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Gaia is the domina of the House of Lust (allidesire) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2012-07-13 16:32:00

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gaia, hercules

Hercules
I know you probably think I am no better than Moriarty himself right now, and for that you have every right to think so. Apologies for drugging you, but I really needed to get out of here before Moriarty saw fit to take matters into his own hands. I know you would have protected me from him in such a circumstance, but it was my debt to be paid and I wished no harm to come to you in such a way.

I never once hurt anyone ~~directly~~. Truly, you have my deepest apologies for this, and with my debt to him repaid, I am free and have no further involvement in what it is he is doing now.

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	favoriteofzeus 2012-07-14 01:59 am UTC (link)
	He could have killed you Gaia. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	allidesire 2012-07-14 04:24 am UTC (link)
	He would have assuredly killed me had I not done what he wanted of me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	favoriteofzeus 2012-07-14 05:23 am UTC (link)
	And he would have had to go through me to do it. How can I ever trust you again Gaia? I vouched for you, put my neck on the line with the others who were calling for your blood for what he wanted you to do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

allidesire
2012-07-14 05:59 am UTC (link)

And what choice did I truly have? Strength can only get you so far, Hercules. What use is such a force against guns? Against explosive devices? I did not wish you to be hurt in any way, not on my account.

My deepest apologies, Hercules. But I know you would not have let me leave, or even go alone, and then he would have killed us both as though Jupiter himself hurled a thunderbolt upon us.

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	favoriteofzeus 2012-07-14 06:14 am UTC (link)
	You could have asked the others for help. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	allidesire 2012-07-14 06:30 am UTC (link)
	And they would have rendered it so willingly after my attempt to repay my debt earlier in the day had failed? Forgive my doubt on the matter. I believe they would have rather made me answer for what I did than to help me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	favoriteofzeus 2012-07-14 06:35 am UTC (link)
	You could have asked them before doing such a thing. What's done is done though. No doubt you realize you'll have to regain my trust. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	allidesire 2012-07-14 06:47 am UTC (link)
	I do realize that. We all make mistakes, and I learn from mine. It is not something that will transpire again, and I will do whatever it takes to regain your trust. I do value your friendship, regardless of what you may think of me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	favoriteofzeus 2012-07-14 07:08 am UTC (link)
	I think you got in over your head. But mistakes are a part of being human. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	allidesire 2012-07-14 07:17 am UTC (link)
	I did fall in too deep. When I made the deal with him originally, I was unaware of what I was getting in to. Had I known the kind of man he truly was, I never would have entered into the deal with him in the first place. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	favoriteofzeus 2012-07-14 07:21 am UTC (link)
	I know Gaia. But I can't promise that everyone will be as understanding as I am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	allidesire 2012-07-14 07:47 am UTC (link)
	That is the truth. I am well aware most people are not understanding, and I know when to not push for trust again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	favoriteofzeus 2012-07-14 07:57 am UTC (link)
	Just let me know if you need anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	allidesire 2012-07-14 08:00 am UTC (link)
	I shall. Again, my apologies for what I did to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	favoriteofzeus 2012-07-14 08:11 am UTC (link)
	Just...don't do it again? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	allidesire 2012-07-14 08:45 am UTC (link)
	I have no intention of repeating such events. Even that was out of my character to do. (Reply to this) (Parent)