John Watson internationally smuggles tea (![]() ![]() @ 2013-11-22 22:57:00 |
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Entry tags: | john watson |
Who:John Watson and Khaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnn
What:John enjoys his hospital drugs a bit too much and thinks Khan is Sherlock again.
When:Tonight
Where:Hospital!
Warnings:idk~
Every beep of the machine he was hooked to was a reminder that his best friend was dead. A constant reminder. Every breath he took, every move he made, like that horrible song was just another reminder of Sherlock Holmes. He wasn't sure what to take from it. Did it make him less or more important as a person? Did it make him anything noteworthy at all? He didn't know and he was angry. No, that was also incorrect. He was just tired. Emotionally flattened. There was nothing left, no light that touched his eyes or wrinkle to his lips. Nothing but exhaustion. Mentally and physically just exhaustion.
He had barely moved when Martha showed. He knew it was her, he knew Simon had been there also-various faces he recognized, none of which he registered any form of speech from him. His vital signs were stable, so clearly that wasn't the problem. He just didn't react beyond the appropriate movements necessary to get through various doctor testings and show he wasn't entirely a vegetable. He could see stars outside the window but he didn't know what time it was. He'd stopped paying attention after a while. He was hurt but not even pain seemed to case a reaction from him. He didn't complain, or ask for anything. He just existed. He was alive, but that was all.
The hospital drugs kept things like dreams and nightmares at bay. There was nothing but blackness, and he wasn't entirely sure he should have been comforted by it, but in the smallest sense he was. He could close his eyes and not see Moriarty's face for once in his life. Or Sherlock, or Molly. None of them existed in his drugged little world. It was empty and he was alone, probably for the first time in his life thoughts of Sherlock didn't haunt him.
His eyes remained open, but he didn't give any indication he was awake.