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Roger Davis doesn't pay rent ([info]glorifiedsong) wrote in [info]wariscomingcom,
@ 2011-06-07 10:43:00

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Entry tags:epiphany greaves

filtered against the bad
I don't want to die, betrayed by my own body.


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[info]mydocumentary
2011-06-07 05:49 pm UTC (link)
You weren't betrayed by your body as much as you were those damned drugs.

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[info]glorifiedsong
2011-06-07 06:00 pm UTC (link)
No. It's my body. Because not everyone who does that shit gets fucked over. But I guess I deserve it, right? I was an idiot. Let April convince me it was okay. Look where it got her. Got me.

But Angel didn't deserve it. Collins doesn't deserve it. Yet Angel's gone and Collins will be and I'll be next. Because my body gave me the big fuck you. I don't want this, Mark and nothing I do will make it better. I'm going to die and you'll be alone and that's not okay.

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[info]mydocumentary
2011-06-07 06:07 pm UTC (link)
No one deserves it, you know better. Come on, don't let those months with Life Support go to waste now. I've been doing a lot of reading and the advancements these days are amazing. Maybe thats wh you're here. To have more time, to live. And if you go and give up now, where would the point be? Fight, dammit, or you really will have left me alone.

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[info]glorifiedsong
2011-06-07 06:11 pm UTC (link)
Saying I don't want to die and giving up are two different things, Mark. I'm tired of fighting but that doesn't mean I'm going to stop. Do you really think that lowly of me?

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[info]mydocumentary
2011-06-07 06:16 pm UTC (link)
If I did would I be saying that you don't deserve this? Or would I be begging you to keep going and to drop the defeatist attitude? Not likely.

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[info]glorifiedsong
2011-06-07 10:50 pm UTC (link)
I don't know. I'm trying. I really am. But that doesn't make it any less true that I don't want this.

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[info]mydocumentary
2011-06-08 01:03 am UTC (link)
I'd be a bit more worried about you if you did.

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