't mean to make it sound like Theo was a child, but he wanted to reassure the thin boy. He wasn't sure if anyone talked to Theo like that, even when he was a child. So he went on, "Maybe if you're good, Greg can kiss other things as well, if you'd like."

It was a sort of tease, but one that he'd used in school, and part of him was curious as to which Theo would respond better to: the younger way of being treated or the way he'd treated him in school.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-22 08:29 pm UTC (link)
Theo leaned against Greg but it was as though he was doing it because he'd fall otherwise. He appreciated the warmth, his thin body susceptible to the cold, finding himself on the bed suddenly because he'd become lost in the time between.

He did't understand the way Greg started speaking to him, having never been treated as a child, but being given incentives to be a good boy were familiar; although he lay back, he watched Greg with trepidation, breathing in deep and uneasy before he reached down and drew the bottom of his hospital issued shirt up, eyes not leaving Greg's face.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-22 10:18 pm UTC (link)
Greg knelt down on the floor, next to the bed and gave Theo a small. He turned and looked at Theo, "It looks fine," he said, and he moved his hand over Theo's stomach, and he pet it gently.

He leaned in at one point and kissed Theo's skin gently, "Why were you rubbing it?" he asked, not expecting a direct answer.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-23 05:38 pm UTC (link)
Theo shuddered a little as Greg pet his tummy, the feeling strange because it was so gentle. He breathed in like a little sigh when Greg kissed him there, looking away when he was asked the question. "So full." he said, sounding mournful and disgusted. "They made me do it. Made me fill it and I can't make it come out." he hissed this last bit, angry, his fingers curling in the bedsheets.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-23 09:49 pm UTC (link)
Greg leaned down and began to kiss Theo's flat stomach everywhere, using his hands to run up under Theo's shirt at first, as his lips slid across the taunt skin. He thought he could see a roundness to it, and realized that they must have made Theo eat something.

They probably force fed him, he thought grimly and he lay his ear flat on his stomach so that he could look up at Theo's face. He could hear the gurgling of a stomach turning; to Greg it was a good sound, one that meant comfort and satisfaction. It pained Greg that it meant something differently to Theo.

"Leave it in there," Greg said soothingly, his hand moving up to Theo's chest, to find his nipple, and Greg played with it gently, brushing his finger across the sensitive nub, back and forth as he turned his head back to the stomach to lay more kisses across him.

He put his face into Theo's skin and smiled, "You smell good, love. How I've missed you these last hours," he added.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-23 10:55 pm UTC (link)
Theo hummed a little unhappily at the discomfort he was in, his anger being soothed out a little by Greg's kissing. He looked down as Greg put an ear to his tummy, feeling disgusted by it, by the lack of control he had over what he could eat now. He didn't want to eat, why didn't they understand that? His tummy hurt all the time now, but more when they made him keep food in it.

He made an unhappy sound, an almost complaint as Greg agreed with the doctors here, that he should keep the food down, but he was swiftly and immediately distracted by Greg's hand rummaging up under his shirt to tease at his nipples. That place was a direct line of contact to his dick and Theo whined, squirming on the bed, shivering. He reached down to pet Greg's hair and the next thing he said showed that he was back at Hogwarts, the same way he always was when touches like these conjured back those memories. "You were tormenting me in Potions." he said with a not-smirk that was almost his old self. "I'm sure Professor Snape knows there's something, mmm, going on." he purred, pleased at being gently molested like this.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-23 11:12 pm UTC (link)
Greg could hear the gurgling in his ear and it made him smile again, even as the words made him smile more. He moved to the other side of Theo's chest, and turned his head, looking down at Theo's crotch now as he listened with his other ear.

"If he didn't before, he sure does now," Greg confirmed, as he took his other hand and slipped it down into Theo's pants.

"You still like this, love, do you? I wonder if you taste the same," he said, a little breathlessly at the possibility, licking his lips. He found Theo, his hands gentle on the shaft he touched and he turned to kiss Theo's stomach again as his one finger rubbed gently and the other hand slipped past the shaft and cupped Theo's testes.

"Remember that time I went down on you in class, pretending to drop my quill. I finally got down between your knees and had you gripping the seat, trying not to cry out as you came in my mouth," Greg said as he laid kisses on Theo's stomach, moving down towards the curve of his stomach that disappeared under Theo's pants.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-24 06:41 am UTC (link)
Theo wasn't sure what to make of Greg's cryptic response to that, but he didnt have time to question it. Greg's hand around his cock had his mind shfting again, it's fractured nature fighting against the physical pleasure to try and make sense of it somehow. "I don't, don't know." he stammered an answer, lifting his hips and moving his legs apart as Greg felt around down there.

"I don't, I, I can't, I don't..." he stammered, because he wasn't quite there, he couldn't remember that time and he didn't know what Greg meant but he couldn't stop the way his body reacted.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-26 12:42 am UTC (link)
Greg was more than pleased at Theo's reaction; just touching the growing arousal made Greg feel like things were a bit normal. But the fussing that Theo was making made Greg raise his head from Theo's belly and he moved so that even as his hands were gently caressing the testes, rolling them while his fingers moved across peach soft skin, his face was very close to Theo's fretting one and he moved to kiss Theo's cheek, and then his jaw and then his chin, not moving to his mouth, but laying kisses across his face.

"You can," he murmured, "Let me touch you. I love you, baby and you feel like home," he said as he kissed him feather light across his face, "You can like it," he added breathlessly, "You used to love it," Greg added.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-26 07:53 pm UTC (link)
Theo whined softly and hiked one leg up as Greg felt him up, his body burning but his mind stirred. He took Greg's kisses and tried to return them, his hand coming to Greg's cheek.

He was confused, unsure as to where or when he was. 'Used to' worried him. "What changed?" he asked, shaking a little.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-26 08:37 pm UTC (link)
The responses from Theo were having a profound effect on Greg and he turned his mouth to Theo's more, kissing him deeply. It felt like time was standing still; Greg's breath hitched slightly as Theo shifted and it made him continue his actions, "I've been gone. I was in jail. Damn if I didn't miss you darling," he added, "I don't wanna hurt you though."

Greg kept up his kissing, growing harder himself and he gave a sigh in an exhale "Just a taste. One long lick from your base to your tip. I'd suck each one in and taste your sweet sweat lover," he said, the dirty talk doing something more to him, "You shouldn't be afraid of me. You should..let me..," he said with a slight moan to his words as his hands squeezed more urgently.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-26 10:26 pm UTC (link)
Theo made soft sounds against the kiss, letting himself be carried away in its eddies and then tried to catch his breath.

Greg said things to him that confused him, and the little whimper he gave as Greg closed lips over his own once more was from almost pained confusion. He didn't remember jail, didn't even think that Greg was old enough for jail, despite the physical evidence to the contrary.

Even then, the way Greg was kissing him, what he was telling him, making Theo buck up into Greg's hands... he was lost in a sea of utter confusion and Greg telling him to let it happen... let this happen... he wasn't strong enough to do anything but agree. "Yes, sir." he said, something he maybe hadn't said a lot back at school, but the pair hadn't been above a little bit of roleplay.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-26 10:46 pm UTC (link)
Greg found his breath hitch again as Theo pushed up into his waiting wanting hand. But he hesitated only a moment as Theo said 'yes'and his mouth broke away roughly to dive down lower on Theo's body. All too soon, lips were wrapped around shaft and Greg groaned around a mouthful of stiff, hard Nott. His fingers slide lower as he deep throated the erection, beginning to bob up and down smooth skin even as his own erection pressed tight against his trousers. Greg licked at the tip and then let his tongues trail down to a warm testie that he sucked into his mouth like a ripe piece of fruit. Fingers replaced mouth on Theo's shaft all the while Greg moaned with utter pleasure.

He moved one hand lower as he switched from one ballsack to the other and licking his fingers prior, Greg found the opening prior ravaged and he toyed at it, brushing the puckering skin. If he felt any encouraging movements from Theo, that was were Greg was locking his lips next. He prayed silently that Theo was semi-sane in that moment.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-26 11:52 pm UTC (link)
Greg was so fast that Theo wondered where the other boy had gone before the mouth went down on his cock. His head tipped back and he yelped quietly, as Greg took him in, his other leg coming up so that his feet were flat against the bed, both knees bent. His fingers were clawed into the sheets and he was pushing his hips up into Greg's mouth gently, panting softly to breathe.

He gasped with soft, short moans as Greg played with him, and as Greg started fingering inquisitively against his hole he turned his head to the side, eyes closed, making a sound that could have been a sob or a hiccup of pleasure.

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