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salvatorescrow (salvatorescrow) wrote in wariscomingcom,
@ 2011-06-07 00:57:00

Entry tags:

damon salvatore, epiphany greaves, nathan young, santana lopez

I don't know why I'm not having loads of sex with Epiphany.

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	iamnotyourwhore 2011-06-07 05:06 am UTC (link)
	It's because I'm having loads of sex with Epiphany. You mad? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	youngalchemist 2011-06-07 05:16 am UTC (link)
	Luckily, I like boffing you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	iamnotyourwhore 2011-06-07 05:17 am UTC (link)
	I know you do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngalchemist 2011-06-07 05:21 am UTC (link)
	Prat. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	youngalchemist 2011-06-07 05:08 am UTC (link)
	I don't know why either. You're hot and it's not like I'm taken. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	iamnotyourwhore 2011-06-07 05:18 am UTC (link)
	You could be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngalchemist 2011-06-07 05:23 am UTC (link)
	Oh yeah? By who? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	iamnotyourwhore 2011-06-07 06:24 am UTC (link)
	Me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngalchemist 2011-06-07 06:34 am UTC (link)
	You'd want to be exclusive and everything? No bringing other birds or blokes back to our flats for a roll in the sack? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	iamnotyourwhore 2011-06-07 07:07 am UTC (link)
	Why not? You have blue hair. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngalchemist 2011-06-07 07:09 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I do. Is that the only reason though? My hair and sex? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	iamnotyourwhore 2011-06-07 10:02 am UTC (link)
	Your smile. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngalchemist 2011-06-07 10:13 am UTC (link)
	You're being cute again. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	overthebra 2011-06-07 08:26 am UTC (link)
	She's a hobag and you have some taste? (Reply to this) (Thread)

youngalchemist
2011-06-07 09:12 am UTC (link)

So how come you're still going with this then? I mean, I boffed him once, and that was months ago. Believe it or not, the reason I didn't go for it again was because you were so clearly upset by it and I didn't want to fuck anything up for you two any worse, even though you still can't admit you're head over heels for the bastard.

I'm not going for him again. Partly cause I want this whole Lets Bash Epiphany Relentlessly thing to come to an end, and partly because I'm apparently taken now.

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	overthebra 2011-06-07 09:16 am UTC (link)
	No one calls you a bitch or a whore even though you sleep around. You walk around being a whore and no one ever says anything about you. I bet its always been that way. You act like its out of the goodness of your heart you only slept with Puck once and you could get him again if you wanted. And yeah you probably could. Thats why I hate you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sandbags 2011-06-07 09:26 am UTC (link)
	Tune down on the drama. Your desperation is showing. What did I tell you? All of it. (Reply to this) (Parent)

youngalchemist
2011-06-07 09:27 am UTC (link)

You want to know why? Because I'm honest about myself. I don't try to hide shit or make excuses. I fuck up, yeah, but then I admit it and accept it and whatever I have to do. And I don't walk around acting like I'm better than everyone else because I sure as fuck know I'm not.

Look, it's not like I'm positive I could have dragged him back to bed again or anything, cause I'm not. But I didn't even try to. You were threatening to not let him see his kid any more if he saw me again so I left it at that. There's no fucking way I'm telling anyone to pick between me or their fucking kid.

Look, you don't have to worry about me trying to snag him again. I'm good. Did that once, don't need to go back. Got someone of my own now and everything. (And for the record, I've only slept with one bloke in the past few months, we've got much worse running around.) Now you just have to fess up to him that you are good and into him.

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	overthebra 2011-06-07 09:58 am UTC (link)
	I don't understand how you can be so casual about mistakes like that. You don't know a damn thing about me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngalchemist 2011-06-07 10:14 am UTC (link)
	It's not like every mistake I make is easy to brush off. Some of them take work to accept, but at least I fess up to who I am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	overthebra 2011-06-07 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	But why don't you want to change. Start again. I don't understand (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngalchemist 2011-06-08 12:12 am UTC (link)
	Because the shit I've done and I've screwed up is what made me who I am now. That's why I don't want to get any do-overs or change or what the fuck ever. It was all a part of making me, well, me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	overthebra 2011-06-08 12:13 am UTC (link)
	Yeah well, you're wrong. Its better to make yourself a better person. Change what you need to (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

youngalchemist
2011-06-08 01:22 am UTC (link)

No, it's to deny the fact that you're not fucking perfect. I don't need to run around pretending I've done nothing wrong. I screw up often, I know that. But you know what? Since I'm not the sort of person that goes around belittling people and trying to make their lives hell for the shit of it most of the time--unless they're truly deserving, as in flat out evil, wants to kill/end the world/whatever--and I actually try to give people a hand when I can I figure that it balances out to make me still pretty much a good person. I just happen to be a good person that likes the booze and sex.

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	overthebra 2011-06-08 02:01 pm UTC (link)
	I don't want to make peoples lives hell or belittle them. I just don't understand how you can be a good person and still sleep around and drink all the time. That's not right, thats not how its supposed to be. I know how its supposed to be. I was raised knowing. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	iamnotyourwhore 2011-06-07 09:14 am UTC (link)
	Excuse you, she's my hobag. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	overthebra 2011-06-07 09:18 am UTC (link)
	Of course she is (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	iamnotyourwhore 2011-06-07 09:47 am UTC (link)
	I bet your boy liked her better in bed than he'll ever like you. :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	overthebra 2011-06-07 10:05 pm UTC (link)
	Shut the hell up (Reply to this) (Parent)

	youngalchemist 2011-06-07 09:29 am UTC (link)
	Damn right I am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	iamnotyourwhore 2011-06-07 09:49 am UTC (link)
	Getting you to agree to be my slut was too easy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngalchemist 2011-06-07 09:50 am UTC (link)
	I'm going to go with "girlfriend." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	iamnotyourwhore 2011-06-07 10:02 am UTC (link)
	Same difference. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngalchemist 2011-06-07 10:15 am UTC (link)
	Not really. I'm going to expect shit like dates now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	salvatorescrow 2011-06-08 05:16 am UTC (link)
	Did I just pull some kind of unintentional cupid thing? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	youngalchemist 2011-06-08 05:19 am UTC (link)
	I'm not sure. It was probably either that, this whole truth bullshit, or something that was bound to happen anyway. Or all of the above. But at least now you know why you aren't shagging me all the time. Now you've missed the opportunity. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	naturaldisaster 2011-06-07 04:16 pm UTC (link)
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	salvatorescrow 2011-06-07 09:13 pm UTC (link)
	I still want you, of course. You're the one I love. I love you more than I ever thought I could. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

naturaldisaster
2011-06-07 09:20 pm UTC (link)

But you'd still have sex with someone else? It doesn't work that way. And I know I'm not forthcoming with my feelings because I don't want to be Katherine and I can't help but feel that by admitting that I care about you and am falling in love with you makes me like her in more than looks. I can't do that, Damon. I can't be her.

I don't want Stefan to show up but I'm terrified he will and I can't. I don't know. I don't know why I'm saying all of this.

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	salvatorescrow 2011-06-07 10:42 pm UTC (link)
	If I thought we could be together it would only be you. You're not Katherine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

naturaldisaster
2011-06-07 10:47 pm UTC (link)

I want us to be together but I'm still scared. You say I'm not Katherine, but what if you change your mind? What if Stefan shows up? I don't want to hurt either of you and just because when I came here I wasn't with him doesn't mean the same would be for him and then I would be Katherine.

I don't know what to do. I don't know how to fix anything that's going on. I'm scared.

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	salvatorescrow 2011-06-07 11:00 pm UTC (link)
	Stefan's arrival isn't going to change anything. I loved you for some time before you came to Lawrence. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	naturaldisaster 2011-06-07 11:05 pm UTC (link)
	I wouldn't know what to do if he showed up. I wouldn't be able to handle that. To handle being compared to Katherine. And that's why I'm afraid to tell you how I feel, to see what could happen. Or. I would be but I can't seem to stop myself right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	salvatorescrow 2011-06-07 11:21 pm UTC (link)
	Katherine is cruel, calculating. It was more of an infatuation on my part, not love. She certainly never loved me. You're something entirely different, Elena. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	naturaldisaster 2011-06-07 11:29 pm UTC (link)
	I'm still worried Stefan or Katherine will show up and the drama that would bring. But I'm also tired of lying to you and myself about what I feel. I just wish I knew what to do. (Reply to this) (Parent)