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Tahiri Veila knows the price of pain (hrosha_gul) wrote in wariscoming,
@ 2013-08-08 19:28:00

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jacen solo, tahiri veila

WHO: Tahiri Veila and Jacen Solo
WHAT: There are feels. Because it's them and it's always complicated.
WHEN: This morning.
WHERE: Their place.
RATING: TBD, but they're ex-Sith.
STATUS: In Progress.

Tahiri's hair was still wet from her shower as she sat cross-legged on the floor, breathing deeply, letting her mind and body relax. It was her regular routine now, going out for her morning run, coming back to shower and then to meditate, stretching her mental focus out and honing her skills as a.... Force user. Neither Jedi nor Sith. Both. Maybe.

There had been a lot on her mind over the past couple of weeks, troubled thoughts that refused to leave even as she tried to understand them. The fights Anakin had had with both her and Jacen, just before he was taken away. It had hurt, so deeply, more harshly than she had admitted out loud to anyone, even Jacen. Anakin had been, and always would be, her first love, that deep passion that hadn't truly died with him. And Tahiri wished he could have accepted her now. The woman she had become. She refused to apologize for the choices she had made. Yes, there had been mistakes, but she had also been strong, had done good for the galaxy. To see Jedi as good and Sith as evil was so narrow minded. Maybe it had been a foolish, childish dream to have Anakin accept her, but he hadn't and then he had been taken, away to die again. And all Tahiri felt able to do was cling to Jacen, to submit to him and surrender any feeling of control, let him make all the decisions for a few days.

And then there had been the conversation with Caroline. And that had haunted her since it happened, making her question so much, even look more deeply at her own relationship, for lack of a better word, with Jacen. She had been able to read the post because, as Caroline had put it, she had had feelings for someone who had done horrific things. Tahiri had never felt a need to define what she and Jacen were; it was not dating, not being a 'couple' as this world might think of it, nor was it as simple as Master and Apprentice any more. To call them 'friends with benefits' just cheapened it all. Tahiri needed what they were, craved it, but at times still felt like his dirty secret, the mistress no one wanted to talk about. And it could be.... lonely.

She suppressed a groan of frustration but came out of the meditation, barely able to settle in to the trance at all. Brushing some strands of wet hair from her eyes, she uncurled her legs, preparing to stand up and move from the living room to the kitchen. Coffee. She required coffee.

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jeditraitor
2013-09-02 05:07 pm UTC (link)

Her teasing got the reaction she probably expected it would. Jacen just letting the sensations overtake him. Every nip, every bite driving him crazy and of course he knew Tahiri loved every second of it which only heightened what this was doing to him. Not to mention her own enjoyment radiated through the Force. That was something few others could understand.

And then of course all functional thoughts left his mind.

Every instinct he had was telling him to move, to grab her head, make this go at his pace, make the kriffing teasing stop, but of course that was part of it wasn't it? That was what she wanted and that was what he'd give her. The eventual payoff would of course be well worth it.

He didn't move, he didn't speak. Just reinforced the bond they shared through the Force.

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hrosha_gul
2013-09-02 06:18 pm UTC (link)

She was impressed he managed to stay where he was, feeling as she could how much restraint he was having to use. But she had every intention of making the result worth it. The longer she teased him, the greater the reaction, and she kept her gaze locked on his face, watching every look in his eyes.

So she did take her time, alternating between flicking her tongue and sucking with just the right amount of pressure, taking him as deeply into her mouth as she could, with a faint groan of pleasure from her sending vibrations from her throat to him. Because Force was she getting pleasure from her teasing of him as well, pleasure he could feel as well. The way their bond was, Tahiri could barely tell where her feelings ended and his began. So she was teased as much as he was, and it took so much of her restraint to maintain her control.

After a while she stopped, one last teasing lick before she stood up, with a very smug grin. Still holding his gaze, she slid the last of her clothes off, standing before him completely naked and exposed with no hint of shame or embarrassment. She even stretched her lithe body, showing it off before she slid her hands down again, caressing over her breasts, down past her hips. And further down, her fingers curling to tease herself. Her breath caught and she moaned slightly as she slipped her fingers inside herself. She was standing close enough that Jacen would only have to reach a little to pull her to him, but that was against the rules of this little game, so instead he would just have to watch as she bit her lip, focusing on her own pleasure, a pleasure he would feel through their bond.

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jeditraitor
2013-09-03 03:27 am UTC (link)

Okay that was it, she was evil. Actually evil even by his standards. He watched her, every little movement of her body, every single thing she decided to do to herself with her fingers and it was taking every ounce of willpower he had not to lean forward and grab her, they'd gone too far, she wouldn't stop him now, she so rarely stopped him of course. The Force bond of course would tell her exactly what he wanted, what he craved so desperately but kriff he could feel her too, every little ounce of enjoyment she was taking from her actions.

She would enjoy him more of course, whatever she could do to herself she would enjoy much more what he could do.

He watched, eyes never leaving her, willing her through the bond to give in to him, the teasing was going to drive him crazy and she knew it, and of course she loved it. It was what she wanted after all. "Tahiri" he said simply looking over at her, her Master, her Sith Lord, he had always had every level of control imaginable over her and she had always loved that he had and he wouldn't beg her, he wouldn't.

In times like this she usually begged him. Not the other way around.

But still...

Kriff will you just..." he mumbled, trying to find words

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hrosha_gul
2013-09-03 07:04 am UTC (link)

The way he said her name, the way he seemed to struggle to find words, all signs of victory for Tahiri. And she actually laughed, taking a few more long moments to focus on herself, teasing fingers bringing herself right up to the brink before she made herself stop again. Because delaying gratification for both of them was a serious thrill.

Still, her breathing was heavier and a slight flush had appeared on her skin as she looked at him, letting the seconds tick on as she simply held their connection, her want as great as his.

"Since you asked so nicely." Her voice was practically a purr, and she still took her time moving closer, slowly swinging her leg over his until she was straddling over his lap again, keeping herself still just above him, still not quite giving him what he wanted.

It took all her control to hold herself there, just brushing against him, so tauntingly close, before she leaned forward to kiss him roughly. And then, only then, did she gradually lower herself down, letting him slide inside her inch by teasing inch, so very slowly even as she groaned loudly, because kriff did he feel good.

When he was finally deeply inside her, she grinned at him, rocking her hips just slightly as she clenched around him, her fingers tangling in his hair as she tugged a little. "Better?" Still with the slow movements, even though it was making her tremble a little bit, not wanting to entirely let go just yet.

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jeditraitor
2013-09-03 09:49 am UTC (link)

Finally.

Jacen gasped with pleasure as Tahiri finally gave in. Every moan she made seeming to echo through the Force as he joined her. And of course she had started slow. Building momentum teasing herself as much as she was him. Though Jacen's patience was not infinate and he wanted. He needed her to scream for him.

His hands wrapped in her hair. Pushing free of the force hold and pulling it back. Oh she was still in control she could take it back if she wanted.

If.

He met her gaze. Fingers entangled still and allowed himself a lazy smile at how flushed she was getting. He said nothing, mearly moved to meet her with every movement. Maintaining the slow pace his hand still wrapped in her hair. A little bit of pain.

As she liked it.

"...don't you crave it?" he asked softly. Hot breath in her ear as their bodys entwined. "My apprentice"

Another tug at her hair and Jacen waited. The next move was hers.

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hrosha_gul
2013-09-03 11:57 am UTC (link)

Technically, the way he pushed free of the Force hold, pulled at her hair was against the rules, but the sharp sensation of pleasure made her not care for a moment. Because it was those ways of touching her that made Jacen just so damn good at making her scream and cling to him.

So she didn't tug his hands away, let him do that much at least, those tugs that made her gasp and thrust harder against him. But she did become rougher with him, pulling his hair hard enough to lean his head back. "You know I do," she smirked, a pause before adding the words she knew he wanted to hear. "My Lord."

With that she leaned forward, roughly biting the side his neck and speeding up the movement of her hips more, pushing against him with more force as her muscles clenched around him, only slowing down when she sensed either of them getting too close to the edge. Because she wasn't quite ready for this to be over just yet, and that last bit of control she still had made it clear that he wasn't to finish until she gave permission.

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jeditraitor
2013-09-03 01:49 pm UTC (link)

Jacen was far from who he had been when he'd used that name. But he wouldn't ever deny it still meant something to him, on a level no one but Tahiri would get to see. He was her Lord. And the Dark Side did find its way so easily to the surface when they were like this. She had reacted as he'd imagined she would, playing rougher as he'd broken the rules but betraying herself with every movement she made.

And she had her control back, slowing every time it seemed like perhaps they were close to the edge. Prolonging the whole thing and Jacen didn't mind one bit. It was an exquisite torture and she knew exactly how to do that to him.

He'd broken her rules and this was her punishment, and so he gave in. Time didn't matter, the only thing he could think, could feel, was her. His apprentice, his Tahiri. He pushed back, stealing kisses, bites whereever he could. He wanted so much more.

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hrosha_gul
2013-09-03 03:17 pm UTC (link)

To the outside world, they were no longer Sith and they kept the Dark Side of themselves under control, and to a large extent it was true. But when they were like this, the two of them stripped back to passion, they could indulge that side of them that still lingered, the darkness and rough hunger, drawing thrills from the heat between them.

Tahiri drew out every moment, shifting and thrusting, teasing them both as her movements became rougher and less controlled, giving in more to need she had. She gripped onto his shoulders, her nails digging into his skin as her teeth left marks on his neck as she finally let go, letting herself finally reach that brink and fall over it and she actually screamed his name as every muscle clenched around him and she climaxed with a fierce intensity that showed through their bond.

And she let him know without words that finally he was free to do as he wanted, to take back the control and take any pleasure he wanted.

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jeditraitor
2013-09-03 04:32 pm UTC (link)

When she finally gave in, it didn't take long for Jacen to follow, screaming things that might have been her name, might have been Vongese, hearing her call his name like that, either name, both. It didn't matter. She had come so far from the little girl he'd known, broken and lost.

He gave as good as he had got, marks along her shoulders, her neck, her back until finally release came after which Jacen took a moment or so to compose himself. Gathering his focus as the unspoken agreement followed. Tahiri was subservient again.

With a burst of energy through the Force he lifted them both and pushed her hard against the wall of the room, wondering if this time they might actually crack the foundations. "My name Tahiri" he said at almost a hiss, the Force pinning her in place as he traced a line with one finger along her face and down around her neck.

He had no objection to her taking control from him now and again but when he had it, when she agreed to it, he was going to take it. It felt oh so right to him.

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hrosha_gul
2013-09-03 05:14 pm UTC (link)

When he pushed at her, she didn't resist, simply wrapping her legs around his waist, arms around his neck, and letting him pin her there, gasping with a strange pleasure at the way the wall felt slammed against her back. They could do this, together, take strength in a way no one else could. No one else would understand.

And he wanted his name. Tahiri let out a slow smile, head tilted back slightly to give him more access to her neck even as she kept her gaze on him.

"Colonel. Darth. Jacen. Caedus. Solo." Each word, title, name was said deliberately. Because he was both. That was what no one else could understand. They tried to force him to be Jacen again, fully Jacen as he had once been and could never be again. They feared the Sith Lord who was no longer completely there either. He was both, someone new. Someone she craved and yes, loved.

There was more to his name though. "Master. Lord." A fierce look in her eyes. "Mine." Her grip tightened on him, arms and legs tugging him closer as she declared it. "And I'm yours. Your Apprentice, your Lieutenant, your partner. Always." She would be by his side, and kriff she did love it when he took control over her like that, and she could just surrender to him completely.

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