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Bonnie Bennett (littlewitchy) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-09-07 17:11:00

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bonnie bennett, caroline forbes, davina claire, elijah mikaelson, henrik mikaelson, kol mikaelson, lily luna potter, niklaus mikaelson, rebekah salvatore, ron weasley, ruby winchester, sydney sage

Magic Users
I know that magic isn't the same everywhere, but I figure that someone might have some advice anyway.

~~I'm having a control issue with my magic sometimes~~
~~I use a type of magic~~
~~Sometimes, here lately, I set fires in my sleep~~

Control is something that I'm realizing I don't always manage. I've gotten better at it, but I've also managed to catch blankets on fire in my sleep a couple of times. So, if anyone has any tips about control I'd definitely appreciate it.

[Mikaelsons minus Henrik]

~~I can't believe I'm doing this~~
I wouldn't normally do this, but... Do any of you know much about Expression really? Beyond just that it is called a dark magic.

[Caroline]

~~I talked to Elena, so I should talk to you too~~

I don't want to worry you or anything, so don't. But I'm having some control issues with Expression. ~~And I kind of set my blanket on fire in my sleep last night.~~

I'm going to talk to some of the other magic users and the Originals about it, sort of, see if I can figure it out.

And I also just wanted to ask if you're doing okay? I know that not everyone had as good a time as I had at Hogwarts.

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littlewitchy
2014-09-07 11:40 pm UTC (link)

Meaning it's not totally under my control, sometimes it gets to be too much for me to reign in or things happen when I'm not completely aware or trying to do them. I'm fine. I just set my blanket on fire in my sleep, but I put the fire out before it spread or actually burned me.

That was the general consensus of Rebekah and Elijah too.

Only you would go with the positive after something like that. I don't know how you do it but if you need anything I'm here

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	Bonnie/Caroline agelessbeauty 2014-09-07 11:43 pm UTC (link)
	That doesn't really sound like you're fine, Bonnie. Has it been like that for a while now? There's Davina too but I don't think she'd know much about Expression. I wallowed for a few days. Just not about to let it ruin my life, you know? Too much to live for and I don't need anything right now except to figure out how to help you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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littlewitchy
2014-09-07 11:53 pm UTC (link)

Well, I'm not burnt and I'm still here, so that's sort of fine. A little while, yeah.

That's what I figured too. I didn't even know anything about it until Shane.

And that's why you're one of the strongest people I know. I'm all ears on thoughts. I'm not even sure if Klaus or Kol will tell me anything, but consensus is they're the ones that might be able to shed at least a little light on the subject.

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	Bonnie/Caroline agelessbeauty 2014-09-07 11:57 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe a little fine but not completely fine. And I don't even like fine. I'd rather you be like happy. Fine is such a sucky state of being. Shane is the Professor guy that your mom knew, right? What all do you already know about Expression? And they'll tell you stuff. You better let me know if they don't tell you stuff because they will not know what hit them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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littlewitchy
2014-09-08 12:26 am UTC (link)

I hate it when you're right, you know that?

Yeah, and he took Grams' position teaching at Whitmore.

I know that a lot of people call it dark, even though Shane didn't. It's about using your will to manifest the magic rather than nature like I did before. It just takes so much focus and it feeds off of emotions that sometimes I can't pull myself back. And then sometimes when I'm not aware or awake it lashes out without me actively doing anything. If they won't tell me anything I will sic you on them, Care.

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agelessbeauty
2014-09-08 12:30 am UTC (link)

I know, but when I'm right I am right and I am right a lot.

And then he helped you with Expression and I don't even really know but I know he wasn't all that great of a guy in the end. I only really got told bits and pieces by Matt and Stefan about that.

It's magic that feeds off emotions? So like if you're anxious or mad or sad or even happy it can do things? Because that kinda sounds like a lot for you to deal with. And do, because if nothing else they can tell what they know.

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littlewitchy
2014-09-08 12:51 am UTC (link)

You are right a lot, I guess.

Yeah. He was kind of the suckiest. He was using me and I fell for it pretty easily and got kind of dependent on him, but passed a point even he couldn't keep me under control.

Basically yeah. It takes them and they magnify outward, kind of. I think that's why I've set blankets on fire when I've been asleep a few times...dreams and nightmares. I hate having to ask them, but they're the only two who know much. And the people who use magic here are great at what they do, but it's not exactly the same.

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	Bonnie/Caroline agelessbeauty 2014-09-08 12:59 am UTC (link)
	Because of Silas, right? That's why he was using you? If you want a dreamless sleep I can help with that. It might stop the fires happening. Hopefully they're able to tell you something. And maybe the magic people aren't the same but they still might be able to help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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littlewitchy
2014-09-08 01:04 am UTC (link)

Yes, to free him. And after Shane Silas was manipulating me. That was the theme here recently, a lot of manipulation.

It's worth a try. That combined with fireproof charm on my bed should cover me some. ~~And I trust you~~ Kol is being a little less forthcoming than Klaus, surprisingly. And the magic users I'm talking to are being helpful. There are a few offering suggestions and who seem willing to help.

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	Bonnie/Caroline agelessbeauty 2014-09-08 01:09 am UTC (link)
	And no one noticed? ~~How did we not~~ Want me to come over and help you with that? I'm actually not surprised by that. Klaus might really not like you but he does love me so he'll be his usual charming self with you but he'd offer up what he knows. Kol...not so much maybe. That's good though. So it might take time but you've at least got some options. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bonnie/Caroline littlewitchy 2014-09-08 01:30 am UTC (link)
	It took time, but I wasn't exactly sharing a lot at the time either. Yes, please. Thanks, Care. I really appreciate your help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bonnie/Caroline agelessbeauty 2014-09-08 01:32 am UTC (link)
	Well, we can try to help now. I'll be over in a few. And you so don't need to thank me. You're one of my best friends, Bonnie. Of course I'm going to help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bonnie/Caroline littlewitchy 2014-09-08 01:53 am UTC (link)
	And I really appreciate it, even if it was hard for me to make myself ask for the help. I knew you'd help however you could, but you still get thanks because I don't want to take you for granted, Care. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bonnie/Caroline agelessbeauty 2014-09-08 01:58 am UTC (link)
	Asking for help completely sucks sometimes but its necessary too. You don't take me for granted, I know that, but I will now graciously accept your thanks and say you're welcome. Or type it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bonnie/Caroline littlewitchy 2014-09-08 02:11 am UTC (link)
	I'd even call it a necessary evil. Typing it is good. That works for me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bonnie/Caroline agelessbeauty 2014-09-08 02:25 am UTC (link)
	It definitely fits that description. I'll be right over. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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