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Tweak says, "Not your monkey!"

Natasha Romanoff (justlykbudapest) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-11-25 11:39:00

Entry tags:

clint romanoff/hawkeye, grant ward, jemma simmons, john garrett, loki, natasha barton / black widow, skye, steve rogers/captain america, thor

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As some of you are already aware, John Garrett, former S.H.I.E.L.D. agent and self-identified H.Y.D.R.A. agent, has arrived in Lawrence. He can see this post.

He has not, at this time, given any indication that he has broken the truce nor displayed current intentions to do so. He has been informed of the situation in Lawrence and has been provided an amulet to guard against possession.

Further information regarding him may be found online, or you may speak to him yourself if you so choose; or not, if you wish. I am only attempting to keep you all informed of current events. In the loop, so to speak.

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	Steve \| Bucky commanderrogers 2014-11-25 10:36 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah? I'm someone who can do those things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky bucky 2014-11-25 10:40 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know if that's true. Have you ever hurt someone whose only crime was being in somebody's way? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky commanderrogers 2014-11-25 10:45 pm UTC (link)
	It's not that simple and you know that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky bucky 2014-11-25 11:02 pm UTC (link)
	Isn't it? They were political assassinations. Some of them were spies, or SHIELD agents. Some of them were dangerous. But some of them were just people with families. God, I almost-- I almost killed a little girl because her father was in my sights and I didn't see her. If I hadn't looked -- if I hadn't checked the whole field when I saw him bend down-- (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky commanderrogers 2014-11-25 11:28 pm UTC (link)
	Bucky, you're -- We are both, and have always been, capable of doing what needs to be done. They took away your ability to decide what the right thing was. They made you do things you wouldn't, because you wouldn't assassinate someone who didn't deserve it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Steve | Bucky

bucky
2014-11-25 11:42 pm UTC (link)

I didn't want to. I never wanted to.

I-- I think I ran once. I tried. But they found me. I didn't... know where I was going, or who I was looking for. I tried.

But that doesn't mean I didn't do it. That I don't immediately recognzie the sound of an AR-15 with a silencer. Or that I've forgotten how easy it was. How easy it is to pull the trigger and watch them drop. When you don't have to live with it.

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	Steve \| Bucky commanderrogers 2014-11-26 12:41 am UTC (link)
	Do you want to kill me right now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky bucky 2014-11-26 12:43 am UTC (link)
	I would die first. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky commanderrogers 2014-11-26 12:47 am UTC (link)
	Then how could you think you're the same person who pulled the trigger? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky bucky 2014-11-26 01:05 am UTC (link)
	My life didn't mean much to me then, either. I guess it just doesn't feel like someone different. I don't feel like someone different. ~~Sometimes I wish you'd just let her~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky commanderrogers 2014-11-26 02:11 am UTC (link)
	Let me help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky bucky 2014-11-26 02:14 am UTC (link)
	How? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky commanderrogers 2014-11-26 02:17 am UTC (link)
	Let's get our lives back. Together, I mean. You and me. I don't have -- We don't have a home. We don't have anyone, the past? Our memories? They've been compromised. But I have you. We have each other, and dammit Barnes, when has that never been enough? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky bucky 2014-11-26 02:28 am UTC (link)
	You know you've always been the only thing I needed. You really think we can start over? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky commanderrogers 2014-11-26 02:36 am UTC (link)
	Or die trying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky bucky 2014-11-26 02:53 am UTC (link)
	All right. Where do we start? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky commanderrogers 2014-11-26 02:53 am UTC (link)
	How about your Thanksgiving present? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve \| Bucky bucky 2014-11-26 03:13 am UTC (link)
	Seems like a good place to start. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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