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Theodore Nott ([info]booksmart_devil) wrote in [info]wished,
@ 2010-06-21 22:38:00

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Entry tags:!2003: 06, !incomplete, gregory goyle, theodore nott

WHO: Gregory Goyle and Theo Nott
WHAT: Another visit from Greg
WHERE: St Mungo's
WHEN: Monday
WARNINGS/RATING/STATUS: Unbalanced Theo/R/Incomplete



Theo had woken without Greg and he'd really thought it had just been a dream. The memory stuck but the details slipped from his mind like sand through a hole in the ground. The salve had lost its potency but the burning sting had dulled to an almost forgettable throb, and he walked with only a faint limp from the way his muscles hadn't been used to the way he'd used them yesterday.

He was crouched low on the floor, scrawling pictures that, if he had his wand, would cause fires. He was a little preoccupied with burning, not that he was aware of it. He lapsed from shapes and lines to words, Latin words for protection and silence. He was a little obsessed with that too - these spells had never worked for him, no matter how exact they were.

The door opened and he didn't bother looking up because he knew those steps. He let the orderlies take hold of him, lift him up and carry him bodily away; he was so light that one could have carried him, but they always sent to, and a doctor to watch. He knew where he was going. He hadn't been eating and they were going to make sure he wasn't going to waste away. He didn't bother to struggle, because it never helped; just hung from their arms while his mind went somehere else completely and utterly away.


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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-22 07:55 pm UTC (link)
Theo jumped at the sudden sharp tone and the hand against the wall curled in, coming to his mouth where he nursed at his fingers, the tone making him feel even more sick, tense, afraid and aggressive at the same time until it just became one big mess of feeling that he didn't understand or want. He wasn't sure what to say to the reassurances that came on the heels of anger, but he still lifted his hands to meet Greg's, even if he didn't make a move to move. "I can't leave." he said again, his voice hesitant and unsure in a way it had never, ever been at Hogwarts.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-22 08:02 pm UTC (link)
Greg saw his effect on Theo and he felt immediately bad. He lifted Theo to his feet and leaned in, to wrap his arms about Theo, trying to convey more comfort, "Oh baby, I didn't mean to scare you. You know me. I'm Greg, the damn rhino in the china cupboard. I've got bullocks for brains sometimes, love," he said as he gave him a hug. He leaned back, and then scooped up Theo, to lay him gently on the bed.

"Okay, Theo, love, Greg wants to have a look at your tummy. You going to raise your shirt so Greg can kiss it all better?"

He didn't mean to make it sound like Theo was a child, but he wanted to reassure the thin boy. He wasn't sure if anyone talked to Theo like that, even when he was a child. So he went on, "Maybe if you're good, Greg can kiss other things as well, if you'd like."

It was a sort of tease, but one that he'd used in school, and part of him was curious as to which Theo would respond better to: the younger way of being treated or the way he'd treated him in school.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-22 08:29 pm UTC (link)
Theo leaned against Greg but it was as though he was doing it because he'd fall otherwise. He appreciated the warmth, his thin body susceptible to the cold, finding himself on the bed suddenly because he'd become lost in the time between.

He did't understand the way Greg started speaking to him, having never been treated as a child, but being given incentives to be a good boy were familiar; although he lay back, he watched Greg with trepidation, breathing in deep and uneasy before he reached down and drew the bottom of his hospital issued shirt up, eyes not leaving Greg's face.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-22 10:18 pm UTC (link)
Greg knelt down on the floor, next to the bed and gave Theo a small. He turned and looked at Theo, "It looks fine," he said, and he moved his hand over Theo's stomach, and he pet it gently.

He leaned in at one point and kissed Theo's skin gently, "Why were you rubbing it?" he asked, not expecting a direct answer.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-23 05:38 pm UTC (link)
Theo shuddered a little as Greg pet his tummy, the feeling strange because it was so gentle. He breathed in like a little sigh when Greg kissed him there, looking away when he was asked the question. "So full." he said, sounding mournful and disgusted. "They made me do it. Made me fill it and I can't make it come out." he hissed this last bit, angry, his fingers curling in the bedsheets.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-23 09:49 pm UTC (link)
Greg leaned down and began to kiss Theo's flat stomach everywhere, using his hands to run up under Theo's shirt at first, as his lips slid across the taunt skin. He thought he could see a roundness to it, and realized that they must have made Theo eat something.

They probably force fed him, he thought grimly and he lay his ear flat on his stomach so that he could look up at Theo's face. He could hear the gurgling of a stomach turning; to Greg it was a good sound, one that meant comfort and satisfaction. It pained Greg that it meant something differently to Theo.

"Leave it in there," Greg said soothingly, his hand moving up to Theo's chest, to find his nipple, and Greg played with it gently, brushing his finger across the sensitive nub, back and forth as he turned his head back to the stomach to lay more kisses across him.

He put his face into Theo's skin and smiled, "You smell good, love. How I've missed you these last hours," he added.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-23 10:55 pm UTC (link)
Theo hummed a little unhappily at the discomfort he was in, his anger being soothed out a little by Greg's kissing. He looked down as Greg put an ear to his tummy, feeling disgusted by it, by the lack of control he had over what he could eat now. He didn't want to eat, why didn't they understand that? His tummy hurt all the time now, but more when they made him keep food in it.

He made an unhappy sound, an almost complaint as Greg agreed with the doctors here, that he should keep the food down, but he was swiftly and immediately distracted by Greg's hand rummaging up under his shirt to tease at his nipples. That place was a direct line of contact to his dick and Theo whined, squirming on the bed, shivering. He reached down to pet Greg's hair and the next thing he said showed that he was back at Hogwarts, the same way he always was when touches like these conjured back those memories. "You were tormenting me in Potions." he said with a not-smirk that was almost his old self. "I'm sure Professor Snape knows there's something, mmm, going on." he purred, pleased at being gently molested like this.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-23 11:12 pm UTC (link)
Greg could hear the gurgling in his ear and it made him smile again, even as the words made him smile more. He moved to the other side of Theo's chest, and turned his head, looking down at Theo's crotch now as he listened with his other ear.

"If he didn't before, he sure does now," Greg confirmed, as he took his other hand and slipped it down into Theo's pants.

"You still like this, love, do you? I wonder if you taste the same," he said, a little breathlessly at the possibility, licking his lips. He found Theo, his hands gentle on the shaft he touched and he turned to kiss Theo's stomach again as his one finger rubbed gently and the other hand slipped past the shaft and cupped Theo's testes.

"Remember that time I went down on you in class, pretending to drop my quill. I finally got down between your knees and had you gripping the seat, trying not to cry out as you came in my mouth," Greg said as he laid kisses on Theo's stomach, moving down towards the curve of his stomach that disappeared under Theo's pants.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-24 06:41 am UTC (link)
Theo wasn't sure what to make of Greg's cryptic response to that, but he didnt have time to question it. Greg's hand around his cock had his mind shfting again, it's fractured nature fighting against the physical pleasure to try and make sense of it somehow. "I don't, don't know." he stammered an answer, lifting his hips and moving his legs apart as Greg felt around down there.

"I don't, I, I can't, I don't..." he stammered, because he wasn't quite there, he couldn't remember that time and he didn't know what Greg meant but he couldn't stop the way his body reacted.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-26 12:42 am UTC (link)
Greg was more than pleased at Theo's reaction; just touching the growing arousal made Greg feel like things were a bit normal. But the fussing that Theo was making made Greg raise his head from Theo's belly and he moved so that even as his hands were gently caressing the testes, rolling them while his fingers moved across peach soft skin, his face was very close to Theo's fretting one and he moved to kiss Theo's cheek, and then his jaw and then his chin, not moving to his mouth, but laying kisses across his face.

"You can," he murmured, "Let me touch you. I love you, baby and you feel like home," he said as he kissed him feather light across his face, "You can like it," he added breathlessly, "You used to love it," Greg added.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-26 07:53 pm UTC (link)
Theo whined softly and hiked one leg up as Greg felt him up, his body burning but his mind stirred. He took Greg's kisses and tried to return them, his hand coming to Greg's cheek.

He was confused, unsure as to where or when he was. 'Used to' worried him. "What changed?" he asked, shaking a little.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-26 08:37 pm UTC (link)
The responses from Theo were having a profound effect on Greg and he turned his mouth to Theo's more, kissing him deeply. It felt like time was standing still; Greg's breath hitched slightly as Theo shifted and it made him continue his actions, "I've been gone. I was in jail. Damn if I didn't miss you darling," he added, "I don't wanna hurt you though."

Greg kept up his kissing, growing harder himself and he gave a sigh in an exhale "Just a taste. One long lick from your base to your tip. I'd suck each one in and taste your sweet sweat lover," he said, the dirty talk doing something more to him, "You shouldn't be afraid of me. You should..let me..," he said with a slight moan to his words as his hands squeezed more urgently.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-26 10:26 pm UTC (link)
Theo made soft sounds against the kiss, letting himself be carried away in its eddies and then tried to catch his breath.

Greg said things to him that confused him, and the little whimper he gave as Greg closed lips over his own once more was from almost pained confusion. He didn't remember jail, didn't even think that Greg was old enough for jail, despite the physical evidence to the contrary.

Even then, the way Greg was kissing him, what he was telling him, making Theo buck up into Greg's hands... he was lost in a sea of utter confusion and Greg telling him to let it happen... let this happen... he wasn't strong enough to do anything but agree. "Yes, sir." he said, something he maybe hadn't said a lot back at school, but the pair hadn't been above a little bit of roleplay.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-26 10:46 pm UTC (link)
Greg found his breath hitch again as Theo pushed up into his waiting wanting hand. But he hesitated only a moment as Theo said 'yes'and his mouth broke away roughly to dive down lower on Theo's body. All too soon, lips were wrapped around shaft and Greg groaned around a mouthful of stiff, hard Nott. His fingers slide lower as he deep throated the erection, beginning to bob up and down smooth skin even as his own erection pressed tight against his trousers. Greg licked at the tip and then let his tongues trail down to a warm testie that he sucked into his mouth like a ripe piece of fruit. Fingers replaced mouth on Theo's shaft all the while Greg moaned with utter pleasure.

He moved one hand lower as he switched from one ballsack to the other and licking his fingers prior, Greg found the opening prior ravaged and he toyed at it, brushing the puckering skin. If he felt any encouraging movements from Theo, that was were Greg was locking his lips next. He prayed silently that Theo was semi-sane in that moment.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-26 11:52 pm UTC (link)
Greg was so fast that Theo wondered where the other boy had gone before the mouth went down on his cock. His head tipped back and he yelped quietly, as Greg took him in, his other leg coming up so that his feet were flat against the bed, both knees bent. His fingers were clawed into the sheets and he was pushing his hips up into Greg's mouth gently, panting softly to breathe.

He gasped with soft, short moans as Greg played with him, and as Greg started fingering inquisitively against his hole he turned his head to the side, eyes closed, making a sound that could have been a sob or a hiccup of pleasure.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-27 12:03 am UTC (link)
It was an excellent position as far as he was concerned, sandwiched between two legs as he sucked and rolled the egg like form in his mouth. He couldn't see Theo's face, but he heard the noise and it made him let go of the sack to dive further between Theo's parted legs. His lips locked against that tender opening and he licked and sucked and then probed, gently, with his tongue. Greg thought he should be grossed out but Theo seemed meticulously clean, and tasted as he remembered.

As his mouth and tongue were busy there, his hand went to Theo's erection and he worked it slowly, sliding up and down, and giving his hand around Theo the right twist to cause the best sensations just under the tip. He rode him up and down, and it made him want to do more; he had promised himself he would not force Theo like the last time, coercing him in a way that caused Theo both trauma and pain. He thought his attentions to Theo were welcome; the boy was making familiar noises and moving against Greg's hands and mouth like he was enjoying it, more so than the last time. He had a fleeting notion that this time, should Theo impale himself upon Greg's stiff erection, Theo would not cry out with pain but pleasure.

This time. That is, If there was a this time.

Greg's body had moved, the length of his body pressed against Theo so that he could get at the other boy; with his laying side by side, his feet past Theo's head, he was certain Theo could feel his own want for him.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-27 12:41 am UTC (link)
Theo gasped 'oh, oh, oh' quietly over and over as Greg tongued at him, his thoughts completely silent and scattered under the sensation. He couldn't speak, could barely do more than push back against Greg's mouth.

He was only semi-aware of Greg moving around, but when he felt Greg's hardness poking at him insistently he knew what to do instinctively, lifting his hand to curl around it.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-27 12:48 am UTC (link)
It was Greg's turn to meow around the tight opening that he began to plunge into the tight opening, forcing his tongue in as deep as he could get it, and then he left that spot to move back to Theo's shaft. He licked the length up and down, and then let himself swallow it.

It was like letting Theo fuck his mouth and it made his own member weep and ooze in his clothes, the grasp of Theo's hand on him on the outside of his clothes like the ultimate in a tease act.

Greg paused in his actions coming up and off Theo's shaft to look at Theo, his own mouth red and swollen from his action, "You can put your hand down my pants, if you want. Theo, I want you to cum in my mouth so I can swallow you down," he directed and he didn't wait for an answer but went back to his task at hand. He took special care, licking Theo again and he set a steady pace, running his mouth up and down as he made his mouth tight and deep for Theo's erection.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-27 02:23 am UTC (link)
Theo took Greg's tongue, let Greg swallow him down, couldn't stop the soft movement of his hips but didn't realise he was moving them. His hand on Greg's cock curled around the shape but didn't make a move to delve in, not while he was still so unsure of where he was. He blinked back at the direction from Greg, started sliding his hand in when Greg took his cock back in his mouth. "Oh, oh, please..." he begged, some throwback from school.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-27 04:48 am UTC (link)
And it was like being back in school, heavy petting and something far more erotic about it all. Greg's mouth didn't stop; he actually went further. And when Greg should have been thinking about Theo's mental state and the crazy shit he was writing in his journal, instead he was lost in his own memories and fantasies of school. It was a surreal moment and while Greg's sucking went on, his fingers found Theo's anus and two of them, newly wet, found their way inside of Theo.

Greg matched his moments, mouth and hand, sliding in and sucking in time.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-28 09:47 pm UTC (link)
Theo's fingers had drifted to Greg's belt, feeling around there in a way he didn't really remember knowing... Greg jolted him out of those thoughts with the insistent press of fingers against and then in him.

He shuddered and tried to close his legs, but he couldn't with Greg's fingers inside him. He withdrew his hand from Greg's pants and put his hands over his mouth, closing his eyes and trying to make no noise, pretend he wasn't there.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-28 10:43 pm UTC (link)
Greg was fairly engrossed with his task but he did notice Theo's legs pressing tightly around him; at first, Greg mistook it for a sign of arousal. And so he continued, only to come to in a moment as the erection in his mouth began to fade, and the legs still clamped about him, almost trembling with something akin to fear.

He stopped what he was doing, all of it, fingers out and mouth off, and rose on one elbow to look at Theo, what at this point was not doing very well. Theo's whole body screamed something that was not arousal and it looked to Greg like he was braced, trying to hide with his hands over his mouth and his eyes closed tight.

Greg leaned there as he realized what was happening, and then rolled onto his back, away from Theo, away from what he had done to him, again. That sinking feeling of dread was there; never mind his own painful erection pushing against his jeans. Lying there a moment, Greg squeezed his own eyes shut and felt the helplessness and disappointment wash over himself; the feelings were sharp and acute and in an instant, Greg felt horrible, dirty and wrong, so very wrong. His eyes began to prickle with something, burning slightly and he found himself sitting up and turning so that his head rested against Theo's upper chest.

"I'm sorry, damn I am so sorry Theo."

It came out with a strangled sort of sob, and Greg found himself crying, as silently as he could, for the first time, in front of Theo, unable to hold back the tears for their plight. Whether they were tears of frustration or tears of sorrow and regret, Greg could care less; it hurt like hell inside of his chest and his blind selfish actions had caused Theo to freak out, again. He wondered, only fleetingly, if he should be coming to visit Theo and put him through this time and time again; that thought only made Greg hurt more inside and he shoved the notion away hard in his head as he silently shook with the tears. He didn't touch him, try to comfort him or stroke Theo in any way. Greg just rested his head against the other boy as he cried.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-28 11:18 pm UTC (link)
Closing his eyes seemed to work to take him away from it, or so he thought. He felt nothing, and when he opened them again he was back, mildly back anyway, his mind wandering somewhere else. He lowered his hands from his mouth and looked down at the head of the sobbing boy nestled against his chest; it was an unusual feeling, to have someone so vulnerable and open but trusting against him. He didn't think he minded it.

He did mind the way those shoulders shook though, those hurt, deeply wounded little sobs tugging at places in his heart that he'd forgotten he'd had. He barely noticed how his clothes were dishevelled, reaching down tentatively to touch the head against his chest. "Shh..." he soothed softly, the timid flutter of his hand becoming more assured and smoothing over the soft fuzz of the very close-cut hair. He didn't really know why Greg was crying, wasn't even sure how he knew who this was, but rather than be back in Hogwarts with his boyfriend, he was here and now, as much as he could be anyway, with the man who came to visit him often, the only good thing he had to latch onto in this whole place.

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[info]a_reticent_git
2010-06-29 12:09 am UTC (link)
That gentle touch to Greg's head, comforting and caring, only made him cry more, now louder and Greg's hands moved to Theo's body, sliding underneath him and around him. He hung onto Theo, like a drowning man hanging onto a raft, feeling the pull of all of the sorrow pouring out of him. The bottled up frustrations and hurt, things deep seeded and better left in the dark, came out until it seemed like he had no more tears to cry. It didn't take too long; and when he was done, his face was red and blotchy, pressed against the fabric of Theo's shirt.

He didn't speak, or raise his head, but closed his eyes and took a deep sigh, resting there. He felt better for crying but still felt just terrible, having no control over his urges and having no way to express to Theo how much he adored him and needed him.

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[info]booksmart_devil
2010-06-29 08:34 pm UTC (link)
Theo was a little startled at first as Greg's hands came to slide under his body, but when he saw that it was just a hug he only cuddled back, his arms around broad shoulders, his hands still petting where he could, trying to soothe but not trying to stop the tears; he could tell when a good cry was needed and it seemed like this would do more good than bad, he hoped.

He let Greg cry against him for as long as he needed to, remaining calm and calming and accepting of how upset Greg was, not wanting to make him feel awkward and just wanting to be there for the boy the way he'd been for Theo, as far as he could recall anyway. There was still that leftover remembered fondness from times long gone as well.

He echoed Greg's heavy sigh with a slighter one of his own and didn't stop one hand from petting lazily, lost in it's own movement. "You don't have to worry." he said softly. "I won't tell anyone. You don't have to worry." There was no clue what Theo thought he was referring to just then, but his intentions were clear.

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