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ex_demonbloo908 2009-11-30 12:52 am UTC (link)

He pushed her so hard that he thought the bed might break in half underneath them. Sam's mouth traveled her body aimlessly, kissing, biting, marking Ruby as his. Only momentary, but it was still very satisfying nonetheless. He had missed all of this so badly and Sam wanted to do nothing but screw her for hour after hour after hour again. It was a shame he had to go back and see Dean in the morning. He wouldn't have minded being here with Ruby for longer. That wasn't important right now. He was cherishing this, right here, as though there were nothing else in the world. Time didn't matter. Lilith didn't matter. It was Ruby, her blood, and the way that she made him feel all over. It felt like his heart was about to burst out of his chest while the pleasure that was built between them kept on getting stronger and stronger. He loved it all and he never wanted for it to stop. "You feel so good," Sam growled into her hair, hands sliding down to grip at her hips. He was almost there. And the sounds of someone slamming their fist on the wall behind them didn't seem to bother him at all. Let them get angry. See if he cared. It was a tall step for someone who used to be so shameful about being sexual in public. Now he was encouraging it, hoping that every room in the hall would know that the man in room 301 was loved. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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ex_demonbloo908 2009-11-30 01:51 am UTC (link)

She was begging him to let her go. Sam smirked into her hair, giving her a push that was even stronger than the last. He considered making her wait. Making her hold out for even longer just because he wanted for her to. Sam knew she would too. Ruby was like that - always looking to make him happy. What she didn't realize was that it was his job to take care of her as well. He kissed her heavily, moaning against her mouth. "Go ahead," Sam urged between kisses, "I'll be right behind you." And he was. Everything else was lost upon him. The banging and shouting from the room next door, the sounds of the headboard slamming into the wall, all of it. As soon as he felt Ruby let go, Sam buried his face into her hair once more, her name leaving him with his own release. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

frostandsnow 2009-11-30 04:26 am UTC (link)

The last push was the one that did it. He didn't hold back, and he had given her that look again. And then he let her come, told her that she could and the word was all Ruby needed to let herself go feeling Sam join her, the noise, the wild abandon of it, it was all part of it and she could still only laugh at those in the next room. Ruby helped Sam through, pushing at him as much as he was at her, needing to feel every last second. "I love you" she told him, as she always tried to do when coming out of the pleasurable haze. "No one has ever made me feel the way you do Sam, each and every time and I love you so so much" The banging next door hadn't stopped. The couple, furious, or whatever, whoever they were. She could tell, jealousy. She knew. "They're missing out" she added jointly amused at them and at the couple on the other side. Altogether she was amused by the whole thing and knew Sam was too. "Its fun isn't it." she asked, "Making them furious. You gotta admit" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_demonbloo908 2009-11-30 06:58 am UTC (link)

His shoulders crashed into the mattress, chest rising up and down heavily with each deep breath that Sam drew in. Dark hair falling into his eyes, Sam reached over to pull Ruby into his arms. He loved holding her close. "I love you, too," he murmured softly, placing an easy kiss on her shoulder. He felt wonderful. Better than he had in a long time, even. Her blood was coursing through him, making those parts that had ached for refreshment so hungrily so much more satisfied than they had been in a long time. Ruby would have had no idea how relieving it was for Sam to be rid of the constant need that was stuck under every thought that he had. And Ruby. God, as much as he'd craved the blood, there was some part of him that had desired being around her even more. He'd literally felt like a part of his heart had been missing until he'd first heard Ruby's voice tonight. She had taken that piece of him with her when they had parted ways. Sam pulled her closer at the thought, mouth finding the top of her head this time. "You're small. Any chance of me sticking you in my pocket and taking you with me this time?" The banging. Really? Were they that angry? Sam found an unexpected smile on his lips at Ruby's remark. He didn't even feel the slightest bit embarrassed by it. "It's only fun when I'm with you." His voice got a bit louder, taking on a level that indicated he was trying to get the attention of the people on the other side of the wall. "Cut it out! We're done!" He paused, then looked to Ruby with a bit of a smirk. "For now, anyway." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

frostandsnow 2009-11-30 08:15 am UTC (link)

She laughed contentedly from her place in his arms, relishing in his kisses and his affection. She'd missed this too. More than she believed she'd considered possible. He wanted to keep her in his pocket. It was almost such a cutesy statement she'd laughed at it. But added to that affection she rather wondered if he didn't mean it. She couldn't give him her, but maybe he could carry something of her around with him sometimes. "I'd live in your pocket. No problem" she joked, leaning her head back to his shoulder. The cuteness was sort of broken by the angry neighbours, but she didn't mind. Sam was having fun with it. Not to mention that smirk that crossed his face nearly had her jumping him right then and there mearly seconds after they'd finished round one. And it was round one. "I've got you to myself for the first time in what...two months. I'm not letting you out of this bed for at least a day. If you're lucky, and even then its to get me fries and come right back, We're done for now, we're not done" she explained. "In fact I might consider it a personal failure if they don't call round in a few hours claiming they can't sleep" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_demonbloo908 2009-11-30 08:40 am UTC (link)

"I dunno, I think if I let you in there I'd go crazy with the little voice telling me to beat up old ladies and steal candy from children." He grinned playfully, stroking the side of her face with the back of his hand. "You're no Jiminy Cricket." There was angry chattering coming from the other side of the wall. What they had done there, purposefully, was pretty messed up. If he was more cocky about it, he'd say that they shouldn't have been complaining about the free porn, but Sam wasn't that type of guy. He instead shook his head and rolled his eyes, the amusement still lingering visibly in his actions. Being around Ruby had led him to adjust to things that he never thought he'd be comfortable with. A situation like this happened to be very much one of them. It only came to show as to how much one person could impact the other when quality time was exchanged with a person. "Oh?" Sam raised a brow, almost with a challenging glint in his eye. "So if I were to...say try and get out of bed now, you'd do what? Hmm?" He shifted slightly, almost as though he were threatening to hop out of bed right then and there. They definitely weren't done. Sam had decided that the second he had first laid eyes on her earlier on. But that didn't mean he wasn't allowed to tease Ruby while she was going on adorably how they weren't finished. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

frostandsnow 2009-11-30 08:56 am UTC (link)

She probably would. Make with the tempting and funtimes, its what she did, and mostly to Sam, And he really had just compared her to a tiny cricket man from that weird movie she only knew cause the blonde had liked it as a kid. He needed the influence of someone like her in his life. He needed to go a little crazy sometimes. It was good for him. "Don't know about the old ladies. Unless they'd just that day picked up their pensions or something. Then its fair. Candy though, it really is all about the candy." Ruby did in fact think the people on the other sides shouldn't have been complaining about the free porn. The rather amazing free porn if she said so herself. And really who didn't expect to hear sex in seedy motels. Even if it had been exceptionally loud amazing sex. Sam was starting to understand the truth about life that she figured he never had before. That it was his for the taking. That the world could be his if he wanted. All he had to do was ask her and she'd get it for him. And he was doing well, teasing her, Ruby loved to be teased. "I'd pout" she said, affecting the expression, "Just like this, and I'd beg, I'd get on my knees and beg you to stay and keep me safe and warm just like this". As quickly as it had come, the pout vanished replaced by a wicked glint that was very much her. "And if that didn't work I'd just do what has never failed me and give you head for as long as it takes to make you physically unable to move away from me, And I wouldn't even come up for air till I needed to, How about that?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_demonbloo908 2009-11-30 09:23 am UTC (link)

Aw, she was pouting. That was never a good thing. He was beginning to realize that Ruby knew most and possibly all of his triggers and weaknesses. The pout really did know how to do him in. It wasn't used terribly often, but when it was Sam felt like he had just gone around kicking puppies or strangling kittens. It was so wrong and messed up, especially since he knew she didn't even mean it all that much. But he had to stand his ground. He was the one doing the teasing here! He'd win this. ...or not. "Uhhh." Sam ducked his head, hiding the fact that he was going slightly red in the face. It was sort of funny how a guy who had just had sex with the naked woman laying next to him could so easily get embarrassed over her talking about giving him head. But the way she described it all. He'd be less imaginative about it if it wasn't Ruby saying it. Mostly because Ruby knew how to give it better than anyone else he'd ever slept with in his entire life. "I think...." Sam cleared his throat, doing well to keep himself from getting too imaginative, otherwise their neighbors would end up getting riled up a lot quicker than he'd expected. "I think you'd have to convince me to let you first. And you'd have to physically get down in order to do it. By the time you tried that, I'd be out the door." Sam shifted again, as if to make a point. "Plans aren't sounding too convincing, babe, might wanna take yourself back to the drawing board." He was still teasing her. Teasing Ruby was fun. The playful tone of his voice and the smile at his mouth said it all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

frostandsnow 2009-11-30 05:06 pm UTC (link)

Ha! She was winning. The pout she knew got him right at the heart was working its way just to there. He failed when she used it. He really did. It was adoreable. He was adoreable. But mostly, she was, and she was winning. Entirely and completely winning. And the discussion about her particular favored technique only upped her score. She did things to him no one else could. Being a demon, she didn't need to breathe if she didn't need to talk. It made the whole process much more pleasurable for the guy. "What if you couldn't open the door" Ruby said, lifting a hand and opening and shutting the lock without moving. "What if I didn't let you leave?" He had wanted to learn to control her powers, here was his chance if he took it. But she'd damn sure distract him too. "Door locked, just you and me. Me on my knees, ready for you, begging, pleading for the chance to suck you until you come? Wouldn't you enjoy that. I think my plans are perfectly convincing personally but its up to you in the end" Ruby knew Sam, maybe better than anyone, even Dean, certainly right now. And it felt good. She could see into her soul. And she wanted him to understand hers, but that couldn't happen yet. She streched in his arms pulling the duvet up to them a little more. Feeling the warmth he game her eyen as he teased. He was so wonderfully loving to her. Caring. "Could I do it, do you think?. Convince you to let me?" she asked (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_demonbloo908 2009-12-01 12:58 am UTC (link)

Sam heard the lock click. He glanced over at the door, surprise partially mixing in with his amusement. Damn. He always forgot that Ruby could do that - she didn't use her abilities in front of him often, mostly out of respect for the awkward feelings he always got about it. It wasn't until recently that Sam told her that he would learn to live with it, as it was just another part of her that he was going to have to accept. He could handle the black eyes and the knowledge that she was possessing an empty body. Sam could deal with the demon powers. After all, he sort of had them too. "Gonna keep me prisoner?" He asked, tilting his head to the side in amusement. "How dare you." He could get the lock to open if he really wanted to. Sam shifted slightly, helping Ruby pull the quilt up to cover their bare bodies. It was warmer, but most of what he felt was coming from Ruby curled up at his side. Though with the way that she was talking, maybe some of the feelings that he had were coming from elsewhere as well. Damn her! Keep it under control, man. "I'd enjoy it, but if I wanted to leave, I'd want to leave. I could just..." He leaned slightly to the side, arm stretching out much more obviously than Ruby's had. The distance thing was hard and his target was a lot smaller than what he was used to practicing on. "Open it...myself..." If Ruby was keeping the lock shut against his own will, then Sam definitely wouldn't have been able to unlock it. But if she wasn't, he stood a much better chance. That had nothing to do with whether or not Ruby would be able to convince him. Sam knew that, if he wasn't joking around, he'd have fallen to her right then and there without a second thought. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

frostandsnow 2009-12-01 01:33 am UTC (link)

Keep him prisioner. It was tempting, just her and him for days on end, just them, talking and fucking and training and...well okay mostly just those three. They could have fun all locked away together without the others to judge, without anything, just Ruby and the man she loved. "I could" she told him, watching him streching out his arm just after they'd pulled the blanket up to cover themselves, she moved closer still, leaning around him to watch his form, how he was focusing. The blood would help, as always. "Focus on the lock itself, the little sliding mechanism, its small but there isn't much resistance, focus on it, its no different than throwing me around, or any other demon. You master the detailed, you can do any of it. I promise you that Sam. Now focus" Her arm rested at his side, she was leaning against him, just watching. Post Sex naked telekinisis training was a new one even on Ruby and the concept momentarily amused her, but not enough to do anything other than smile and focus entirely on Sam. "You get this. And if you hit my top off all four walls and the roof. Then you can hold me down with your mind and do what you like. How's that for incentive to get it right" she offered (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_demonbloo908 2009-12-01 05:55 am UTC (link)

Sam listened, hardly surprised to find that Ruby was being so quick to offer the advice on what to do. Even when she was challenging him, she was helping. The advice would be useful; Sam had been going about it the wrong way. He had been trying to open the lock as he would have normally upon approaching it on foot. Twisting it from the outside, rather than in. "I can't see the lock," Sam argued, frowning. He didn't know what type of lock it was or if it was the same kind of lock that every other door had or what. Of course, upon memory, Sam would say that it was pretty basic. They were staying in a pretty shady motel. The room didn't even card keys. It was all locks and bolts. Sitting up a little, but not enough to make Ruby uncomfortable, Sam scrunched his brow up and tried to focus. The lock didn't budge. He was about to slump back and surrender, but Ruby's next offer made giving in to defeat a lot more difficult than he thought it'd be. She'd let him pin her down? Sam looked at her uncertainly. "You'd like that? That wouldn't bother you?" What if he hurt her doing it? He wasn't exactly a perfectionist at all this yet. Yet, at the same time, Sam always found himself feeling particularly fascinated when he was able to take what Ruby taught him and turn it into something sensual. Kind of like how he was able to reach in and find the real her. The offer was definitely very tempting. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

frostandsnow 2009-12-01 07:19 am UTC (link)

"You can picture it though." she asked him as he sat up focusing more "You can think of it, work it out in your head, what it looks like, how it works to unlock the door. Its not..." she laughed thinking about her next statement, "Its not size that matters. Its focus, knowing what you're trying to move, a lock or a person, it'll take the same amount of effort and I know what you have flowing in your veins right now so I know that you can do it" she said, moving her hand a fraction, lifting his jeans from where they had been discarded on the floor to a chair in the corner of the room. And there again he was worried about hurting her, that wasn't possible though he was adoreable as ever for the worry. "I'd be fine with it Sam. I trust you and its a good incentive isn't it. Think about it, you shouldn't even have to exert much pressure, save that for the attacking demons with what you can do, the telekinisis is just another part of it, it should be second nature" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_demonbloo908 2009-12-01 07:58 am UTC (link)

It's not size that matters. Oh, Ruby. Only you. He rolled his eyes, hiding his amusement. Then it was straight back to business, that look of determination that he got whenever he was in training plastering itself square across his face. "It's not second nature," Sam pointed out, "I'm human. It might be second nature for demons, but not me." Maybe even first nature. Who knew. She said that she'd be fine with it, at least. Sam would have to do it as easy as he could. Except he didn't know how to be easy with it. That was partially why he'd asked Ruby for help in the first place. He needed practice alongside someone who knew how to control it all a lot better than he could. And judging from the way that Ruby had been able to raise his jeans and toss them aside onto a nearby chair without much effort at all? Yeah, Sam did feel that she was the most ideal choice for the job. She knew what she was doing when it came to his abilities, Sam would give her that much. Even if he often didn't like the choices that led into how far he was getting now, Ruby did know what to do. He feared that he would end up breaking the door. Sam furrowed his brow, mouth tightening into a thin line as he attempted to focus once more. The door shook lightly, in which Sam dropped his hand and shot Ruby a wary look. Then he lifted his arm and tried again. The door began to lightly rattle once more. A few more attempts were made, but eventually Sam heard something click. He craned his neck a little, watching as the lock slowly slid open. As soon as Sam realized that he had done what was needed, he flopped back against the pillows and breathed out a sigh of relief. "Second nature, huh?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

frostandsnow 2009-12-01 08:18 am UTC (link)

"It'll get easier, just like pulling demons, every new thing you work out you can do will get easier and easier till you barely have to think about it. because thats the strength in your blood now. Thats the power you're gonna use against the bitch, imagine it, throwing her around like a ragdoll and then sucking the life all out of her, ending her. She watched him work at the door, concentrating, one thing to be said for her boy, he was an attentive student, always had been. He could just focus, and with a few tries, he was there, the lock sliding open, He'd done it, and as he flopped back on the pillow, Ruby leaned in for a kiss that he well deserved. "Told you, and eventually, you'll be able to do that easy" she told him, "I know the things you have to do aren't always apitizing, I know you saw what it turned the others into, but you're stronger than they are, and I'm hardly anything like Azazel so...You're gonna be okay. You know that right, you'll kill Lilith and everything, everything will be so much better. You'll see." She clicked the lock closed again, he would probabaly approve of the privacy, and curled herself into his arms again. It was strange, he was still human, still so fragile like the rest of them, but she didn't often think of him like that because he wasn't going to have their weaknesses for ever. No he'd be something stronger, better. He'd kill Lilith, Lucifer would walk upon the earth and Sam would become stronger because he'd saved her Father. He'd be rewarded and maybe then they could just be in love, no secrets, no lies, they could just be themselves. Lucifer had to care about his faithful enough to grant her that. And Azazel and Lilith had both said Sam would be rewarded for what he did, if Ruby kept him alive long enough. And no one was hurting him. "I never thought we'd have this...just, lying here like this, and whenever you're ready you can have your reward but...this is nice isn't it" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_demonbloo908 2009-12-01 08:49 am UTC (link)

Sam nodded, closing his eyes. The blood did make one hell of a difference. He wasn't as tired as he usually would be from using his abilities like that. Especially when it was something that he was still trying to get a handle on. Sam had learned enough over the past year to know when he needed to walk cautiously and it was definitely whenever he was trying to master a new ability. "Appetizing is definitely not the word to use for it," Sam mused, breathing in and out slowly, "I hate it sometimes, but I've learned to trust you. You know what's best here." She knew how to get him to Lilith. And her blood..."I think I'm gonna need you around more." Sam opened his eyes and focused on Ruby. "I feel so drained when you're gone and I think it might be more than just me missing you. You said that wanting the blood was okay. But what about needing it?" Normally, Sam wouldn't go out of his way to admit that he needed something like that. But he had learned a lot from the time that he had spent with Ruby. She cared. And she was good at listening. Hearing the lock click again, Sam relaxed just slightly, his arms tightening around Ruby as she moved in closer. He hated bringing it up, but it was important. And he needed to know if there was more to this blood stuff than they had anticipated. "It's nicer than I thought it'd be," Sam told Ruby, "just being with you like this..." Sam kissed Ruby on the cheek, one hand sliding up so that he was able to trace over her lips with his thumb. "God, forget the blood." Sam frowned, suddenly feeling as though he was being incredibly stupid. Here he was, on his one night out with Ruby for two months, and all he could talk about was her blood. What was wrong with him? "In fact, forget this motel room." Sam sat up a little, his hand reaching out for her own. "Why don't we get dressed? We could go outside. Look at the stars. Do something. I don't want this night to end here with me groaning on about how much of a weirdo vampire wannabe I am. It's our first night together in months and I want it to be about you." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

frostandsnow 2009-12-01 09:17 am UTC (link)

Learned to trust her. The words got to her at levels the demon didn't know she possessed. Lying to Sam, it felt horrible, like a gnawing inside her that she vaugely remembered as feeling like guilt. But it couldn't be because this was for Sam as much as anything. And he'd thank her one day. He would. But he was getting hooked on her, she could hear it in his voice, That was good though wasn't it, That was right, he had to need it to consume enough of it to make him what he needed to be. To change him as much as he needed to be changed. That was for the best. That was the way she'd planned it. He'd need her around constantly and things would be better. But it was scaring him. How much he needed it. Want becoming need. "...The blood, its pretty powerful, its like a constant buzz. Its not that you need it. Its just without that buzz of course you'll feel drained, and you're using your powers more. You're running through the blood quicker. Thats all it is." The lies flowed easily as ever and as he kissed her on the cheek she closed her eyes for a moment suddenly uncomfortable, maybe for the first time ever with what she was doing. His fingers traced her lips and he told her he wanted to go out, and instantly she wondered what she had done wrong. Did he not want more sex. Had he figured it out?. Had she lost him?. But no, he'd told her this before, he loved her for more than what she could give him. He'd said. He wanted to spend time with her and it felt good. "I'd like that, if you want I mean, just, out being as normal as we can be. No one knows us here. It could be nice. Why do people watch the stars. I remember the last time we lay out like that, didn't get much star watching done but...whats the attraction, they just sit there being stars" Weirdo vampire wannabe. No he wasn't that, he wasn't that at all. And if he was it was her fault. Maybe she could still pull back. No. No she couldn't. There was no way. "I'm always gonna be here when you need me Sammy, always" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_demonbloo908 2009-12-01 07:00 pm UTC (link)

Ruby wasn't the only one feeling guilty. Sam loved Ruby. He had set out to meet her tonight, dragging her up here all the way from Lawrence by means of summoning, and from that point on he started selfishly whining on about the blood and how he was going to just, what, need her around all the time as a convenience to fulfill his needs? Hell no. He was here tonight with her because he wanted to be with Ruby. It was his mind right now, all soaked up in the high that her blood gave him. He wasn't thinking clearly anymore. Sam rubbed at his eyes in self frustration; he was making a mess of things, how could he make it all better? By taking her outside. Forgetting about the blood. Showing her a good time. He looked at Ruby oddly for a second, having only just barely registered the nickname coming out of her mouth. Sammy. The only people in his life that he'd ever let get away with using the nickname were his father and brother. Hearing it out of Ruby - well, it wasn't normal, but it didn't downright infuriate him like it would have with every other demon in existence. Each of which usually took it upon themselves to use the name to mock him. Ruby wasn't mocking him, however. She was being comforting and gentle with it, therefore Sam didn't want to bark out angrily at her like he would have with anyone else. It made him flash her a look of confusion, but aside from that he said nothing. Maybe it was an accident. One thing was for sure - he wasn't gonna pitch a fit at her after all the worry about blood that he had just dumped on her. "The blood..." Sam tried to get that need out of his voice, closing his eyes and mentally pushing it away. He didn't need it. He was fine. Ruby had said so herself. Just a buzz. "The blood isn't important." He took her hand and kissed it, then he pushed the blankets away from himself and began to climb out of the bed. "People watch the stars for different reasons. Study, curiosity, photography, astrology..." Sam scooped up his boxers and tugged them on. "Most times, even with those cases involved? It's just the beauty of it." He grabbed her bag next, walking over to her bed and offering it to Ruby with a light smile. He still looked unsure of himself, but he'd get back on track soon enough. "C'mon. Get dressed. I'll show you the rest." [ooc: Fail for tagging so late and forgetting about the Sammy stuff!] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

frostandsnow 2009-12-01 08:40 pm UTC (link)

He hadn’t flipped out at her for the slip of the tongue that had her calling him Sammy, in fact he’d just sort of looked confused, It was a definite step in some kind of direction. She hoped it was the right one. Because there had been no malice in it. Nothing, simply it was a name, a nickname, something very simple. But then it wasn’t was it. Sammy, its what his family called him, or demons looking to mock him. And all he’d done is looked somewhat confused but remailed silent, she’d let it go for now, try it again conciously at some point, see what happened. And yes, she still heard that need, that desperation in his voice. He was getting hooked on her blood and it should have been everything she wanted, so why the hell did it hurt so much, Why was she so worried that she was hurting him when she’d known from the start that she would be. That she’d been lying to him. She took her time to mull this over and watched him dress, not taking her usual attitude of admiring the view, so much was the feeling overwhelming to her. You’re gonna have to do things that go against that gentle nature of yours People will die, innocents, by your hand. Kill her and you’ll raise my Father. You’ll be rewarded, more than you can even imagine. It has to be you Sammy... I can explain... Sad fact was she couldn’t. There was nothing at all that she could say to make this any better. No way to explain, so the lies would continue. And she’d continue to do what she knew and love the man in front of her, hide the guilt and the worry. And just do what he wanted, have a night of fun. A happy night with just him and her and apparently the stars, she slipped on a pair of panties and her bra swinging her legs over the side of the bed looking through the few pairs of jeans and tops she’d brought and taking the chance to run a brush through her unsuprisingly tangled hair, brushing it out into its mostly natural bouncy ringletted style. “You got me all curious, all the time I’ve been in the world and I never really thought of the beauty of Creation. I should have really, so you and me, we’ll go, we’ll look at the stars and it’ll be amazing. Por whatever else you’re planning for tonight.”, she pulled on a pair of jeans and held up two tops, “Plain black or the one with the little devil on it” she asked, with a grin, “Couldn’t resist when I saw it” she joked. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_demonbloo908 2009-12-01 11:15 pm UTC (link)

Sam pulled his jeans up, taking a moment to fasten his belt before bothering to look over at Ruby again. When he did, she was presenting him with two separate shirts. His eyes immediately went to the one with the devil on it, halting that self exasperation and confusion he had been battling momentarily as he examined the artwork. Ruby buying devil shirts - or possibly stealing them - was not terribly surprising at all. Sam prepared himself for the scratch of irritation that was undoubtedly going to leap up and attack, but he ended up being surprised to find the smile pushing it's way across his face instead. Rolling his eyes, Sam pointed to the black one. "That's a little too much demon for me. Put that one on. It's nice." Shaking his head, Sam went searching for his shirt, another bout of confusion finding him based on his reaction. First he was letting the Sammy thing go, now the little devil jokes weren't even bothering him? It was the being in love. It had to be. He was letting things go. Becoming more attuned to the type of humor and intent that Ruby had. Fingers raking through his hair, Sam sat back down on the edge of the bed and started to pull his socks on thoughtfully. By the time he had halfway managed to pull his shoes on, Sam suddenly turned to look at her from where he was sitting, curiosity striking him rather abruptly. "Have you eaten yet? Do you want to stop and get some food on the way? We could sort of have a late night picnic or something." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

frostandsnow 2009-12-02 02:13 am UTC (link)

"Really, I thought there was a sort of irony to the whole proceedings" she teased him but did as he suggested. Black one it was, though he had been at least entertained by the little Devil shirt. She'd had to, it had appealed to her on many levels. And she hadn't stolen it. She'd...influenced others to get it for her, mostly even legally. Sort of. But he'd decided on the black so it was slipped on over her bra before she reached for her boots, and the knife still lying where it had been dropped when its use had ceased. It still had her blood on it, she thought with a smile moving it to the side table until she'd put on her boots. "No, I...to be honest I didn't bother. Got here when I was ready and you called. Like I promised. I could go for some food though. We could get a chinese and sit and watch the stars, how about it?" She generally didn't think about food till the body informed her it needed something to sustain it without it going all rotting. Also there were fries, fries really were the staple of life. "...Chinese places let you get fries with stuff right?" she asked in all seriousness. There'd be a change of plan if there wasn't. And there really would have. It was in fact to important a factor not to consider (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_demonbloo908 2009-12-02 07:11 am UTC (link)

Sam was slightly disappointed to find that Ruby was steadily hiding her body underneath layers of clothes. Who's great idea was it to get dressed and out of bed again? Oh, right. "Let's avoid irony for now," Sam suggested, eying the devil printed shirt as it was discarded for the black one. Shoes on, Sam leaned back and waited for Ruby to get dressed. He found himself staring at the knife as soon as he spotted the blood on it, his thoughts and feelings getting all conflicted inside of him as soon as he saw it. "Chinese is good. And - I, no, I don't think they have fries, but we can stop somewhere. Whatever you want." He stood up, moved over to kiss her on the cheek again, then picked up the knife with both hands from the bedside table and cleared his throat a little. "I - I think I'm gonna go clean this off, okay? I don't want someone to accidentally come in here and think that..." He gestured to the knife. Unless they were taking it with them? Probably. Ruby always carried it. "I mean, I don't want anyone to think that anything happened. With you carrying it. As much fun as disturbing our neighbors is, I don't think it'd be the same kinda trouble I want to deal with if someone catches us with a bloody knife." He turned his back to her and walked over to the sink, slowly reaching for the handle. The water cut on and he moved to rinse it off. He paused halfway to the stream of water, his finger sliding across the blade and sweeping some of the blood off. Sam sucked the blood from his finger, sliding the rest of the knife underneath the water to be cleaned as he did so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

frostandsnow 2009-12-02 08:26 am UTC (link)

She smirked and finished dressing, the devil print top back in her bag, she'd liked it. The kind of weirdly twisted humour that appealed to Ruby a lot of the time and Sam was getting used to it, she stood up catching Sam's longing look at the knife and turned away delibrately to find her coat. "I'd like that, stopping somewhere, Can't have a good and balanced meal without fries right" Buttoning up the coat she had worn here, her regular jacket still in Lawrence, Ruby was ready to go. And Sam was...washing the knife, She barely caught the movement of his hand, taking the last few drops of blood. She couldn't call it wrong, she decided with a hint of sadness, since it had been she that had done it to him. She'd made him this. With her own actions. But they were going to go out and be normal, just a couple like all the others got to be. And sit, and eat, and watch the stars, and not think about how she was slowly destroying him. To make him better, stronger he has to go through this, you know that Telling herself what she knew wasn't doing her much good. The guilt was there and she suspected now that it always would be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ex_demonbloo908 2009-12-02 09:04 am UTC (link)

He swallowed the blood down, pulling the cleansed knife out from the sink. The water was switched off and the knife was dried carefully with a nearby towel. He handled it with caution, turning it over in his hands almost respectfully. It was just a knife, yet it seemed so much more important now that he knew it was the knife that they would forever use to cut Ruby open. It was his means to the blood that he wanted. Possibly even needed, even if Ruby didn't understand it herself. The thought terrified him. Her blood was powerful. What if he got too attached? What if he couldn't function without it? It was already strange enough that he drank it down. It was blood. But having to survive off of it...would it come to that? A part of him was content with the idea. Sam found that he was more than disgusted by it. Seriously, what the hell was wrong with him? "Okay, fries first," Sam said, turning the knife over once more so that he was holding it by the blade. He extended it to her, focusing on Ruby's face rather than the twisted thoughts and feelings racing through him. She was a good distraction. He could do this. He'd be fine. Reaching for his hooded sweatshirt, Sam threw it over his shoulder and offered Ruby his hand. She was right. They could go out and be themselves without having to worry about being spotted. He wanted to take advantage of it. He tried for a smile, hoping that he didn't seem off in his behavior. Sam wanted this to be fun. "Please tell me you know your constellations." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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