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Hino Rei still hates karaoke ([info]fireandpassion) wrote in [info]wariscoming,
@ 2011-12-30 23:33:00

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Entry tags:hino rei/sailor mars, svetlana sergievsky

Who: Rei and OPEN!
What: Attempting to find a place of tranquility in a city she doesn't know.
When: Slightly backdated to late afternoon of Dec. 30th
Where: A church
Rating: TBA depends on who comes!



This whole situation was a little difficult to swallow, but Rei was slowly adjusting. Having been thrown into the middle of a war wasn't bothering her. She was a soldier and was used to fighting. What she was having a harder time adjusting to was the fact she was in America and she was completely out of her element. She'd never really left Tokyo, and on the rare occasion she had, it was to visit a Shinto shrine somewhere in Japan. So to suddenly find herself in America was difficult. Then there was the fact she was able to sense everyone's aura, and it was stifling. There was so much pressing against her mind that it was hard to focus sometimes. It helped that she had her sacred fire, it lessened the burden on her mind. But the room she was in was not Hikawa Shrine any longer. The wards here were different, which should be expected given they were up against a different type of evil. But that wouldn't stop Rei from putting up her own wards and luck charms when she could.

But for now, she needed to get out of the complex and away from some of the more dominant auras around it. Even the good ones were oppressive if she concentrated too long. Inwardly, she wished one of the other priests or priestesses was here to show her some trick to better clear her mind, but none of them had her gift, her heightened sense. This gift had a tendency to be a curse, though. It was the curse of awareness, of always knowing who or what was around her. She could use the sense to track people down, able to pinpoint a location if she focused in on one. However she was not tracking someone now, she was simply searching for a church or a cemetery where she could sit for a while and just focus herself. There was something peaceful about both that she liked. Rei wasn't the type to hang out in cemeteries or even be in one after the sun set, but sometimes she liked to walk through one during the day. In Tokyo, she frequented her mother's grave, taking flowers on the anniversary of her mother's death. Other times she'd simply go there to pray and meditate, able to not feel so alone for a little while.

After clothing herself appropriately for the weather outside, she headed out, glancing at both Minako's and Serenity's doors on her way, not wanting to run into either of them right now. She had no patience for Serenity and no doubt Minako would freak out at her going somewhere alone. Even though she was only fourteen, Rei could take care of herself, and she could sense if danger was going to approach her, so she could never be truly ambushed. Making her way out of the complex, Rei stood on the sidewalk outside, looking up and down the road, wondering which way she should go. It was a little daunting, but she figured no matter which way she went, sooner or later she'd find what she was looking for. Finally deciding on going right, she walked along, keeping her mind as clear as possible. However, she also kept it sharp to sense any approaching threat while she was walking.

Eventually, she came upon a church. She stopped and looked at the sign, taking a few extra moments to translate it into Japanese. A Christian church of some denomination. Even though she wasn't Christian herself, she always found peace in churches, so she walked up to the door, pulled it open and stepped inside. It was quiet inside, no one else around that she could see. She glanced around, taking in the art and architecture. The Western world had a far different viewpoint in both aspects, but she could respect both. She walked up the main aisle, then walked over to a statue to one side of the main altar. She lit a match, then lit a candle before she knelt down, closed her eyes, and began praying. She started going through her prayer and meditation rituals in hopes of them helping her calm down.



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[info]fireandpassion
2012-01-10 05:09 am UTC (link)
As Jelena asked about her bracelet, Rei rolled her sleeve up and explained the meaning behind it. Though bypassing the whole thing of it letting her transform into a superhero because she couldn't divulge that right now. She was learning that people here had abilities of their own, but she wasn't comfortable with just blowing her cover on the subject. After all, there was no reason to tell children about this upon first meeting them. Maybe eventually she would, but not now.

And then when Fayina came over and delivered her threat, Rei's eyes went a bit wide, mostly out of surprise. She nodded a bit in understanding. The priestess obviously had no intention of hurting anyone like that, but she knew better than to just brush off these things from children. Children did take things very seriously sometimes. So once Fayina settled herself without further threat, Rei turned back to Jelena and her bracelet. She smiled at Jelena. "You like it?" Perhaps it would be good for her to be here right now. Children always got Rei to open up the most and to be easy going. And with tea mixed on top of that? She'd be good and relaxed when she went back to her room.

After washing his face, Anatoly headed out of the bedroom, pausing and blinking as he saw the unfamiliar Japanese girl sitting with Jelena and Fayina. He figured Svetlana had met her, and he continued on to the kitchen. "I see you met someone new?" He asked, though he didn't really need to, but it never hurt to have confirmation. Anatoly was also glad to see Svetlana was talking to people, even if the person in question this time was a teenage girl.

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[info]thegirlisme
2012-01-10 05:30 am UTC (link)
Jelena listened in rapt attention as Rei explained the bracelet to her. And she spoke in English terms that the five year old understood which made it better! True she had no idea what Fayina said to the older girl but Fayina was weird like that. She liked to scare people, which wasn't nice but people never seemed to bother her after Fayina spook to them, so she wasn't going to complain. Instead, she nodded enthusiastically at the question about liking the bracelet.

"Ded Moroz made me one for New Years. I had one back home but it got lost." Showing Rei the beginnings of her charm bracelet, Jelena bounced in her chair excitedly as Fayina worked on her homework.

As for Svetlana, she managed to keep from jumping when Anatoly spoke. With her back to the entrance though, it was a good thing. She was getting used to his presence again despite the PTSD, that was definitely good. She was so tired of being jumpy all the time. Oh, he'd know what type of tea she was making for herself but no matter.

"I did. I met her at the church where I lit a candle for Dmitri as the girls had another secret meeting with you."

As she mentioned the secret meeting, Svetlana shot her husband a bemused look. She had no idea what these meetings were about but that wasn't uncommon. The girls could be quite confusing at times. And then she went back to what she was doing with the tea bags.

"I also hear that they kept you from being possessed. Impressive." Smiling faintly, if a bit forced given the day it was and seeing Molokov, the blond finished the tea bags and brought down some cups as the tea kettle whistle blew. This time at least she was aware of herself and surroundings, meaning that she didn't burn herself with the water as she had been doing on and off between being sick, showing up here after being sent to the alternate world and then dealing with the memories. Progress.

Tea bags placed in the cups, Svetlana poured the hot water into them, leaning against the counter as she waited for them to steep.

"Her name is Rei, though. She's friends with the girl you spoke with the other day, Minako."

Strange how they both managed to meet people who knew one another but no matter. This place was like that.

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[info]fireandpassion
2012-01-10 06:12 am UTC (link)
Despite the language barrier, Rei was glad that Jelena understood her. She was doing her best to use words the young girl would know. Of course it also helped that Rei wasn't explaining something like Shinto, which would be far more difficult for her to talk about in English, let alone using English words a five year old would understand. Rei wasn't privy to Russian culture, so she merely assumed Ded Moroz was something like Father Christmas. She smiled and admired the bracelet.

"Oh, it's beautiful!" She congratulated Jelena, admiring the bracelet. "Do you know what other charms you'll put on it yet?" As the girl had mentioned she'd had one like it at home, Rei wondered if she would make this one similar or not. While the senshi was not a girly girl by any stretch of the means, she did like jewelry, especially bracelets. She was also very arts and craftsy, so she could perhaps help Jelena, if she wanted it.

In the kitchen, Anatoly nodded a bit. He was of course still worried about Svetlana, but she had been doing better lately, so he was glad for that. When Svetlana gave him the bemused look, he merely retorted with one of his own.

"What can I say, the girls are devious." Which was putting it lightly. The girls could be rather ruthless when they wanted something, and Anatoly was perfectly aware of what they wanted. They were getting their way considering he was living with them officially now. And he didn't have to sleep on the couch either.

Oh he saw that the smile was a bit forced, but he didn't press it given that he knew what today was. Instead, he merely addressed her statement about the girls. "Ah yes, they did. I was shocked that they were so strong and powerful." He chuckled softly, remembering the ambush well. "Truthfully I just got lost in thought and they decided I was being possessed and attacked." Which he was certain Svetlana all ready knew, but he figured he say as much. He wasn't stupid enough to take the amulet off. He only took it off when she showered, and even then he made sure to put it back on.

Though he quirked a brow when Svetlana mentioned Rei was Minako's friend. Despite her having been Japanese, he wasn't about to assume she knew Minako. "Ah, I see. At least Minako and Rei know each other, that makes things here a little easier." And oh he was worried about Minako. Even if she hadn't been the same age as his sister had been and even if she hadn't been sick, he would've been worried. No teenager should find themselves in a place like this. Granted Minako had said that it was her destiny to protect the world or something to that effect, but still. It only made him worry more to know how much she had in common with his sister.

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[info]thegirlisme
2012-01-10 05:45 pm UTC (link)
At the question, Jelena shook her head.

"No. Not yet.... Brittany took us to see... um...."

"Santa."

"Right! Santa. Her and Tina. And he said he was brothers with Ded Moroz and that is why I have it now and not when it is New Years. Because Ded Moroz was sad that we are not in Russia and wanted us to fit in."

Nodding to prove her point, Jelena swung her feet back and forth on the chair she was sitting on. Tea making always took so long. Or she just had no patience as she was five years old. Either one, really. And Fayina was glaring at her homework because the English was confusing her again.

As for Svetlana, she simply nodded.

"They are very devious. Should I worry about what they're plotting against me?" Oh, the Russian woman had an idea on what they wanted. They'd been pushing her before they had died to let Anatoly move in with them again instead of him just visiting all the time or them going to his apartment two doors down. And even when he started staying over despite Svetlana's insistence that they were fine, they still seemed to know it wasn't official. But it had been for two days, and already Svetlana was slightly more at ease. If he had wanted a chance to leave, wouldn't he have denied the invitation? She was wary to trust him again, but it was happening, whether she liked it or not.

"Well, they are determined when they put their mind to something... I'm not surprised that they were able to catch you off guard." Goodness knew they did that to Svetlana all the time back in Russia while Anatoly was away. It was only fair that he be subjected to their methods. And then the comment about Rei and Minako. Oh, Svetlana had her theories about the two based off her conversation with Rei but she wasn't going to say anything. That would come in due time.

"Yes. It is lucky for them to have people they know." Was Svetlana aware that Anatoly was going to worry about Minako? Of course she was. Given the correlations to his own sister, she would be shocked if he didn't. If he were still solely focused on chess, maybe then it wouldn't be that shocking, but as he was becoming more and more human again, it wasn't. But it did make her think. Think back to her conversation with Rei, how true the words had been about her relationship with Anatoly in the beginning. How it had helped her, opened her up to so much.... He'd been patient with her then and he was patient with her now as she struggled to overcome what had happened three months ago. Maybe it was the season, or maybe there just was hope after all. Whatever the case, where Svetlana had been doubtful they could overcome this latest set back, she was beginning to think they could.

With the tea steeped, the blond went and got Anatoly's cup and handed it him, going on her toes to kiss his cheek.

"Thank you."

It was simple, really. But it meant a lot. Because it wasn't just about the patience in regards to the past three months, to putting up with her seemingly random breaks since people started singing. It went back to him getting her to trust to begin with. For opening up her eyes to what she'd been missing. For helping her. True there was the five years they needed to overcome, but she was seeing the man she had fallen in love with again.

Oh sure, there had been moments when they got caught up in the familiarity of their old life, but that always ended with an awkward silence and tension on Svetlana's part as she tried to put her emotions on hold. This time, it was deliberate. But she also wasn't going to let there be a moment, not a long one as they did have company. With the thanks given, Svetlana went and got the remaining cups of tea and moved to where the girls were, placing the tea in front of Rei.

"I hope you like it. I often make my own loose leaf teas." Sitting down, the blond sipped her tea, contemplative.

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[info]fireandpassion
2012-01-10 10:09 pm UTC (link)
Listening to Jelena explain about Santa and Ded Moroz, Rei nodded in comprehension. It did make sense, and she smiled at Jelena. "I am glad that Ded Moroz wanted you both to fit in." Because in the end, that was good for the girls, trying to fit in in a society that was different from the one they knew. Rei could understand how they felt, she was going through the culture shock, though she was impressed with their ability to speak English.

She glanced over at Fayina, noting the glare she gave her homework. Smiling gently, Rei figured she was ahving trouble with the English. "English can be tricky, can't it?" She figured she'd offer that olive branch, letting the eight year old ask her for help if she wanted. Rei knew better than to offer help to a girl that had just threatened to kick her. But she figured if she could put out the olive branch on the tricky language, Fayina might be less inclined to insight violence against her.

Anatoly merely smiled mysteriously at Svetlana's question. "I don't think you should worry, but you should be something." Because really, worry didn't quite cover it and neither did concern. Besides, Anatoly shouldn't give away what the girls were plotting. "But you know how they can be." Which was as much as he would divulge. God knew if he told Svetlana, the girls would attack him for telling. And that was the last thing he wanted.

"They are definitely tenacious. I shouldn't let my guard down around them. Next time they may say they fought off Lucifer or something." Given how Fayina and Jelena were, it really didn't stretch things too far to think that could be the case. Though it probably would be Anatoly's fault for always telling them stories with dragons and heroes in them. Oh well, he'd deal with it as it came. He'd much rather deal with their fantastic imaginations rather than potential boyfriends. Oh he was dreading their teenage years and when they discovered boys.

Taking the cup of tea, Anatoly was honestly surprised by the kiss. Sure he'd known Svetlana was relaxing a little more recently, but aside from the awkward moments, they hadn't really had something like this in...well, a long time. He blinked, but he smiled.

"You're welcome." The truth was, Svetlana didn't need to thank him. But given their history the past five years, it was perhaps needed to help them reconnect and move forward through things. But this was a definite sign that things were progressing in the right direction. Following Svetlana out of the kitchen, he sipped his tea and looked at Fayina and Jelena. The younger one seemingly making herself comfortable talking to Rei.

"Ah, arigatou. Uh, I mean, thank you." Rei smiled a little awkwardly and took the tea. She sipped it, taking in the taste and aroma. "It is good. I prefer loose leaf teas to pre-made ones." Rei could make her own tea, as she had done often back home. It was usually green tea, or sometimes black tea, but there were times she experimented. She looked up at Anatoly, nodding her head respectfully to him in greeting. He returned it with one of his own and a gentle smile.

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[info]thegirlisme
2012-01-11 06:51 pm UTC (link)
"It was nice..." Jelena's voice trailed off. Despite her general happy demeanor, Jelena knew that it was rare that people could be nice. The kids at school were proof of that. They usually left her alone whenever Fayina interfered but that only lasted a bit. And she knew her sister also had issues with people in her class. But they both knew that their mommy put up with mean people before and didn't get upset so now they didn't want to worry her because she was already upset and they didn't need to add to it. But the moment of sadness over being picked on because she didn't understand English as well as everyone else did passed easily enough. And because they didn't speak in Russian around English speakers unless they were really upset and forgot, the two were doing better with the language than most would think, even if it was hard most of the time.

As for Fayina, she just looked at Rei curiously before nodding some. Well, it was obvious that Rei also didn't speak English normally so that was something for her. She still didn't trust her but Fayina did take after Svetlana in her lack of trust and need to protect so it made sense. But she relaxed slightly with the teenager there. And Jelena liked her. Well, Jelena liked everyone. Even those who were mean to her.

Seeing the look Anatoly shot her, Svetlana merely quirked a brow.

"I should feel something? That's quite vague." And it was. And given Anatoly was clearly in on this as well, Svetlana was doomed. That's all there was to it, if the girls and Anatoly teamed up together, Svetlana would never win. She could hold her own and pretend she had everything under control but with that team up, it was only a matter of time.

And then there was the comment about Lucifer.

"That would worry me." Mostly because Svetlana didn't want her daughters involved in this fight, they were too young. They didn't even know that he was a real threat. They didn't know that they'd need to fight him to begin with. So if they somehow knew that he was to be fought, well... Svetlana would be upset and worried and would go after whomever informed them and shattered what remaining innocence they had following their untimely death. If she hadn't been determined to protect the two from the stress of this world before, to keep them as innocent as possible, she wanted to now. Of course that was in the kitchen and now she was sitting at the table.

Smiling to Rei as she mentioned she preferred loose leaf teas, Svetlana nodded.

"As do I. I find it soothing...." She noticed the slip into Japanese but thought nothing of it. After all, she'd been known to slip into Russian when she was tired or worked up. Usually she was good in front of everyone beyond her family but there were still times where she automatically responded in Russian, usually when she was at the store or cafe and on no sleep. It was troublesome but it happened and she just had to go with it.

Noticing Anatoly, Fayina pulled her homework down and went to where he was sitting, tugging on his sleeve to ask him what the word meant because she was tired and couldn't figure it out to save her life. Well, it wasn't life and death but Fayina was determined to do well in school so that she could better protect Jelena, who had perked up after her moment of trailing off in regards to the school children.

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[info]fireandpassion
2012-01-12 08:35 am UTC (link)
Giving Jelena a gentle smile, Rei could understand the sentiment. Fitting in was definitely not Rei's specialty by any means. While she normally could blend in somewhat back home, here she just stood out like a sore thumb. It was going to be difficult to try to fit in, especially with the whole trying to trust people thing, but she'd do what she could. And she actually did like being there in the midst of Svetlana's family. Except for Anatoly, she felt at ease around them. She didn't have to keep walls up around children, and so she let them down for the meantime. Though as she heard Anatoly's voice in the kitchen, she couldn't help but be naturally distrustful and slightly tense on that part. It was her natural reaction to men. At least when they were physically around her.

Anatoly said nothing more on the subject of what the girls had in store. Anything further would undoubtedly tip Svetlana off to what exactly it was. Of course, he was still adjusting and changing, doing his best to more be the man he used to be before the pride had taken over. Being around his family was definitely helping that. It was also liberating being around his girls again. They brought out the inner child in him that allowed him to be playful.

"It would worry me, too." More than anything, he wanted to protect the girls from the bad things in this world as long as possible. He didn't want them to worry about demons or Lucifer or whatever other insanity this world threw their way. Knowing about these things would only frighten them and undoubtedly take away some of their innocence in how they viewed the world. He couldn't allow that to happen. They both were still far too young to worry about such things. It was going to very difficult for Svetlana and him to protect them like that, but he would make damn sure he was doing everything he could.

"Do you make your own teas or do you have recipes?" Rei was curious, though she may not have worded the question quite the way she wanted. She was curious if Svetlana experimented or had set recipes she normally used to make her teas. She would need to make it a point to try and get a hold of some tea leaves of her own and make some teas here. Sipping her tea again, she leaned back in her chair, keeping her hands curled around the cup. She relaxed a bit more, enjoying this moment while it lasted. After all, after she left to return to her room, she well knew it wouldn't take her long to close back up and grow tense again. She wouldn't close up completely, but her defenses would go back up. Sometimes she did wish she wasn't so guarded, but what else could she do? It really was good she wasn't alone here, otherwise she would have closed herself off completely soon after arriving here. Yes, she could hear Minako's voice in her head telling her she needed to trust people, but she was trying. Hadn't she just opened up to Svetlana? That in and of itself was a feat unlike any other.

As Fayina asked him about her homework, Anatoly gave her the answer she wanted. He glanced over the page, seeing just what she was working on. He was rather interested in what the girls learned about at school. They were learning things he had no clue about, especially in regards to history. After all, with the jump forward in time, there had been many things he'd missed. The collapse of Communist Russia. The fall of the Berlin Wall. Both Gulf Wars. But whenever they had questions, he did his best to help.

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[info]thegirlisme
2012-01-12 04:41 pm UTC (link)
Even if the question was not worded the way Rei wanted it to be, Svetlana understood what she was trying to ask. Even if their native languages were different, Svetlana understood the general sentiment of translating into English and things being in the wrong order or just awkward and not how they were intended. So there was at least that. And as none of them were native English speakers, none of them would judge Rei when she slipped up. Anatoly had the best grasp on English but even he knew how difficult it could be, if only from watching Svetlana and the girls struggle and then getting glared at by Svetlana when he tried to help her when she misspoke.

"Both, actually. I make recipes from what I experiment with if they work."

Because of her natural distrust of people, her perchance for guarding herself, Svetlana could tell that Rei was relaxed, though she kept from looking at Anatoly, meaning she didn't trust him. Though, given what she said of her father, it made sense for the most part. Why trust a man if the only one in your life who you were supposed to trust above all else lost that trust when you were just a child? Perhaps that was why it had been easier for Svetlana to trust Anatoly or even Freddie than she did most females. She'd been surrounded by her brothers, who while overprotective and ridiculous, had never betrayed her trust. So it was easier for her to trust males than females. Especially when females would sleep with a married man while knowing and not even care. Darcy was different. And younger females such as Brittany and Tina and now Rei... but as a rule, Svetlana felt more at 'ease' if it could be called that, around men. Hopefully with time Rei would open up around others more, though as Jelena seemed to have taken a fierce liking to Rei, at least Anatoly.

As for Fayina, the homework she was working on was about appreciating the differences in cultures between people in the city. After all, it was just social studies, not really history yet. But it was a laugh, children didn't care about differences, they used it to pick on others. Which was why Fayina got into trouble so much, because she was defending her sister and parents and Russia. So far she hadn't gotten herself injured in the process, but given her perchance for fights, it was only a matter of time.

Nodding in thanks, Fayina got into the seat next to Anatoly to keep working so she could ask him more questions in regards to translating as they came up.

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[info]fireandpassion
2012-01-15 01:54 pm UTC (link)
It was reassuring that Svetlana and her family weren't native English speakers. Rei knew her accent would be difficult to understand, so she tried her best to annunciate as best as she could. She had a good grasp of the English language, but she'd never used it before outside of school. Using it in every day conversation was difficult, but she was trying. She might end up having to get a Japanese-English dictionary for herself to help with the translating. Especially for use in school. She had no doubt she'd come across words she'd never even knew existed in the English language.

"Really? That is useful if you make an experiment that you really enjoy."

Before she'd met the other senshi, Rei hadn't been comfortable around anyone. Of course it was mostly because she herself didn't let anyone close to her and no one really tried to get close to her. If no one really knew here, then she couldn't be hurt again. As much as she didn't like being alone, she refused to be hurt again. Yet after meeting the senshi, that had changed. She came to care about them, and they cared about her. For the first time in her life, she had people she could call friends. There was even someone she loved, which was surprising to her, but she couldn't change how she felt. All she could change was how she dealt with it, especially now considering Minako was alive. Taking herself out of those thoughts before they went to places she didn't want to go, she looked at Jelena. "Do you like tea?" It was perhaps odd to ask that of a five year old, but given Svetlana liked tea, Rei had a guess that she let her daughters have some once in a while.

Anatoly was interested in what Fayina was studying. Truth be told, he had been surprised just how accepting people were here of different cultures. But once he'd gotten used to the fact that many different people appeared here with various abilities, some of these people not even truly human, he wasn't so shocked anymore. Those who were displaced needed to accept things because like it or not, they were all in the same situation and had to find ways to work together when bad things happened. Even though he knew some people would always be blinded by generalities and assumptions simply based on what country someone was from, Anatoly knew that there were people that didn't care about that.

Smiling to Fayina, he sipped his tea and looked over at Rei and Jelena. He couldn't help but smile as he could tell his youngest daughter seemed to have found a new friend. And despite the fact Rei seemed a little detached, she seemed to warm up to Jelena as well as Svetlana.

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[info]thegirlisme
2012-01-15 06:16 pm UTC (link)
"It is." While Svetlana had always had a perchance for experimenting with teas as a means to pass the time, it was when Dmitri had gotten sick when she did so more often as a means to try and help him with his symptoms as well as to try and calm herself down. Still, it was something she did and just because the reasoning might not be the most cheerful, she didn't mind doing it still. She found that it helped her cope, that and Dmitri was the one who had taught her how to do so to begin with just as Erik had taught her how to play chess, "My brother Dmitri was the one who showed me how to do so." Strange that it would come up today of all days, but she didn't let it show. So instead she just sipped her tea as Rei turned her attention to Jelena.

At the question, Jelena just shrugged.

"Sometimes. I like peppermint." After all, it wasn't like she and Fayina had tea a lot. But sometimes they got curious about what Svetlana was making and so she'd make them peppermint tea. It was good. She'd tried tea elsewhere and hadn't liked it, though. But peppermint tea was good.

And while Anatoly found that people were accepting of different cultures, Fayina didn't see it. Then again, children were children, they either wouldn't care one way or the other and just saw another playmate, or they were like the children at school who picked on people for being different. Svetlana tried to explain that it was misunderstandings and that as they grew up, it would be better, but Fayina didn't know if she believed that. Which was why she'd keep getting into fights until the children at school left her and Jelena alone for good.

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[info]fireandpassion
2012-01-17 12:01 pm UTC (link)
Inwardly, Rei had wondered what it would've been like if she'd had her mother, or even a sibling, to share things like that with. The other priests and priestesses at Hikawa Temple had shown her the basics as she grew older, such as how to cook and so forth. But that was different than having a close family member teach them. Still, Rei didn't begrudge anyone other than her father for it. She had accepted that this was her life long ago, and while no one her age should be as self-sufficient, Rei was fine with it. No fourteen year old should be able to live on their own in a place like this after being displaced from their own reality, but it hadn't really phased Rei. After the initial shocks, she knew all she could do was accept it and move forward with it. It was rather pointless to fight adapting because she was stuck here.

"So he was the tea master, and now you have picked up the habit." Rei said gently, meaning only respect by the comment. She remembered Svetlana telling her about her brothers being dead, and Rei did make it a point to honor the dead. She thought of saying that it was a nice way to keep her brother's memory close to her, but she thought that would be too much of an emotional thing to say, so she kept silent on that.

"Ah peppermint is good." Immediately, Rei's mind went to the symbolism of peppermint because she was a deep thinker. She just didn't always give voice to those thoughts. "Do you like stories?" The priestess was completely unaware that she had, in fact, just sealed her fate according to Jelena. But Rei did like telling stories. She just hoped that she'd be able to tell her favorite one in English, and not Japanese.

Anatoly was fully aware that not all people were accepting of different cultures. But he'd generally found that the others displaced here were accepting. He was, of course, leaving Freddie out of that count because that man was not accepting, nor did Anatoly ever expect him to be. But he would try his best to help his girls be receptive to people. Not everyone could be trusted, but at the same time, not everyone was bad.

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[info]thegirlisme
2012-01-18 12:11 am UTC (link)
The assessment was accurate enough. Svetlana held on tightly to both her tea and chess as a means to hold onto her lost brothers. Oh, they were part of her, she had grown up with them, had watched and learned. Truthfully, Svetlana didn't know what her life would be without them. Tea was her self medication, it calmed her, soothed her, made her forget. Chess was her focus, her passion, her drive. The strategy and tactics. She didn't care to play it professionally, she never had gotten that grasp. But that was also because she knew it would become more than just about the game once it went to that level and she didn't want to lose what she cherished. Anatoly had and now they were trying to mend their lives because he had let pride get the best of him. Because Molokov had kept Anatoly away because he knew that she and the girls would challenge him and call him out when he got too prideful and thus his perfect machine would be ruined.

Still, Svetlana smiled slightly at the comment about tea master and gave a small nod.

"I suppose you could look at it that way..."

Oh and Jelena. Sweet, innocent, naive Jelena. The second Rei asked if she liked stories, the five year old's eyes lit up and she nodded quickly.

"A lot!" Normally she'd mention about her parents' story, and how Svetlana got sad when she would tell it before but how it seemed to be changing, or was being added to. But with both her parents there, and Fayina shooting her a warning look from over her homework, Jelena managed to curb that particular sentiment. Maybe later when Svetlana wasn't there to overhear and get sad.

But it was true, Rei had sealed her fate in regards to Jelena. The five year old now absolutely adored the miko, and was restraining herself from climbing onto her lap.

And Fayina was trying not to roll her eyes at Jelena. She was so obvious. At least to Fayina. But the five year old was definitely cheered up considerably from how she'd been since coming back to life. She'd been getting better, yes, but a new friend who told stories? That made life infinitely better in her logic. Not that five year old logic ever made sense.

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[info]fireandpassion
2012-01-18 12:24 pm UTC (link)
Obviously, Rei didn't know Svetlana considering they had only just met, but the priestess did understand self-expression and using things to help deal with emotions. It was evident in the way Svetlana made her own teas that she did hold it close to her, perhaps out of a combination of love for her brother and treating herself when she needed it. Rei was aware of the various ways tea could heal people. Whether the ailment was physical or emotional, there seemed to be a tea for nearly everything.

"Tea is a good habit to have. It is healthy." Perhaps habit wasn't quite the right word, but Rei was relaxing, feeling her emotions calm themselves for the time being. It was undoubtedly due to the tea as well as making some new acquaintances. She wasn't so focused on herself right now, which was a good thing.

The instant Rei saw Jelena's eyes light up, she grinned. It was a genuine, happy grin, one that seemed to come so rarely to her.

"You are in luck because I love stories, too." She didn't exactly need to ask if Jelena wanted to hear one considering the girl's reaction to the question. "My favorite one is actually a Japanese legend about a girl named Princess Kaguya." And yet again, poor unsuspecting Rei was completely oblivious to what the word "princess" would trigger in Jelena. But onwards she went. "A long time ago, there was an old couple who cut and sold bamboo for a living. They had no children, but had always longed for one. One day, a girl was born from a piece of bamboo. She lived with the couple, but in reality, she was a princess from the Moon and would have to return when she became an adult." Inwardly, Rei couldn't help but think that this legend was actually true. Only the real princess' name wasn't Kaguya, but Serenity. But, of course, Rei wouldn't be admitting that part. Not yet anyway. She'd told Svetlana she was a soldier, but she wasn't about to give away the fact that Minako, Usagi and she were senshi from the Moon Kingdom, princesses of their respective homes.

Looking at Jelena, she smiled, getting into the story as she always did when she told it or read it. Or drew it, as she once had done. "So you see, there was a kingdom on the Moon, and everyone who lived there were gifted with long lives, longer than normal people who lived on Earth. Princess Kaguya was one of the people from the Moon Kingdom. Before she returned to the Moon, she provided something called Fuji, which is what would grant the people of Earth eternal life. But once she returned, the people she had left the Fuji with ordered it burned on top of a mountain. That mountain is now called Mount Fuji." Of course, Rei had good suspicion that Jelena had no idea what Mount Fuji actually was, but there it was. Leaning in close to Jelena, Rei made as though she were telling a secret, though she could still be heard by everyone in the room. "It is also part of the story that when someone dies, their soul goes to the Moon. And when we die, we will be reunited with them. My mama's on the Moon." It was a sad confession, but this time it came without the emotional baggage. Rei also purposely didn't tell the whole story, leaving room for Jelena to ask questions and such. Sometimes stories were more fun when the listener was able to guide it.

Anatoly was smiling as he saw the way Jelena lit up. Oh he knew Rei now had a forever friend in his youngest daughter. And someone who would almost incessantly ask for stories. Sipping his tea, he listened to Rei's story, noting the confession about her mother. He was a little startled by that. Someone so young shouldn't be without one parent. He glanced at Svetlana and sipped his tea. It also was not lost on him that Rei seemed to carry herself in a similar manner to Svetlana. The teenager was no where near as guarded, but he could see the little similarities. Perhaps it would help both Svetlana and Rei to have a relationship.

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[info]thegirlisme
2012-01-18 04:42 pm UTC (link)
All Svetlana could do was nod about tea being healthy. That was definitely something she understood well. True, it hadn't saved Dmitri which was when she had started to work more exclusively with it to try and help, but it had at least eased his pain. So there was that. She just knew that it wouldn't solve everything. Even sicknesses could out do tea if they were strong enough, deadly enough. But this wasn't the time to brood on that fact, no matter what day it was in regards to her brother. So nodding it was and then listening to Rei tell Jelena the story of the Moon Princess. Did she know what Anatoly was thinking in regards to her and Rei forming a relationship of sorts? No. Because well, while she was guarded, she didn't necessarily feel it was a bad thing. She knew when to ask for help. Mostly. But she did want to help Rei so she didn't have to carry the world alone.

And Jelena just listened in rapt attention. Of course the word princess caught her attention, she was five. But the story was interesting and vastly different from anything she had heard before. But the comment about the dead caused her to blink and look to Svetlana.

"Are uncle Dmitri and Erik on the Moon now?"

"I do not see why not."

Smile forced a bit more to anyone who knew where to look, Svetlana quickly took a sip of tea to hide it. Were they on the moon? Of course not. They were dead and buried in Russia. But this was Rei's story and it was a better idea for Jelena to believe about the moon right now. Seeing her daughter nod and turn her attention back to Rei, she was about to relax when the five year old asked the teenager another question.

"Do souls get kicked away from the Moon?"

And cue in Fayina speaking up.

"She wants to know what happens when a person dies and then they are not dead but they were."

"Would they remember?"

Great. Just...Svetlana needed more tea. That was all there was to it. Because now this was going back to when the girls had died and she needed her composure for this talk.

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[info]fireandpassion
2012-01-20 02:28 am UTC (link)
When she'd started telling the story, Rei hadn't anticipated there being a serious conversation coming after it. Then again, how was she to anticipate that? She was just telling her favorite story to Jelena who loved stories. Though the question about her uncles being on the Moon didn't phase her, that was expected given the fact of what she'd said. It was the question of people dying then coming back that caught her by surprise. She looked at Fayina as she further explained what Jelena meant, then she looked back to Jelena.

Great. A loaded question, and not one she personally knew the answer to. Well okay so she technically might have been dead in the instant before she ended up here, but all she remembered was the flash of white as Serenity destroyed the world. The next thing she knew she was here. Truth be told, Minako might have a better answer than she did, but the love senshi wasn't here now, so Rei would have to answer herself.

"I cannot say for certain, but from what I believe, people could come back to life." After all, wasn't Minako here now? And Rei herself was here. Truth be told, Minako might have a better answer than she did, but she wasn't about to say anything. She didn't want Jelena bothering Minako with questions of death. Minako didn't need that. "But the gods work in mysterious ways. A person may or may not not remember, but as for why, I cannot say. Your guess would be as good as mine." Rei wished she had the answer, but she didn't. From her own experience, all she'd seen was white, and then a possible sliver of nothing, then she was here. But she wasn't about to tell a five year old there was nothing to remember, nor was she going to out-right say people couldn't remember. Who was she to speak when it might be different for everyone who experienced such a thing? While she was a priestess and had views on the afterlife, she was no diviner and could not speak for what the gods willed. All she could do was speculate. Her thoughts ran deeper on the matter, but they were too complex to explain to a five year old. The look on her face turned deeply thoughtful to reflect her inner thoughts.

Anatoly's full attention was grabbed by this turn in the conversation. He glanced at Svetlana, knowing she was going to have a hard time with where this conversation was now going. He glanced back at Rei as she gave her explanation. He hadn't expected a straight, concrete answer, but he thought what the priestess had to say was a good answer.

"It is hard to know, but there is always a reason for things," Anatoly chimed in when Rei finished and went into thought. He glanced to Svetlana, again wishing that he had been here when the girls had died. That he had been there when Svetlana needed him. It wasn't his fault that he'd been sucked into that alternate world, but he still hated that he hadn't been there for his family.

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[info]thegirlisme
2012-01-20 06:29 am UTC (link)
If there was one thing that seemed to be a family trait for the Russians, it was their ability to throw people off guard, be it one another, or those they had just met. But Jelena had been curious. Because she wanted to remember being on the Moon, she wanted to meet her uncles. She never got to meet her uncle Dmitri and she didn't remember Erik as she'd been about two at the time of his death. Fayina said he was grumpy but loved them both. So it would have been nice to remember being on the Moon so that she could have met them. Instead, she was given a vague answer like Svetlana sometimes gave and instead she just nodded thoughtfully.

"Oh..."

Meanwhile, Fayina was concerned. Mostly because she was older and more observant than her sister. She saw what Svetlana hid when she thought no one was looking. It was one of the reasons she wanted Anatoly back. Not just because he was daddy, but because he made Svetlana smile. It was why she'd kicked him all those months before. Because he had hurt Svetlana but he had promised not to anymore and he'd been doing good at it until the mean him came and the dying and after that, her mom had been different but was getting better with Anatoly around. Yet, there were still times, especially recently... times when Svetlana stared at nothing and it usually was when something like this came up. But she needed to keep an eye on Jelena and Rei so it was back to her homework.

"Does the princess have a knight?"

And away from the serious questions because Jelena was indeed five and all stories needed a knight like the one who saved the princess from herself and allowed her to become a queen.

Oh, Anatoly was right in assuming Svetlana was going to have a hard time with this conversation. It was thankfully brief, but mentally she was exhausted. With the break downs following the music explosion because her mind was forcing her to relive things she didn't want to, it was harder to maintain her facade and Jelena more or less mentioning out loud her death? Every time it happened, it broke Svetlana's heart. When the girls woke up crying in confusion. When they said something in passing. But this was so direct... so hopeful and scared. How was she supposed to respond?

Hands shaking, Svetlana kept herself away from view as best she could, thankful at least that the girls and Rei couldn't see her. So she gripped the counter and took a breath. She could get through this. The girls were alive now. That was what mattered. She needed something to drink, something that wasn't tea. But she also didn't like just taking a shot because she was upset but this sort of warranted it. Fine. One shot and then tea. And by the time the tea would be done, she'd be calm. It was as simple as that.

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[info]fireandpassion
2012-01-26 03:41 am UTC (link)
While her answer was vague, it was really the best she could do. Rei herself couldn't really explain her own experience, and she wasn't about to say a definite yes or no when she wasn't certain. False hope was harmful to people, she'd learned that young. So the best she could do was to be vague and hope that Jelena would be satisfied enough with it. Or at the very least use it to draw her own conclusions. Not that a five year old could draw many deep conclusions like that, but one never knew if she'd ever look back on this when she was older or not.

At Jelena's new question, Rei thought of the legend in which there had been suitors, but Princess Kaguya had never had an actual knight. Princess Serenity, on the other hand, did. So Rei was going to deviate from the legend here because while Serenity and Endymion didn't have a happy ending, it made for a better story. While she didn't have many memories from the Silver Millennium, she did know what Luna had revealed to them. And when in doubt, she'd get into Usagi and Mamoru.

"Yes, she does. Actually, her knight is a prince from Earth. Their relationship was forbidden, but they loved each other and would defy the laws of both of their people to be together." Would the five year old catch the slight discrepancy in her story with how Kaguya had been given to a human couple? Who knew, but Rei would cover that base if need be. But she figured Jelena would let it go and be more interested in learning about this new story. As long as Rei kept the bad parts out of it and made up a happy ending, it wouldn't be all bad, would it? Yes it was bad to lie and say the prince and princess were happy in the end when in reality, they both ended up dead. But Jelena didn't need to know that.

Of course Anatoly was keeping a close eye on Svetlana. How could he not? He knew what had happened to the girls, and while it was hard for him to hear Jelena ask about the topic, he knew it was nothing compared to what Svetlana felt. With Jelena sufficiently distracted by Rei and Fayina working on her homework, Anatoly got up from his seat and moved into the kitchen. He saw the way the blonde gripped the counter. Oh this wasn't good, not that he thought it could be good because he knew better. He moved closer, silently lettig her know he was there if she needed anything. But he wouldn't exactly stop her from taking a shot because he knew it helped calm her down. It also wasn't like she was an alcoholic or anything. But he just made his presence known, let her know she wasn't alone in this.

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[info]thegirlisme
2012-01-26 06:08 am UTC (link)
While Jelena was indeed aware of the slight discrepancy in the story, she didn't comment on it as she was more interested in the new story. She had no idea that she was being lied to but what did it really matter? After all, there was a prince and a princess and that was all it needed to keep her full attention. So while Rei told her the story about how the prince and princess fell in love and were able to unite their two kingdoms, the five year old listened with rapt attention, nodding in thought as the story came to an end.

"I know a story!"

"Doesn't mean she wants to hear it."

Sticking her tongue out at her sister who just rolled her eyes, Jelena turned her attention back to Rei.

"There was an Ice Princess who had a hard time of trusting people but there were a lot of... suits who wanted to make her their princess so they tried to win her attention. Princes but she did not care. She knew who they really were because she could see into the souls to know if they were good or bad. She had a locket but it could not be opened because the key was missing. But there was a knight that no body paid attention to. One day, he came across people trying to take the princess and so he fought them off by himself but got hurt. Taking her to where he lived, the knight tried to take care of the princess but she would not let him because he was hurt and she used her powers to heal him. When they went back to the palace, the princess' brother tried to banish the knight because he thought that the knight did something mean but the princess fought her brother, which was shocking because she very rarely said anything. After that, the knight and princess started to be friends. One day, it was raining and the knight got the princess somewhere safe and told her he loved her but knew she did not love him because he was just a knight but he was wrong and when she said she loved him, the locket opened because the key was made of love. After that, the two were married and the princess became a queen. They were happy but then a mean Rat King showed up and he challenged the knight for the queen and set him up on very hard tests to prove himself and the knight was gone but the Queen never lost faith in him even as the Rat King tried to change her heart. He would send people after her but she never stopped loving her knight and he finally came back and she was right."

The shot had calmed Svetlana down slightly but she was still upset. She just wasn't going to drown her issues in vodka. That was Mikhail's way. So as she waited for the water to heat up again, she just leaned against the counter next to Anatoly. She wasn't really sure on what to say, so she said nothing at all. But then Jelena started to tell the story of the two and Svetlana just looked down. It was happier than the truth but it was also true. All that time, Svetlana had held onto hope. It was really Bangkok where it had been destroyed. She had been hurt and betrayed in the years before, yes, but after Anatoly didn't come home? After seeing him with Florence? The arguments about him losing or winning... that was when she realized he was changed, that he would never be hers again. Or so she thought.

When the kettle whistle blew, Svetlana went and quickly made the mixture for the tea she needed this time and let the now full tea bag steep and the water to cool down some, looking at Anatoly curiously to see just how he was handling the story Jelena had just told Rei.

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[info]fireandpassion
2012-01-26 07:38 am UTC (link)
The fire senshi well knew Serenity, as she was right now, would probably berate her, or possibly kill her, for even uttering the story. Love wasn't lost on her, she could see the value in it. And besides, she was the embodiment of passion, a key aspect to love, and Serenity and Endymion as well as Usagi and Mamoru had it. And as long as Jelena liked hearing about it, Rei would tell stories like it. She knew the value of fairytales to a child. Too early she'd had her innocence ripped away from her. She wasn't about to let any child have the same taken away from them if she could help it.

As Jelena stuck her tongue out at Fayina, Rei just had to smile. It was funny to see, but she did want to hear the story. She listened closely as Jelena told it. She didn't even pay any attention to the word swap, she followed the meaning easily enough. Rei had no idea that the story was true, that it was about Jelena's parents, so she just took it as a story. Of course, as much as she loved stories, she was a bit jaded on love and had a pessimistic view of it, for the most part. As much as she wanted to believe that fairytale romance actually existed, she knew better than that. But she wouldn't be popping Jelena's bubble on that, she'd let her believe whatever she wanted to because she had a right to do so. When she got to the end of the story, Rei smiled.

"A happy ending. I like that the princess was proven right. I am certain the knight would make certain the Rat King stayed away after having succeeded in his challenges and proven himself." She was completely oblivious to the fact the story was an allegory about Svetlana and Anatoly because how could she know otherwise? She'd only just met them.

Words weren't something that would make a lot of difference at this moment, mostly as they had company and their girls were within earshot. They didn't need to get into the emotional side of things where their children could overhear. So Anatoly too remained silent. At least until he heard Jelena's story. He froze a bit, of course knowing exactly what the story was about. It wasn't that hard to figure it out. Lowering his head, all he could think about was those years of pain he'd caused his family, how horrible he had been. It had all culminated in Bangkok. He knew that was when Svetlana had truly seen what he'd become, knew he wasn't the man she'd married anymore. He was grateful for this place, for helping him try to rebuild his family and be back where he belonged. But the point was that he had a chance, and he was taking it.

The whistle of the kettle jolted him a bit. After a minute he lifted his head and saw Svetlana was looking at him. Without having to speak, his expression said it all for him. He regretted what he had done, what he had become. He'd let Molokov corrupt him and let his pride take him away from what truly mattered the most; his wife and his family. He really hadn't expected Svetlana to even let him in the door of this apartment, yet she had. And now he was living here with his family again. They were willing to work through everything, and perhaps some day, he could be that knight again, be worthy of that title again.

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