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Henrik Mikaelson (diedtooyoung) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-08-13 12:47:00

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connor temple, damon salvatore, davina claire, elijah mikaelson, henrik mikaelson, kol mikaelson, marcel gerard, niklaus mikaelson, rebekah salvatore

There are dinosaurs in New Orleans. They're robots and they move and roar and you can dig for bones too.

Plus vacation means you get to eat more ice cream than usual so I think I want to stay on vacation forever.

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Marcel

hasherwhims
2014-08-13 10:43 pm UTC (link)

He's wrong. I did love you. You were the first I truly loved since 1114. A thousand years, I have honestly loved three times, you were one of them.

I'm not going to get into this fight with him, I'm keeping my distance as he wants. But I want to make sure you know that. We had our problems, you chose immortality over me and I never got over that, but that doesn't change the love I had for you.

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Rebekah

lastnoteinasong
2014-08-13 10:52 pm UTC (link)

I know you did. We never would have made the decisions we did, if that wasn't the case.

It was hard to not want immortality, growing up with you all. I figured, in time you'd forgive me. I thought, maybe in 1918 you had begun to.

I'm letting him believe what he wants. I don't want to fight with him anymore. I've done enough of that back home lately. I've had enough of it. The constant fight for survival and supremacy.

You will always be one of the most important people in my life. No matter what.

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Marcel

hasherwhims
2014-08-13 10:56 pm UTC (link)

Exactly.

I could have given you that. But still. I've moved on from that. I understand why you made the choice you did, even though it hurt so much.

It's better that way, believe me. You've seen the result of him thinking he's not getting his own way. You'd think I was asking for the moon, not an apology and to trust he won't hurt me again.

And you in mine. Stefan is my husband and I love him, but you matter so much to me. I want to see you happy.

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Rebekah

lastnoteinasong
2014-08-13 11:16 pm UTC (link)

I know.

Honestly, I think the space from each other is good for all of you. You've all been living in each others pockets since you all arrived here.

It works both ways, you know. None of you are perfect. You've all done things to hurt each other. He feels you all blame him for everything. Whether, you believe that's true or not. It's the way you make him feel.

But, I think you're all better off with the distance for now. He's actually the most relaxed I've ever seen him.

Just, don't stress about him. He won't keep you away from Henrik. Not when it comes down to it. Just give yourselves time away from each other. It's not like you don't have it.

And I you. ~~But, if he ever hurts you~~

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Marcel

hasherwhims
2014-08-14 10:23 am UTC (link)

If it wasn't for Henrik stuck in the middle, I'd agree with you.

Kol tried to kill me, did you know that? He had the white oak stake an inch from my heart. So yes, the others have hurt me too, but the difference is, they show remorse for it. They have talked to me, we've talked, we regret the past and we wouldn't do it again. With Niklaus, he's never admitted he did anything wrong and he freely says he would do things again if he could. That is what I blame him for. He revels in the fact he's hurt us.

If he tries to keep my little brother away from me, I will do whatever it takes to stop him. Beyond that, he can do what he wants. Let's face it, that's all he does anyway. I have given up trying to have him love me.

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	Rebekah lastnoteinasong 2014-08-14 05:01 pm UTC (link)
	I get it. I do. But, he won't apologize when he doesn't think he's done anything wrong. Because he justifies everything he does to himself. He loves you. I do know that much. He mostly just sucks at showing it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Marcel

hasherwhims
2014-08-14 05:19 pm UTC (link)

And therein lies the problem. Because really, shoving daggers in the hearts of siblings? Destroying what they tried to love? Not okay! I would be happy to put it all behind us if I could have closure in the form of a genuine apology and trust he wouldn't do it again.

No, he doesn't. Because how he treats me? That's not love. That's control. And now he's sulking because he's lost control.

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