|Claudia Donovan (knocknockclauds) wrote in wariscomingcom,|
@ 2013-06-22 04:25:00
|Entry tags:||claudia donovan, elena gilbert, hatter, helena g. wells, lois lane, myka bering, peter vincent, rose tyler|
Can we have a break now? That'd be nice.
I hate this. All of it. everything. The seal. The bullshit we deal with here. Artifacts don't wreck things as badly as the seal, and I never thought I'd ever, EVER say that.
I heard about Katherine.
She was kinda crazy and all but I know you were friends with her. I'm sorry.
Have you seen him? I want to but...I don't know...
I'm still sort of dealing with Artie and
So, given recent seal drop offs and pickups... you wanna a girls night of drinks and no talking about bullshit?
Hey, how are y
No that's stupid, I know how you a
I know things are still
So you're probably not even gonna see this for awhi
No, Claudia, don't frakking remind him that he's gonna be in this for a long ti
I tried this like a hundred times last night and everything I said felt wro
I don't think there IS a right way to
This is probably the part where I should give some epic speech and try to make you feel better. But I know better. Nothing is going to make it okay. Nothing takes it away. The thoughts. The memories. The...everything. You can't sleep because every time you close your eyes, there's all this stuff flooding your head, images you just want to block out but won't go away. You wanna claw your eyes out just to make it all go away, but it just won't stop.
But you know what does? Time. And...acceptance. I'm not saying now, just...eventually. You have to accept what happened. And you have to accept that, yeah, you fucked up, but you also weren't you. You never would have done and said those things. Ever. And you have to know that, Peter. You have to know, acknowledge, accept, you aren't the monster you feel like you are right now.
I know you aren't even remotely ready for it right now, but when you are? I'm here for you.
I love you.
I forgive you.