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Ginger: the "It's okay to be gay" Campaign Leader (onefiercebitch) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2013-07-01 07:07:00

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amy peterson, caroline forbes, charley brewster, ginger, jacen solo, kat warbler, loki, zatanna zatara

No evil or Peter V.
I don't want to do this any more. Can't somebody just make me forget it ever happened? I'm useless like this. Especially for him.

(ETA) [Loki]
Can you do it, without the repercussions Zatanna was talking about? Or help with the dreams at least?

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zee_magician
2013-07-01 12:15 am UTC (link)

You'd be in the dark. But you wouldn't realize at first that you were in the dark. You'd start suspecting it. Then you'd wonder why you feel like that, and if everyone around you knows something that you don't know. If they're keeping things from you. You start losing your trust in them, wondering if they did something to make you lose that memory. And things are never the same again, no matter how badly you might want them to be.

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	onefiercebitch 2013-07-01 12:17 am UTC (link)
	So the memory would be gone, but I'd still feel the way I do? Just without knowing why? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zee_magician 2013-07-01 12:18 am UTC (link)
	Basically, yes. Memories are imprinted so deeply in our minds that they can't ever be completely erased. Not really. But the feelings that those memories are attached to are still there. It's a horrible situation. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onefiercebitch 2013-07-01 12:20 am UTC (link)
	That sounds worse. How do I make it stop? And please don't tell me time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zee_magician 2013-07-01 12:23 am UTC (link)
	It is. I wish I had another answer for you. But honestly, it's better to face things head on instead of trying to hide from then. I know that's easier said than done. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onefiercebitch 2013-07-01 12:34 am UTC (link)
	What if you can't? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zee_magician 2013-07-01 12:38 am UTC (link)
	People are generally a lot stronger than they think they are. Is there a reason you don't think you can face it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onefiercebitch 2013-07-01 12:41 am UTC (link)
	The things he said. I wonder if he actually feels that way. He'd never say it. Never admit it if he did. But the monster didn't care. So it said it for him. I just... if he really thinks that... I don't... I can't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	zee_magician 2013-07-01 12:46 am UTC (link)
	I'm no expert on vampires by any means, and I don't know Peter very well. But...I think that in his case, it turned him into a totally different person. Whatever things that he said or did, I sincerely believe he regrets everything that happened, which...to me at least...suggests he didn't mean them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	onefiercebitch 2013-07-01 12:51 am UTC (link)
	Maybe. I hope so. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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