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winchester, sam. (ex_demonbloo908) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2013-09-18 22:14:00

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annabelle, claudia donovan, clint romanoff/hawkeye, dean winchester, ellen harvelle, emma swan, endeavour morse, harry lockhart, kat warbler, lois lane, meg masters, raven, rogue, ruby winchester, sam winchester

Filtered against Lucifer.
~~Okay, Ruby, here we g~~

How many of you all actually know how we got here? To the Apocalypse and everything? I think it might be a good idea to make sure everyone knows everything in case Lucifer decides to use it all against us at some point.

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	bornofevilsfire 2013-09-18 10:19 pm UTC (link)
	I personally have no idea. It wasn't in any of the books I absorbed. [I FEEL THIS IS THE BEST PERSON OF MINE FOR THIS OKAY?] (Reply to this) (Thread)

ex_demonbloo908
2013-09-19 12:08 am UTC (link)

It wouldn't be. Lucifer only got out of his cage recently and there aren't too many writers out there who have enough details on what happened to make a book out of it.

It started a long time ago. Back before any of us were even...well. Before some of us were even born. There was a demon named Azazel who was a Lucifer loyalist to the extreme, dedicated to following through with freeing him from his cage at any cost. So he went around making deals, setting people up so that he'd be able to have access to their infant children at a certain date and time. ~~What he didn't mention was that he'd And then he'd kill - I actually don't need to talk about mom~~ When it was time for him to collect, Azazel went around pouring his blood down each child's throat. I was one of them.

As you can imagine, growing up with demon blood inside of you doesn't exactly make you come up normal. All of us...the, uh, special kids. We had different psychic abilities. They were part of the plan. Azazel pitted us all against each other in fights to the death in order to choose the one most worthy. ~~Andy didn't And I died because I But then~~ I ended up being the last man standing, though I wasn't all too interested in what Azazel had planned for me. I didn't bother taking the time to find out after Dean put him in the ground.

Later, down the road, after a long and drawn out story that I'm not really comfortable getting into ~~because I really do not want to keep talking about people I love dying~~, I ended up at odds with another demon. Her name was Lilith. I wasn't right in the head at the time. I was hellbent on getting revenge on her for something and I was willing to do anything it took to take her down. I don't know if you've met her or not, but back then Ruby was still rooting for hell. She was one of Lucifer's loyalists and she had been assigned to push at the last of Azazel's special kids. So Ruby helped me get where I needed to go. She made me stronger, she taught me how to use my powers, and she led me right to the very spot where Lucifer crawled out of his cage.

You see, Lilith? Her blood was...getting my revenge, doing what I thought I had to do...

I killed her. And her blood...it opened Lucifer's cage. Ruby had set me up right on the lock. And Lilith's blood was the key. Lucifer got out and now we're facing the end of the world.

It was because of me. I want you all to be clear on that. I don't expect anyone here to take to that information or me all that well, but I think it's important that everyone knows before things get worse. I don't know what Lucifer might try to use against us, but it won't be this. Not if everyone here already knows.

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	bornofevilsfire 2013-09-19 12:13 am UTC (link)
	And it would easily be used to turn people against you and Ruby if they don't know. Got it. [Apocalypse Starter? What's your name?] But I get it. Sort of. Destiny. Bringing the apocalypse. That sort of thing I mean. The wanting to fix it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2013-09-19 12:16 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. That's why I need everyone to know. (Filtered) It's Sam. Who are you? You get bringing about the end of the world? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	bornofevilsfire 2013-09-19 12:18 am UTC (link)
	Makes sense. [Sam] Raven. I do. Half demon, my destiny was to become a portal to allow my father, Trigon, to come to Earth and take over, to kill all things mortal. I know it's considered fictional here and people can just look it up. But only people from home know from me. But I get it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Raven/Sam ex_demonbloo908 2013-09-19 12:28 am UTC (link)
	Your father is our version of the Devil? That's...uh, wow. How do you deal with something like that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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bornofevilsfire
2013-09-19 12:32 am UTC (link)

From what I have read, yes, that would be accurate.

I ran. Tried to focus on pacifism. When I felt his power, I ran to Jump City, where I determined to do as much good and helping of people I could before the inevitable. Prayed that it wouldn't come to be. It did. Before I showed up here. But I gave my friends power to hopefully be able to fight him, defeat him. If there was chance, it's with them.

I didn't tell them. Not until it was obvious something was happening and I couldn't run anymore. I live with my destiny every day, all I do is try to find a way to balance it. To help. Home. Here.

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	Raven/Sam ex_demonbloo908 2013-09-19 12:37 am UTC (link)
	I know that feeling. I know that I have to do whatever it takes to put Lucifer back where he belongs. This is on me, you know? Every drop of blood that gets spilled, every life that ends up in the dirt...it's on me. Do you know what happened? Back home? Did they stop him? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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bornofevilsfire
2013-09-19 12:40 am UTC (link)

People will say it's not and maybe in some way they're right. But it won't take the feeling away. All you can do is find a way to make peace with yourself, no matter how difficult it is.

I could look it up, I know I could.. I just... haven't. ~~I'm scared~~ But Nightwing... Dick... he is a version of Robin and he seems to have survived it, so that has to be a sign that they do? At least his version of our life?

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	withgunsdrawn 2013-09-19 12:31 am UTC (link)
	Hey, bitch, don't take all the credit. Last seal couldn't break if the first one never did. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2013-09-19 12:33 am UTC (link)
	The first seal wasn't your fault. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	withgunsdrawn 2013-09-19 12:35 am UTC (link)
	Pretty sure it was, Sam. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2013-09-19 12:37 am UTC (link)
	You weren't yourself. And you never would've been down there in the first place if it wasn't for... It wasn't your fault, Dean. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	withgunsdrawn 2013-09-19 12:41 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I was. As much as you were yourself with the Lilith thing, anyway. You couldn't have stopped it, Sam, and it wasn't like it was your idea. ~~If we blame anyone, it's the demons. Or D~~ I knew what I was getting into. Maybe not the seal part, but the rest of it, I did. Stop trying to take all the blame, Sam. This mess isn't all on you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2013-09-19 12:46 am UTC (link)
	Really? You don't think there's a huge difference between someone who's pissed off and someone who's been tortured out of their mind? No one asked you to get into it. ~~If you had left me where I was, I wouldn't have None of this would have ever You'd be oka~~ ~~Yeah, it~~ We need to stop it. No matter what the cost. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	withgunsdrawn 2013-09-19 12:51 am UTC (link)
	You weren't just pissed off, Sam. Hell of a lot more than just 'pissed off'. No one had to. You were dead, and I was selfish. ~~Still am. I don't know if I'd do it different, if I knew what~~ Yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	frostandsnow 2013-09-19 02:41 am UTC (link)
	And who told you they could help you save your brother. We're all to blame for that one (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2013-09-19 07:31 am UTC (link)
	You know, most people would be happy to let me shoulder the blame. You two are such freaks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	frostandsnow 2013-09-19 07:35 am UTC (link)
	You're not taking all the blame for this. You should know better by now (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2013-09-19 07:42 am UTC (link)
	It's mine to take, Ruby. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	frostandsnow 2013-09-19 07:44 am UTC (link)
	Oh is it? All of it? Right from the start, I told Dean he could save you. I told him he could save himself from the pit, then I spent that summer, you remember that summer, twisting you so completely you were barely yourself anymore. Don't you tell me I didn't have a hand in this. I practically walked you to Illchester myself. I would have. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	knocknockclauds 2013-09-19 11:28 am UTC (link)
	Except a good majority of it wasn't even in your control anyway. So no. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	knocknockclauds 2013-09-19 11:25 am UTC (link)
	What rock have you been hiding under? Take a look around at the displaced population. Not too many of us would be letting people they care about shoulder anything entirely on their own and you know that. But simultaneously, none of us want anyone else to take the blame because we'd rather put it on ourselves. We're giant hypocrites up in this town. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ex_demonbloo908 2013-09-19 09:40 pm UTC (link)
	Then I'm sticking with my original statement. You guys are all freaks. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	knocknockclauds 2013-09-20 03:13 am UTC (link)
	We love you too, Sam. We love you too. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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