InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "yo so tambien"

Kenzi Malikov - friend, warrior, heart. (ex_the_kenzi392) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2014-02-19 16:18:00

Entry tags:

castiel, dyson thornwood, hal yorke, kenzi, kol mikaelson, lois lane, peter vincent, vex

Filtered against evil bitches.
Is there any way we can make it so that we remember everything that we learned here when the Seal decides to stamp our tickets down as round trip? How does all this Seal mojo work, anyway?

[ooc: Guyyyys, should I tag Kenzi as Kenzi Malikov now that we FINALLY know her last name or should I just keep the Kenzi tag as Kenzi? I DUNNO WHAT TO DO. Oh, and this post will probably contain Lost Girl spoilers for the last few eps, so enter at your own risk, etc.]

(Read comments) - (Post a new comment)

	ofthursdays 2014-02-21 09:26 am UTC (link)
	Oh. What would you like him to sign? They can't. That's what I hope to change. Hell and Heaven need to keep to their places. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_the_kenzi392 2014-02-21 10:13 am UTC (link)
	A copy of March of the Penguins. Let's be real here. How are you gonna do that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2014-02-21 10:20 am UTC (link)
	I will procure one. The leadership must change. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_the_kenzi392 2014-02-21 10:32 am UTC (link)
	Really? You'd do that? Does that mean that you're volunteering to play top dog? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2014-02-21 10:34 am UTC (link)
	Yes. Me? It's not what I want but... if no one else suitable will step up... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_the_kenzi392 2014-02-21 10:45 am UTC (link)
	Have I mentioned how much I lurve you lately? The big responsibility falls on your clearly reluctant shoulders. Are you seriously up for that kind of gig? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2014-02-21 10:46 am UTC (link)
	I think you have. It has to be someone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_the_kenzi392 2014-02-21 10:57 am UTC (link)
	Consider this a friendly reminder. I lurve you, Wings. But why you? You don't know anyone else who can do the job that you can trust? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2014-02-21 11:00 am UTC (link)
	I love you too, Kenzi. Yes. That's exactly it. There are very few I can trust up there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_the_kenzi392 2014-02-22 08:16 am UTC (link)
	So your family screws up and now you're the one left to clean up the mess. Typical. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2014-02-22 08:17 am UTC (link)
	Yes. Not in my experience. Until now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_the_kenzi392 2014-02-22 08:27 am UTC (link)
	Do you want me to go kick their asses? Because I will. I bet those all powerful pansies won't be able to handle me ruffling up those pretty feathers of theirs. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2014-02-22 09:02 am UTC (link)
	You're wonderful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_the_kenzi392 2014-02-22 09:11 am UTC (link)
	So are you, Cas. So are you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2014-02-22 09:12 am UTC (link)
	I... don't know why you think that but... thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_the_kenzi392 2014-02-22 09:18 am UTC (link)
	You just volunteered to make Heaven right side up again even though I can tell that the whole thing is going to make you 10000% miserable. You're sacrificing your happiness for the betterment of the world, am I right? It takes a real wonderful person to step up and do something like that if you ask me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2014-02-22 09:19 am UTC (link)
	It... has to be done. If I was wonderful I would know how. I... wouldn't be sitting here surrounded by cats. ~~Running away.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_the_kenzi392 2014-02-22 09:26 am UTC (link)
	From what I saw on TV? I didn't know how to do what I needed to do until all the right pieces lined up. It was only after all that that I was able to figure out where I fit into the grand destiny shaped puzzle. Then? I changed everything. You can, too. You'll find your way. Cats and all. I believe in you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2014-02-22 09:32 am UTC (link)
	I don't even know if anyone wants me to. Hell is more trusted here. Even by Maybe it's already too late. I don't think she's I don't think the pieces are lining up. I think.... they are drifting away. ~~Maybe you shouldn't~~ Then... one of us does. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_the_kenzi392 2014-02-22 09:34 am UTC (link)
	What makes you think that? Don't think like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ofthursdays
2014-02-22 09:41 am UTC (link)

Don't you feel how dark it is here? So... much closer to one place than the other. It feels heavy like a coat you can't shake off. ~~I can't breathe~~ Hell is trusted. Heaven... what they have done... I don't know if they will trust it again and I've given then less than a reason to trust me. I've made so many mistakes, said the wrong thing so many times. I'm not... smooth like Crowley. I don't want power. I just... want them to have that place of rest. It was meant for you, not for my brothers and sisters to close themselves away. I need... something I don't have yet.

From here... it's hard to see a path.

~~I want my rest to be here~~

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_the_kenzi392
2014-02-22 09:50 am UTC (link)

Why's Hell more trusted than Heaven? Are people forgetting that Lucifer was the guy who pretty much ran the downstairs? That he probably IS still running it all somehow even though he's locked up again?

You know what? Forget what everyone else thinks. It's what you do that matters, Cas. Maybe you're not so great with the speeches, but you've got a good heart. If they can't see that then their opinions were never all that important anyway.

What do you need? What don't you have? What can I do to help?

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2014-02-22 09:57 am UTC (link)
	Yes, they are forgetting because Crowley is now in charge and him they trust. They trust him to keep Lucifer from being a concern. My intentions won't help me. I... can't even help Sam. This... it's big and- I need more power than Raphael has. I need to command loyalty. ~~I need to give up all of this~~ You- I don't know. Tonight I don't know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_the_kenzi392
2014-02-22 10:07 am UTC (link)

They only trust him because they know him better. Don't undersell yourself, Cas. You're a great guy.

Sam is currently not Sam. He is an empty version of Sam that we should actually call Jackass or I, Robot until regular Sam comes back. And you know what? It's kind of hard to help someone who doesn't want to be helped.

Okay. How do you, uh, command loyalty?

When you do, then. Tell me. Whatever it is, I've got your back.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ofthursdays 2014-02-22 10:11 am UTC (link)
	I'm not politician. It's not I,Robot I'm trying to help. It's... Sam. You... deserve it. With consistence and a worthwhile mission. Or... you buy it. Threaten for it. Fuck for it for all I know. Kenzi... I don't want you hurt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)