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Tweak says, "Never let go!"

Tahiri Veila knows the price of pain (hrosha_gul) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2013-03-05 23:39:00

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elena gilbert, jaina solo, lois lane, mara jade skywalker, tahiri veila, tenel ka djo solo

[Filtered away from evil, Maleficent, Jacen and Anakin]

I think I have a problem.

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	Elena hrosha_gul 2013-03-06 12:23 am UTC (link)
	He can't accept that I'm not the girl he used to know. A lot changed, and it's not as simple as me becoming a Sith. Wars happened. Wars and time and death and that teenage girl he used to know died a long time ago. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Tahiri

naturaldisaster
2013-03-06 12:32 am UTC (link)

Yeah, I basically told him as much a couple weeks ago and he just... stopped responding about that. I mean, I get it, I get his concerns about things here and what it means, what was it worth if that was the outcome... but... I told him it's not healthy to do that, for either of you.

Maybe now that you two fought, it will sink in more. I mean, I'm still going to poke at him about it because not healthy or fair to anyone involved. And it will take time, but he obviously can't keep avoiding it, either.

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	Elena hrosha_gul 2013-03-06 12:37 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry, he shouldn't be taking these things out on you. I want him to be able to move on too. To have a life. He can't ever understand why I made my choices but I still want to see him happy. Alive. Because that's how things were meant to be for him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Tahiri naturaldisaster 2013-03-06 12:42 am UTC (link)
	Not the worst I've dealt with. Not fair and it's frustrating, but on my list of things that I deal with, eh, I'll take it. And throw all the logic people throw at me at him when it's relevant. I can be very annoying and persistent when I have to be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Elena hrosha_gul 2013-03-06 12:45 am UTC (link)
	It seems he needs a lot of annoying and persistent. I'm glad you're there for him, by the way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Tahiri naturaldisaster 2013-03-06 12:50 am UTC (link)
	I'm fairly certain that can be said about a lot of people. Or... I'm just really good at being close to those types of people. Either way. Really? I mean... I wouldn't change it and I know I'd feel the same if Stefan found someone, I guess I wasn't expecting that, though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Elena

hrosha_gul
2013-03-06 12:54 am UTC (link)

You possibly have a type.

I love him. I will always love him and everything he was to me. But even aside from the fact that I am now ten years older than him, I'm not her any more. And he doesn't love this me. He doesn't even like this me. And this me isn't the one who had the head over heels first love with him.

So given that there is no chance for me and him now, that there can't be, I want him to be happy, to have a life, to have all the chances taken away from him. And you seem like a great person.

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	Tahiri naturaldisaster 2013-03-06 01:00 am UTC (link)
	It's a very real possibility. In many ways, apparently. That's something I definitely understand. The not being who you were before, that is. The life changing and no one seeming able to accept it. But.. thank you. Sometimes it's hard to see that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Elena hrosha_gul 2013-03-06 09:40 am UTC (link)
	Friends as well as partners? Stefan, I'm assuming? He wants you to be whoever you were before. I'm guessing, since you mentioned that name. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Tahiri

naturaldisaster
2013-03-06 03:59 pm UTC (link)

Pretty much. I may have been nicknamed the savior of the cursed and damned because I give chances where no one else will and am stubborn in it. ~~But it's not like I can save myself so~~

He's one of them. Hasn't really talked to me since I told him to move on. But it tends to be in general. I'm seen as one way, how people want to, and they ignore the parts they don't want to see or acknowledge. It's tiring.

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	Elena hrosha_gul 2013-03-06 05:23 pm UTC (link)
	That could get you hurt some times. People see you as fragile? As someone who needs to be protected all the time and can't stand up for themselves and make her own choices? Just wondering because I can really really relate if that's the case. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Tahiri

naturaldisaster
2013-03-06 05:36 pm UTC (link)

It could and I know that. But I can't let the fear of being hurt stop me from doing what I think is right, either. Sometimes people just need a chance. I know it's not for everyone, and I can see that, but... well, I still will help if I think I can.

Pretty much so. Back in Mystic Falls. Here. Things aren't focused on me here but I still get the same reaction, because I'm the 'normal' one, no powers, just human. Can't be protected by magical means because of blood. It's a blast, really.

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	Elena hrosha_gul 2013-03-06 07:05 pm UTC (link)
	You are a very optimistic person. It's strange. Why can't you be protected by magic? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Tahiri

naturaldisaster
2013-03-06 08:42 pm UTC (link)

Sometimes optimisim is the only thing that keeps me going.

I don't really know the exact details. Its basically a technicality. Because I'm the Petrova Doppleganger, I fall under my world's classification of a supernatural being as it was the blood of Tatiana Petrova which created the Original vampires, so while I'm human, my blood apparently has supernatural properties. So it negates any protective magic that has been attempted on me.

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	Elena hrosha_gul 2013-03-06 10:54 pm UTC (link)
	hold onto it then, for as long as you can. That has to be difficult to live with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Tahiri naturaldisaster 2013-03-06 11:28 pm UTC (link)
	I plan to. ~~The alternative is~~ It is, but I make due. It would be one thing if it just affected me, that would be easier. But it doesn't so we get to where I'm constantly "protected" for "my own good". (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Elena hrosha_gul 2013-03-07 12:33 am UTC (link)
	Normally my recommendation would be to do something like shoot the people trying to protect you. Not fatally, I mean. In the leg or something. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Tahiri naturaldisaster 2013-03-07 02:48 am UTC (link)
	Shoot them above the kneecap and they can still walk? I understand the concern because I'll do anything to protect my friends and family but....its insulting and ridiculous. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Elena hrosha_gul 2013-03-07 01:49 pm UTC (link)
	I like your thinking. I agree. But try telling them that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Tahiri naturaldisaster 2013-03-07 05:18 pm UTC (link)
	It never works, but I still do tell them as much. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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